Tuesday, May 17, 2011
I have been debating on posting a blog every day. Yes you get points for it, but what's the point? I can't seem to get there either so this attempt at doing one daily has made it to every other day so I guess I have no room to whine.
Today is a day where I felt like sleeping all day. Allergies do that to me and the other day I had a nasty day of allergies. However, yesterday I was buried in books all day and when 8pm came around, I was ready for a nice long sleep. I managed to stay awake until 10pm! But I paid the price by eating a half bowl of popcorn. Hubby made it and I think he used a small bag, but I don't know and to be honest, I don't want to know. I ate it, I'll have to live with it and do the exercise to work it off.
Weight loss has been moving slowly downward, which is what I want, although I had wanted to be 14 pounds less than what I am right now in a week from now. Won't make that, but I'm not giving up and not letting it set me back. I'll just keep on going and get there soon.
I'm trying to figure out a new date for my goal now. Then after deciding on the new date, I'll kick myself into a daily routine of determination and go for it! I know I can do this. I'm a Winner. Okay! Now that I've whipped myself into determination, I'm headed off to the kitchen to make a delicious salad for our dinner.
Sunday, May 15, 2011
I thought I would send out this word that GhostSister has changed her name to FloridaGhost
and it's already done so you should be seeing FloridaGhost instead of GhostSister from now on.
No special reason to change the name, other than I've been thinking about it forever so now I've done it.
Saturday, May 14, 2011
The pool is shut down for 10 days while they fix the whole in the bottom step where the tile fell out. It is ugly. Our maintenance guy, Bruce, takes such good care of our pool that you can clearly see that hole. I keep wondering why the water doesn't drain out through that hole and create a bigger mess, but it hasn't yet and it's been there for about 2 months. The wheels of contractors turn slower than the legal system.
It's pouring here with the T&L and dark skies but I'm enjoying my Saturday regardless of the thought of not being able to use the just reopened pool again for 10 days.
They just replaced all the St. Augustine grass so the pool was down for a week. Wish it could have all been done at the same time, but guess not. Anyway it will be open for Memorial Day which is a big day for me and it starts early.
Well, have a grand one everyone and Enjoy your weekend.
Friday, May 06, 2011
Today is a great day for me! I just realized how far I've come by the rule of "sweet-tooth" measuring.
For my entire life I have had a sweet tooth that would not quit! If there was a pecan carmel roll I'd be down my throat real quick. Those were my favorites and I will admit to liking Twinkies, Tigertails, Snowballs, Smores, cookies (any kind, any where, anytime!), and pie, cake, brownies, you name it the gooier the better!
I never thought my sweet tooth would go away and I remember asking a SparkPerson not too long ago if it ever went away. I was going to try something she was doing and she had noticed that her sweet tooth wasn't as active as it once was. But she said she still had that sweet tooth so I didn't go with the plan she was working on. But I remember bemoaning the fact that the ol' sweet tooth was going to be with me forever so learn how to deal with it, say no, and move on!
Today, we were shopping and we came upon the Day-Old-Bread-and-get-rid-of-it-quick-and-
cheap trolley. Usually it is full of breads of various flavors and descriptions and I wanted to get a long "french" loaf for making garlic cheese bread and freezing it. While wading through several loaves, my husband pulled out a package of 4 cinnamon rolls buried under white frosting of some sort. I almost gagged and I realized that I had come a long way by measure of sweet tooth ruler. To turn my nose up at a sweet was something I never thought I would do or be blessed with. It happened today and I was so happy. Thanks SparkPeople for making the path and showing us the way. Thanks SparkFriends for being there for me and wow! I can turn away from the sweets! Thanks God!
Wednesday, May 04, 2011
Today I awoke feeling not real peppy or very good. I haven't felt this way for quite awhile and I don't know why I felt so much like crap! I wasn't happy about anything and I just didn't feel "good". The longer I sat here feeling like I wish I could go get rid of the feeling, the worse it got! Finally, my DH made me toast, no coffee, and after I ate the toast with peanut butter, I went back to bed. I had awaken at 3:47am. Probably why I was feeling like crap!
Anyway, before he left an hour and a half after I went back to bed, I got to wave him off, as usual, and then stayed up and got busy. I think I have completed more stuff this morning than usual. I got rid of the crappy feeling and while I haven't done my usual exercises yet, I feel a lot better about life. Even though this is a real bad month for us financially, we are refusing to fall into the squabbles and tense battles that usually come with financial difficulties.
Currently, we are doing the best we can. I keep trying to put at least $1.00 away every week, but it doesn't always work, except to strengthen my habit of stashing $1.00 every week. But I'm at a point that I don't care if I can only stash $0.01 a week, it's better than nothing.
True, it won't get us anywhere and my DH has been sorely disappointed for a couple of years now, but I actually feel better about something I've been trying to learn so I could pass tests and "go live" and get paid for what I'm doing, than I have since the day I first got into it.
At any rate, I am feeling better than I was and I know I can go on. It's funny how the day can start out sour and somehow resolve into something on the sweeter side. It has to have been sleep. There was no other explaination for it. I really felt down.
I know I fight depression all the time. I used to take meds fo rit, but I reached a point where the doctor said I didn't need them anymore and I had learned how to fight the feelings of depression and I still read articles regarding depression - as it never really goes away, it just gets manageable. But this morning I felt so rotten. I was wishing it were all over. Whatever was going to happen, would just happen. It didn't - there's no easy way to get past the deplorable condition our country is in except to work at it. TG we are a working class of people, mostly, hardworking, honest people that are willing to work to make our world, if not those around us, better off.
I have donated to causes right and left and there have been times in the past where the money was more plentiful than it is now and I would donate time and work to a cause, and I just did it again, last month, but depression hides and then pops out when you least expect it. I never really realized how sleep effects it though, until today.
Okay. Long enough - I could keep going, but it's time to stop.
Keep Sparkling friends! Happy Cinco de Mayo tomorrow!
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