Monday, March 11, 2013
I don't know how many times I've been at this spot. The point where you just feel awful -- bloated and lazy. It's hard to put my shoes on and climbing stairs makes me winded. I need to put my life back in the correct order.
I have forgotten about putting God first in my life and I've forgotten all about taking care of myself. I know that when I put these things in the right order the rest of life falls into place correctly. I will have more energy and more positivity.
I just watched "the Biggest Loser" and they did a video back to their skinny self. I'm going to blog here to remind myself why I want to do this.
I want to be healthy. I want to have energy. I want to be able to buy clothes and have them look good. I want people to look at me and say "Boy, you've lost weight!" I want to feel good about myself, about accomplishing my goals and about how good I look. I want to be able to hold my grandbaby (whch I get one). I want to be able to run with Ramona. I don't want to feel my age. I can do this!!