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It's working

Monday, August 30, 2010

For the past week I've been reminding myself to smile and I really think it's helping. I feel a little more positive today than I did a week ago. I even tell myself to smile when I'm exercising. My husband showed me how to turn on his big speakers when I do my walking video, which I'm able to play with music only. I blasted it and the beat kept me moving and I smiled and laughed the whole time. When I go shopping I'm making it a point to smile at people. Most of the time they smile back, say hi or nod. That's a nice feeling.

I've been following my plan for changing my attitude -

I look for reasons to be positive and stop finding negatives in everything.
I'm working on worrying less.
Every night before I go to sleep I think of at least one thing to be thankful for.
I'm sticking to my healthy eating and exercise plan, doing 3 day mini-streaks to keep me on track.
I still haven't checked out any new teams yet, but I will.

Feeling a little more upbeat I decided it was time to add a new kitten to our feline family. We lost a great cat in January, a companion to our youngest kitty, who actually got sick after his buddy died. He's doing much better now. We've been on the fence about getting him a kitten but I think it's time. We adopted him from a no kill shelter and we pick him up tomorrow. That should give me a lot to smile, and laugh, about.

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Working on being positive

Monday, August 23, 2010

SMILE !

Starting today I'm going to really work on my attitude. For too long I've been giving in to negativity. Every day I tell myself to think positive and stop looking for/expecting the worse. It's past time to work on this. Even if all I can do is just smile. I recently read an article that said just smiling sends a positive message to your brain. I've got to try to practice smiling more. This negative attitude of mine is draining me, probably a big factor in why I'm so tired and lacking in energy.

Plan -

SMILE more.
Find reasons to be positive.
Be grateful every day for at least one thing.
Stick to my eating/exercise plan - eating healthy and getting regular exercise can really help.
Look for and join some new teams.

  
  Member Comments About This Blog Post:

JULIEO100 8/23/2010 11:40AM

    Thanks for sharing! This happens for me sometimes too. Making a gratitude list helps, also right "SMILE" on a sticky note and put it on a bathroom mirror and Thank God for the wonderful image He created!
God Bless~hugs~ to you

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2BEATIT1 8/23/2010 10:43AM

    Thanks for sharing from your heart and recognizing a change you need to make.
I learned something many years ago. I was working in a very negative place and all the girls at lunch would 'belly ache' about everyone else in the management. I realized even as a Christian, that I was becoming negative like them and started taking it home with me. At that point, I made a decision to choose new friends. Boy am I glad I did! My attitude took an about turn.
I'm sure it will do the same for you.
When you feel like you are starting to get negative, sit down with a blank piece of paper and write all the things you are thankful for. You will be amazed at how quickly things will change for you.
God bless you
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PEACEJENN 8/23/2010 10:42AM

    What a GREAT Idea! Smile! It's so easy to be negative but it takes real work to be positive. I always thought I was a positive person, and I AM to everyone else...but to myself boy I'm a real bugger. So I too am working on this "positiveness" :) Keep at it, it's going to pay off. I wake up in the morning and I smile and say "Today is going to be a beautiful day, because I AM BEAUTIFUL!" :) Keep at it! :)

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Out with the old

Saturday, June 12, 2010

I'm starting out with a clean slate. Out with the old, and eventually, in with the new. I've quit all my teams. I had quit all but one several weeks ago for various reasons, mostly because I felt I wasn't getting anything out of them. One I had joined because of the weekly challenges which I found helpful and fun, but when the framework of the challenge was changed I stopped doing them because it no longer fit with what I wanted to accomplish. I quit my last team yesterday since I haven't been posting there and rarely even reading posts. Eventually I plan to join some new teams, but for now I'm going to focus on me.

  


Getting back to business

Wednesday, June 09, 2010

After taking a Spark break I'm getting myself back on track. Had a couple of rough months that really got me down, starting with another denial of health insurance, this time because I have arthritis! Ridiculous! I have Blue Cross/Blue Shield but they keep raising the premium and being on a fixed income it's getting harder and harder to afford. I've tried several companies, applying for high deductible insurance in order to get a lower premium. They all turned me down, for one reason or another. This last denial made me face the truth that I will eventually be among the uninsured. That fact depressed and angered me and I just wanted to "hide".

I shelved those feelings when my Mom had a medical crisis. I really needed to fully be there for her, and helping her helped me. She was hospitalized in April for severe abdominal pain, which turned out to be unrelated to her recent diagnosis of ulcerative colitis. An MRI showed narrowing of the bowel, probably the result of radiation treatments she had 5 years ago for uterine cancer. They also found a cyst in the pancreas. We had to take her to the Hospital of the University of Pennsylvania in Philadelphia for additional testing for an accurate diagnosis. She was terrified what they would find, as were we. Fortunately it turned out to be benign and no treatment is needed. Her GI doc is going to keep tabs on it, possibly repeating the tests done at HUP in the future. She's doing better now, on a new med for her UC and feeling hopeful it will control her flares.

I'm doing better now too, glad my Mom's feeling better and she's past this crisis. I'm also feeling better about the insurance thing. It's not worth worrying over, there are other things more important. I've come up with a plan and will hold on to the insurance as long as I can and go from there.

  


Mini Challenge

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Today's Affirmation -

I eat what is good for me.
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Starting my 5 day monthly refresher challenge today -

Food Journal -
Calories - 1200-1400
Fiber - minimum 20 Gm
Fruit/Veg - minimum 5 servings
No sweets

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Talked to my Mom this morning. She sounds great! Her UC flare is under control, the doc is decreasing her prednisone starting today. She's eating everything in sight, hungry from the prednisone, no problems from anything she's eating, and her weight is holding steady. That made my day. She's coming for a visit next week. I told her the menu and she said it made her hungry ! LOL She said she's hungry all the time and is always thinking about her next meal or snack.

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