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Weigh in

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Yesterday was my weekly weigh in that Im allowing myself. I'm not doing it everyday because I dont want to become obsessed. And I read once a week is the best. I lost 4lbs. Kinda surprised because I had trouble last week with keeping my calories either above or below the recommended amount.

I am aware that the first week is usually about 5lbs water weight. And Im good with that. Weight is weight when it comes to a scale.

Original weight 299, Current weight 295. Good start I think. I bought a good scale, I didnt know when I bought it that it had a weight saving function. Nifty

  


Ugh

Friday, July 13, 2012

So, I failed at blogging yesterday, only a day after saying I wanted to do it everyday. LOL, go figure. At least Ive kept up with the calorie counter.

Today I guess I got my first doubts. Even yesterday the calorie counter said "You need to eat more" I cant really afford to eat all the time, or a lot of food. I have kids to make sure eat and I didnt realize how much food I was not eating. I sat down and considered it, for the most part I'd eat sporadically, and often times one time a day.

So, Im thinking "Wow, if I didnt eat much to begin with and have been gaining weight like a monster, what is eating and counting calories going to do to me? " Its a bit early to give up and Im a very stubborn woman. But I dont want to have doubts.

So, I plan on doing this. This is my personal goal: Do this for a month. See how it goes. If I continue to gain weight , I dont know what Ill do.

  


Day two

Thursday, July 12, 2012

I counted every calorie, every gram of fat, every carb that I ate today. Just like yesterday and for a while there I was still off. I had to go rummage through my fridge cause today I was 400 calories off . I dont get how Im not eating enough. I guess maybe not that Im aware of it , Im not really eating everything in sight. Then I went over my carbs ..eventually, eventually I will get this

I logged in to blog, I want to blog everyday. I might not be able to do that but often at any rate. I was surprised there where comments. Wow, the people here are really nice and encouraging. Iike that. I wish it had a like button like facebook does so that I could let the people who posted know I like and appreciate what they say.

  


Step one

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

I think I have taken my first step into a new life today. I was looking for a free on line calorie calculator, and a friend suggested sparkle people. Well, I decided to join and here I am.

I've never really dieted before, I dont really believe in it. I believe in healthy life style changes. Basically if your going to change your life it shouldn't be a temporary thing . So this isn't a diet, this is attempt to change my life, lose weight and life healthy.

I cant really say what happen to me. When I was a teenager I was very active, in fact I was a martial arts competitor, I even ranked nationally. I continued to do martial arts through my second child. And after having him I lost all my prepregnancy weight and then some. I ate low fat meals, drank alot of water. I was so much healthier then.

My life started to unravel when my daughter came around. I got a divorce and was diagnosed with bi polar. For the next few years I struggled with medication, trying to find what worked for me. Unfortunately some caused sever weight gain. And my life was so busy, I didnt have time to work out. Add to that the people around me didnt bother with healthy diets and it was just easier to go with the flow.

Now I just turned 40, I had a baby last December and Im on the verge of more health problems. In 3 months, Ive gained 35 lbs. My hips and lower back ache due to the weight, and we wont even mention the pain in my knees and feet from walking. I always feel so winded.

Ive had enough. I look at the smile my baby gives me and I just know if I dont do something that I wont be there for him. so today was my first step. And it felt so good.

I counted everything I put in my mouth. And I got yelled at by the calorie counter! can you imagine that? how often is a person trying to lose weight told they need to eat more? Well, heres to tomorrow. Perhaps in a day or so Ill feel well enough to start walking agian.

  
  Member Comments About This Blog Post:

TIG123GER 7/11/2012 8:38AM

    Welcome to Spark! It's a great community to rely upon when you need encouragement and a place for you to collect your own thoughts and talk through issues in your blog and with others in theirs. It is a great first step and one I know you'll not regret. Just take it a day at a time and try to start back slowly with walking. You will see change and you'll feel so much better about yourself. You CAN do this!

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TRIANGLE-WOMAN 7/11/2012 7:10AM

    You get what out what you put in, so my suggestions would be to jump in and start to spread the Spark yourself.

How?

Welcome new members, do the “spark hopscotch” and go from page to page, from blog to blog, from team to team, and find out what inspires you. Collect SP friends that motivate you...and let them know why they motivate you! Get Inspired!! Be an inspiration!!

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NORMANDYBREW 7/11/2012 7:06AM

    Looks like you've been through a lot which is enough to push anyone off their path, but you are taking control of your life again which is brilliant - congratulations! My former partner was bipolar so I have some concept (from the outside only) of what you have to deal with. Good luck on your journey - live a healthy lifestyle for you and your little man.
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