FELINA   127,517
100,000-149,999 SparkPoints
FELINA's Recent Blog Entries

Back from Spark Break

Monday, June 11, 2012

After a month long Spark break I think I'm ready to get back to my Sparking.

I spent time taking care of me and being available for my Mom. She had surgery for breast cancer just over two weeks ago and did very well. We brought her to our house after surgery and she spent a few days with us. She got good news at her first post op doc visit - lymph nodes were clear, no spread! She sees a medical oncologist next week and starts radiation treatments, 5 times a week for 6 weeks. She's in good spirits and is back to her normal activities. She's coming for a visit this week.

My husband is doing better with his diverticulosis, learning what he can and can't eat. He won't be needing hernia surgery just yet, the doc said it was small and could wait but to return if needed.

My best friend is having surgery today to redo her old spinal fusion. She's naturally nervous but hopeful the repair will work and she'll be able to get around better, with less pain and numbess.

I was on steroids for a while for my increased pain. It seemed to help while I was taking it but now the pain seems to be increasing again. I guess I have to accept that it's normal deterioration and deal with it.

While I was on break I unfortunately fell into some old bad eating habits, salty and sweet snacks of course. I'm working on that now, and today is day 3 of no sweets. Today's goal is no sweets and no pretzels (a weakness of mine).

Time to Spark on !

  Member Comments About This Blog Post:

DIZZYBUGS 6/11/2012 1:20PM

    Welcome back! It's good to hear that things have gone well and are settling down xx Just need to sort out your pain now :(

Congrats on day 3 of no sweets, and good luck resisting those pretzels! Have you managed to find time to keep up with the exercising? Looking forward to seeing you back in the challenges xx

Report Inappropriate Comment
J0ETTE 6/11/2012 10:54AM

    Yay! Happy you are back.
Yay! Happy your moms results came back clean! I know from experience how that waiting is.
Yay! Your husband is learning to cope with his issues.
I will be keeping you in my prayers.

Report Inappropriate Comment
LOSE4LIFE47 6/11/2012 10:20AM

    You have been through a lot but that is great to see you back.

Report Inappropriate Comment

Taking a Spark break

Wednesday, May 09, 2012

In an effort to take better care of myself Ive decided to move myself closer to the top of my care list. Multiple ongoing, longstanding stresses plus these new stresses are wearing me down and I need some focus. One of the things Im going to do, starting today, is to take a Spark break. Im still going to visit Spark regularly, read articles, blogs, visit forums, but Im going to remain in the background and not participate. This will mean less time spent on the computer so I can focus more on me.

  Member Comments About This Blog Post:

DIZZYBUGS 5/9/2012 11:35AM

    Yes it's important to put yourself first - you will be missed here but time is precious and we must prioritise. I'm pleased you will continue with your spark journey, remember we're always here if you need support! I wish you well and hope you will pop back once in a while to let us know how things are going xx
emoticon emoticon

Report Inappropriate Comment
J0ETTE 5/9/2012 9:56AM

    Ohhh I will miss you. I will be keeping you in my prayers though. :D

Report Inappropriate Comment
JOANNS4 5/9/2012 9:31AM

    You have so much to deal with right now. I want to wish you good luck as you take a break. Hoping for the best for you and yours.

Report Inappropriate Comment

Terrible Month

Wednesday, May 02, 2012

I apologize in advance for a downer blog.

April was not a good month.
In order from less important to major worrisome -

1 - My chronic pain has increased in intensity starting aout 2 months ago and nothing I've done has lessened it. I've come to the conclusion that the arthritis has worsened and I just have to deal with it.

2 - Hubby still having issues with his newly diagnosed diverticulosis. Now it looks like he also may have irritable bowel and an abdominal hernia that needs repair. He sees the surgeon on Tuesday.

3 - My best friend, who's been housebound for over 2 months after falling multiple times resulting in fractured pelvis, concussion, on top of an already fractured hip. She's facing surgery to repair a 40 year old spinal fusion that's deteriorating.

4 - Most worrisome - Mom was here the last 2 days. She gave us some unpleasant news she has breast cancer. Probably stage 1, no spread. Since she was here about 6 weeks ago she had 3 mammos, 2 ultrasounds, bone density, labs. She didnt want to tell us anything until she had some answers. The results showed the tumor but no apparent spread, which is good. Today she has a PET scan, tomorrow a consult with radiation for postop treatments. Shell have radiation 5 times a week for 6 weeks. Monday she sees the surgeon. The surgery will be a lumpectomy with lymph node removal, outpatient. Her best friend will drop her off, well go down (it's an hour away), pick her up and bring her here after surgery.

I feel so bad for her. Such a loving, giving, special lady and now this, on top of her ulcerative colitis and peripheral neuropathy. She doesnt deserve it, shes been thru enough in her life. She endured so much crap with my father the dragon. Its her turn to have a good life.

Her spirits seem good. We talked about it. She said shes OK most of the time but sometimes feels overwhelmed. Then she makes herself busy to get her mind off it. I told her to call anytime she wants to just talk. She promised she would.

  Member Comments About This Blog Post:

J0ETTE 5/2/2012 10:38AM

    Wow that is a lot to take in in such a short time. I will most definitely be praying for you and your family. I know how scary the breast cancer can be. I am approaching my one year suvivor anniversary. Sounds like I had a similar diagnosis to your mom.

Report Inappropriate Comment
AUNTB63 5/2/2012 10:12AM

    Good thoughts and prayers coming your way for whole family. Please don't hesitate to "vent" here...WE are here for YOU. emoticon

Report Inappropriate Comment

Week 3 review/Pity Party

Friday, March 30, 2012

Did better this week on my redo of Sweet Tooth Challenge week 3. For snacks I had carrots, yogurt, pretzels, peanut butter. I watched portions, especially with the peanut butter. Desserts were Greek yogurt. I still want to try some other snacks and will continue working on that. I'm going to do some hard boiled eggs today and have them for a nice protein snack.

Yesterday was the only day I did terrible. I indulged in a pity party yesterday. I've been in a flare with my spine arthritis the past week or so and doing my best to just deal with it. I'm not a complainer. But yesterday, on a scale of 10, I was 8 to 9 most of the day. It put me in a foul mood all day. I managed to get a little walking in but that was it for exercise. And I ate for comfort all day, something I haven't done in a long time. I don't feel guilty for the comfort eating because it felt good. I feel more guilty about not exercising. Today is starting better, more like my usual pain level, which I'm used to, so I'm going to do some exercise today and definitely get back to the healthy eating.

  Member Comments About This Blog Post:

MSLZZY 3/30/2012 10:28AM

    emoticon emoticon

Report Inappropriate Comment

Sugar Challenge Week 3 redo so far

Monday, March 26, 2012

Friday/Saturday/Sunday -

Did well ! No sweets.

For snacks I had peanut butter and pretzels each day in the afternoon. I paid close attention to portions and did not go overboard. I love peanut butter but avoid it because I go "nuts" with it. I had yogurt for dessert on Friday and Saturday, no dessert yesterday.

Today I'm planning on yogurt for dessert after dinner, carrot chips this afternoon.

To my list of snacks I'm adding granola bars, reading labels first. I do like chewy snacks and in the warmer months buy granola bars.

  Member Comments About This Blog Post:

MSLZZY 3/29/2012 9:57AM

    I love it when granola bars on sale and I stock up.
DH loves them but I have to hide some for me LOL!

Report Inappropriate Comment

First Page  1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 Last Page