Tuesday, June 23, 2009
wow, i'm kind of angry/annoyed/embarrassed right now. i tend to eat all day. regardless of what i eat for breakfast i'm hungy by ten. sometimes earlier if my breakfast isn't as good. so i have a snack between breakfast and lunch. then i have whatever for lunch. and i have to eat around noon cause i'm hungry. about three i get hungry again so i have another snack. i tend to do more of the 5 small meals than the 3 larger meals. my snacks are generally healthy. today is was a fiber one granola bar in the morning and a carrots and grapes this afternoon. my boss walks by while i'm eating carrots! and asks if i just eat all day?! she asked it in this kind of joking way, but it had 'omg-your-rediculous' undertones cause that's how she is. i had to explain that i get bad headaches if i go too long without food and i get all shaky and nauseous.
anyway, it just pizzed me off so much! it just felt like she was calling me fat. and the tone she used was just implying it, like you wouldn't be so fat if you didn't eat all day. she even picks on me for drinking so much water!
i would love to be one of those people who can go all day with just eating an apple. but i wasn't raised that way so my body doesn't respond to nicely when i don't feed it.
thanks for listening to me rant!