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Well THAT was unexpected...

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Sudden extreme change of plans.

It's a REALLY good thing we decided to take our time today so I could get my workout in and we could get some laundry done before we headed north. About noon a note was slid under our door (as we were having meal and watching my DVR'd The Biggest Loser from Tuesday - yes, my mate is THAT awesome) - had we left by 11:00 AM like we'd originally planned we wouldn't have been here to get it. And BOY is it good we didn't leave town unaware - appears my rent check bounced (how the heck? I have overdraft protection, SOMETHING is up at my bank that needs to get straightened out) and we were "requested to leave the premises by October 16 unless this situation was remedied, or eviction proceedings would be filed." Which...okay, I know better than that how eviction works, but I could see how most of the people in this low income neighborhood would fall for such strong-arming tactics. Color me NOT impressed. Happily I was able to read between the lines (and not panic), made a call or two, and we can get everything squared away on Friday when I get paid. BUT, that means I have to be HERE on Friday, not in Northeastern Ohio. I figured we had two choices - wait and head north once I get this taken care of on Friday, or head north now and I could drive back on Friday and then come back to the con - since this trip is for 'Yote's birthday I gave him the choice. HE chose staying home until Friday, because the whole "best part of the birthday is being with you anyway, I don't care if it's home or in a hotel room." Awwww...*sniffles*
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SO, we're going to relax and enjoy being home together and we'll get to Con on the Cob when we get there on Friday - I've notified the volunteer coordinator that we've run into a family emergency (I think this qualifies), and to take me off the volunteer list (there's NO way I could pull off the 12-16 hours for the free entry in only 2 days and make it worthwhile to even be there - we'll just pay my entry with the money we're saving not paying for a hotel 2 extra nights, it's cheaper for only 2 days instead of 4 anyway). Called the hotel and got our reservation squared away, and notified the kids (I hope - couldn't get through to them at the house so I texted DANCINGRAVEYNS) we only need them to check on the cats on Saturday instead of 3 days. So I think we're all set.

And as much of a blow (and a shock) as this was - it would have been SO much worse if we'd left town not knowing (coming home to an eviction notice would NOT have been the way I wanted to end 'Yote's birthday weekend, seriously). Not to mention I don't have to piece together a crazy work-out plan for the next 2 days - I can go to the gym like normal. AND, it was a serious wake up call that we need to get a few financial things back under control (things have been slipping since the Vermont trip really, and we haven't caught up yet). Thank ALL the gods I got the notice about the bankruptcy this week - I'll be DONE with that this month, so no more taking 1/3 of every paycheck for the magistrate. That should be enough to get us back on top of things, and then we'll budget TOGETHER (because one of the biggest thing I've learned in the past few months is that it really ISN'T all on me - my mate is perfectly happy to work on financial stuff together, and my baggage regarding having to keep everything afloat and not burden him is just that - baggage from my marriage that I don't need anymore).

SO, setback, change of plans, but we're okay.
And now...

DATE NIGHT!
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Be well folks - catch ye later!

  
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DHSPARK 10/15/2010 8:02AM

    Way to be so resiliant and get things squared away. They say that things happen for a reason...like you being home instead of gone when the notice came.

Keep on, keeping on...
Deb :)

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TURQUOISELOTUS 10/14/2010 2:37PM

    Awwww, he is such a sweet BF! emoticon

Hope all goes well so you can go on your trip!! I take it he's a Libra? How lovely... a Leo and Libra!

I can only cope with a Scorpio or a Pisces. I need My fellow Water peeps .... emoticon emoticon

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JAYMURZ 10/14/2010 9:56AM

    Ain't Love grand?

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DAP1313 10/14/2010 8:46AM

    Glad you were able to get this fixed. I like how your mate would just rather be with you more than where his birthday celebration takes place. He's a keeper.

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_COSMOPAULATAN_ 10/14/2010 7:46AM

    Things are headed in the right direction!!!

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NOTMILK 10/14/2010 7:40AM

    man - you are so fortunate to have such a good man by your side! PS - I have a great book you can borrow on getting your financial house in order. It is a bit "in your face" about things but that is what we needed. Someone to SLAP some sense into us! Thankfully we found it right BEFORE catastrophe struck and were able to cope and manage. Maybe we can have a jog in a park together someday and I can get it to you then.

Meanwhile - have a good trip when you finally go!

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ZURDTA- 10/14/2010 2:59AM

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You are sorting it all out - you and your mate.

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EVERLEARNING 10/13/2010 7:07PM

    Well hooray for a near-miss that could've gotten truly icky. So glad you'll be able to manage this in a reasonable fashion.

So, 'Yote is just sounding TOO perfect these days. Does he turn into Godzilla on the third Thursday of the month or somesuch?

You two enjoy the celebrations this weekend, wherever you are!!

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SHANTODD420 10/13/2010 6:43PM

    Wow so glad every ting worked out. Enjoy your date night and have fun this weekend.

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IRISH_AGUIRRE 10/13/2010 5:34PM

  Great job on your attitude! Woo hoo about the bankruptcy being done!

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RARAAVIS 10/13/2010 5:33PM

    so happy this all worked out for you!!!!

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MORTICIAADDAMS 10/13/2010 5:24PM

    I hope you get everything straightened out so you can enjoy your trip.

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Wrong Direction *sigh*

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Well, it was bound to happen eventually. I mean, I know weight tends to bounce around on a daily basis - the important thing is that it's one step back and TWO steps forward as the general trend.

Still, a 2 1/2 pound gain is frustrating.

I have a few theories as to why it happened. First of all, for those who skipped the last blog, let's just say it's *that* time of the month, and that can affect things. But I think the bigger issue is the fact that I didn't make it to the gym this weekend, and the one day I shredded it was rushed (I didn't get up early enough complete it and be ready for work on time). Saturday I really have no excuse - I totally could have gone to the gym before my mate woke up, but I knew we were going to the Ren Faire and I didn't want to slow us done once he DID wake up (I didn't want him to have to wait on me) - AND I was internetting and got sucked in. *sigh* I need to make sure I'm spending my time wisely and being intentional about things, and not just get caught up and forget my priorities. Sunday was because of sleep - I'd been up 24 hours, and in that case sleep really needed to come before exercise. One or the other wouldn't have been a big deal, but both together are a problem. I did a kick ass workout on Tuesday (as mentioned on the prior blog), but it wasn't enough to make up for essentially missing 3 days. Add to that the fact that I've had more pasta-based meals than usual this week (a sign I've been stressed out, because pasta is my go-to comfort food), and I suspect I didn't watch my portions as carefully as I should have BECAUSE I've been stressed out (the ex/kid-housing situation really had me tied up in knots, and I'm suspecting PMS didn't help on that score). All of which together - no surprise here - adds up to a gain instead of a loss.

*sigh*

Where do I go from here?

Keep on keeping on I suppose. This week is going to be tough on the exercise front since we're going out of town, and I won't have my gym routine to fall back on. I'm going to have to MAKE time to exercise and I'm going to have to MAKE opportunities. To that end, my mate is bringing the laptop so I can use work out DVDs, and I also spent some time mapping out walking/running routes yesterday (and verified that YES there are sidewalks in the area - I couldn't remember seeing any when we've been there before and neither could 'Yote). Now it's just a matter of making sure it happens NO MATTER WHAT. I'm pretty sure I'm all set on the food front - I've got a roast in the crockpot right now that we'll eat before we leave (avoiding the usual on-the-road-McDonalds-stop), and since there's a fridge and microwave in the hotel room I'm taking fruit and cottage cheese with me, as well as my 100 calorie Almond packs to have for snacking while we're at the convention. If memory serves from last year, the restaurant in the hotel has plenty of healthy options for "meal", and between my phone and the laptop I'll be able to track as I go. So I'm not worried about eating - I think I've got that part set. It's just the exercise that's going to be the challenge.

SO, today before we leave, I'm hitting the gym like gangbusters. Hopefully I'll be able to do that again both Monday *and* Tuesday next week (but Monday will depend on how tired I am after being up all day, driving 4 hours home and working all night).

I'll admit that I'm grappling with guilt - although it's not the usual "I suck" kind of guilt, more of a feeling of having let my Wisteria Wolves BLC14 team down. I should have had better numbers for the Weekend Exercise Challenge. I should have had a loss, not a gain. BUT...things happen. We maneuver according to circumstances, and move on from here. It's frustrating, but it simply serves to remind me that cutting corners doesn't do me any favors. I need to come up with better strategies to stay on track when I'm stressed, during my monthly cycle, and I need back up plans for my back up plans so I don't de-rail myself.

First order of business? Get through this week.
After that, we'll see how the weigh in goes next week, and decide what needs tweaking and what needs to be more consistent.

One step back, two steps forward.
I CAN do this!
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RADANOLS_GIRL 10/18/2010 1:43PM

    I'm a bit late, but bear in mind that muscle weighs more than fat also, and with all that exercise, you are bound to have built some up. Don't let the scale dictate your success. *hugs*

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BEAUTIFULANIME 10/13/2010 2:39PM

    I know this is in every comment but I know you can do it. Just keep your mind to it and never give up!
Rachel

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TURQUOISELOTUS 10/13/2010 12:48PM

    Oh yeah, the weight fluctuates. The visit of WENDA ( I REFUSE to call it 'tom', lol! I am a Pagan and a FS Domina ...) can add even 5 lbs. Exercise really does help/prevent menstrual and PMS symptoms, so good for you for having a plan. Go for it!

That's what ya do... one foot in front of the other...keep on keepin' on... even if you don't see 'change', your heart, lungs, liver and other organs will thank you!

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DAZIGRL 10/13/2010 12:28PM

    You can do it! Don't give up! Stand strong and remember we are ALL here with you! YOU ARE NEVER ALONE!! emoticon

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JONEIL513 10/13/2010 11:36AM

    You can do this! A little gain at TOM is totally normal for us ladies, missing some exercise happens but you have a good attitude and a good plan of action! You'll be moving that scale in the right direction in no time!

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JAYMURZ 10/13/2010 10:23AM

    Ya just keep chugging along... and yes, dear Aunt flo can mess things up quite a bit! Still feel like dancing? Actually, you should, it's great exercise! ;)

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EVERLEARNING 10/13/2010 9:34AM

    Like the bumper sticker says, "Fluctuations Happen" Only it's spelled differently on the bumper sticker. ; )

It's probably a good idea to stay the #$%& away from the scale during TOM. I think Mother Nature and the scale imps have an arrangement to #$%& with you then. They seem to think it's really funny.

Two steps forward, Euphrates! Zumba steps!
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DEBBIEKAY1 10/13/2010 8:29AM

    emoticonkeep going my mantra is "NEVER QUIT NEVER GIVE UP"

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MRSSIBRAT 10/13/2010 8:11AM

    keep going!! this happens to all of us and you are still doing amazing lady...

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ZURDTA- 10/13/2010 7:47AM

    emoticon You know the drill, move move move!

And don't forget your NON-SCALE victory!

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_COSMOPAULATAN_ 10/13/2010 7:45AM

    You are being honest with your efforts and that is all that matters. We are here to support you!

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PLAYBLUES22 10/13/2010 6:14AM

    Sweetie, you are doing fine, don't sweat it , you will be progressing again emoticon

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LLGALLAGHER 10/13/2010 6:13AM

    Keep moving! I'd suspect that it is mostly TMI weight ;)



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MOXIE-IN-MOTION 10/13/2010 5:44AM

    Honestly, life happens and weight does fluctuate. It can be a frustrating experience, but it isn't worth beating yourself up over. I know that I can't speak for the members of your BLC team, but I am sure they are happy with your progress. Sure, you might have taken one step back this week, but you have a great action plan in place, and will be moving in the right direction!

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Serious TMI Ahead - You have been warned!

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Okay kids - if you're particularly squeamish or don't like reading about female bodily functions...you probably want to skip this one.


No really...I'm not kidding.


This is your last chance...you can still bail...



Still here? Okaaaaaaaay...if you're sure...

So I started my period Sunday morning (told you, female bodily functions, you stayed, so deal). For me (and I know all women are different) the first 24-48 hours are the worst, and I know pretty quickly whether it's going to be an easy month or an ugly month. Since I got active on Spark again, I've been lucky and had mostly easy months since May. Apparently this month Mother Nature decided she'd been nice long enough, and though it started out slow...by the time I got up for work Sunday night we were in full blown abattoir mode (did I mention TMI?). Ew. Didn't slow my mate down when we got home from work Monday (never does - yet another testament to what a prince of a guy he is, he is universally FAR less grossed out by anything my body does than I ever am), which was actually the source of some merriment (and gallows humor...something along the lines of "This is what the teabaggers think BDSM looks like ALL the time").

Now NORMALLY, by the second day for me things are settling down somewhat. It was still relatively heavy when I first woke up Monday night, but seemed to be lessening as the day wore on. And having missed the gym all weekend, I was DETERMINED to go to Zumba after work. So at 8am I changed into my work out clothes and changed to fresh pad, and we were off to the gym.

Oh.
My.
Gawds.

I could just hear my innards chastising me as we got past the warm up and started bouncing around in earnest - "Really? REALLY? What about this actually sounded like a good idea?!?" But our stalwart zumba enthusiast not only continued on, but even added a little more bounce to some of the steps she usually does "low" (low = less impact for those of us who aren't skinny little hip hop artists). Defiance? Stupidity? Guilt for not going to the gym for 3 days and trying to make up for it? Maybe. My body didn't care what the motivation was, it WASN'T amused or happy about the situation. With about 15 minutes to go, I had that lovely feeling (you ladies know what I'm talking about) that made me go "Uh oh...um...hmmm...perhaps I should take a break and head to the bathroom for a sec...", but then another favorite song came on and I decided to tough it out for those last 15 minutes. Even took a sec to ask the instructor after class about the name of said favorite song that I keep waking up with stuck in my head (it's called "I Like It" by Enrique Eglasias). THEN I want to the bathroom.

Wow.
Um...yeah. Wow.
Can we say hemorrhage?

So yeah. MAYbe not the best move on my part.

Happily I recently found some pads that REALLY work for me, and I didn't need to change clothes or anything. Good thing, because I didn't have any more pads with me anyway, and then it was time to walk home.

The GOOD part? I expect this means I may be done with this month's installment a little faster than usual (I mean really, how much more can be IN there?), which I'm ALL kinds of good with since we're going out of town AND will be celebrating my mate's birthday in a hotel this weekend. On white sheets (as opposed to our red flannel at home - talk about foresight, I just broke those out last week).

But still. Lesson learned - next time, if Zumba class is scheduled within the first 48 hours after my period starts, I MAY just wanna skip it, and wait a couple of days. Just a thought.

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NEREID71 10/17/2010 3:03PM

    Euphrates, I hear you on this one. Two pads and a tampex still don't usually cut it. And it can be anywhere from 4 - 7 days of hell. Never had it bad until I had children and then it was awful. Cramps are the worst though. I do find when I'm exercising heavier it tends not to last as long. I tried the pill (you know, those ones that only let you have your period everyonce in a while) but experience constant breakthroughs that didn't make it worth it and I just didn't feel comfortable about it. The worst though is husband unit with eyerolls, sighs, and "again?" and "still?" comments. Like I can plan it or control it. Arg! I feel like crap and for some reason I'm the problem for going through what my body does naturally. He grew up the only male in an all female household, he should have some empathy...

CBC Radio here in Canada just did a really good documentary on their "Ideas" program about the history of societal treatment of menstruation. If you're interested, they have an accessible podcast on iTunes (I would search CBC and then the show "Ideas"), although since it aired last week it may not be up quite yet. One of the shocking things that they covered is that it is thought that monthly periods are really only a "modern luxury" brought about by rich diets and small family size. Some medical historians believe that before 150 years ago, the average woman would have only had something like 12-20 periods in her entire life as opposed to the close to 500 periods the modern woman might experience in her lifetime. It's thought that a poorer diet combined with continual pregnancy/breastfeeding would have greatly reduced the amount that a woman would have experienced. I don't know how much weight to put to it, warrants further investigation, but I do suspect that it probably was less. I personally am looking forward to the day when I am free.

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BEAUTIFULANIME 10/13/2010 2:33PM

    There's nothing wrong with the female body. I'm glad your doing well.
Rachel

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TURQUOISELOTUS 10/13/2010 12:55PM

    Good for you for exercising through! Nawww, there's nothing gross or awful about Women's bodies or Our functions. Well, I am a Pagan, and a FS Domina, so My outlook is VERY different, LOLOL!

Yes, the trick is to find the right pad or Moon Cup, or whatever works for you. I vary it, depending on how I feel. Or what sort of art I am doing.

I am DEEP into giving Ruby Showers...My once-and-future-slave got them the very first night W/we met. And that is why he became My slave emoticon

Never be ashamed of your Femininity!! It's a great thing!

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QUEEN_REINA 10/13/2010 11:04AM

    I hate it that ppl treat this BIOLOGICAL FUNCTION as "gross" "private" or whatever. There is nothing gross about women's bodies. And I wish it wasn't such a taboo subject in this so called enlightened age.

In older times when women weren't somehow LESS than men, it was a time of celebration and magick for women...

Just felt like ranting, while we were on the subject! =)

My periods were ridiculously heavy for the last 2 years and I recently found out I am so anemic that it's pitiful, that's why I was so run down a few months ago, when I blogged that I didn't think I was eating enough...Ya might want to just talk about it with the doc, sometimes it's a hormone problem causing them to be so heavy.

I'm glad you are doing better though.

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JAYMURZ 10/13/2010 10:24AM

    *giggle* ok, I didn't pass out, and I'm still here! Good for you on learning to deal with Life's Little Treasures (?)...

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VERNE710 10/13/2010 10:03AM

  Unfortunately, my monthly visit is like this... every month. I get no reprieve. I really ought to buy stock in Tampax and Always. Not to mention, thank god for whoever came up with Ultras! Super Plus just doesn't cut it anymore. You know what they say though, exercise is 'suppose' to ease the cramps. I don't know, I feel more like punching someone than hopping on a treadmill myself.

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DEBBIEKAY1 10/13/2010 8:25AM

    emoticonGLAD YOU ARE DOING BETTER!

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DAP1313 10/13/2010 7:24AM

    I remember those days. Don't ever want to go back to them. At least you weren't wearing white pants and showing everyone mother nature was visiting. LOL

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LLGALLAGHER 10/13/2010 6:11AM

    ha! You made me google "abattoir" ! My second day is like that.

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ZURDTA- 10/13/2010 3:15AM

    I am very pleased to be on the mini-pill and so no periods for me... they were horrendous... !!!

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DIAMANTHA 10/13/2010 2:48AM

    Girl, I am the same way. Flash floods monthly - and a full 8 days (no, not 7 - but 8). So I totally know what you mean. My husband said to me tonight, "I hate your femininity," because he wanted us to get in the bath tub. LOL!

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Non-Scale Victory - I haz dem!

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

We have these HUGE mirrors in the lady's room at work, that cover the entire wall behind the sinks. Last night I happened to catch a glimpse of myself, and realized something I hadn't noticed before.

I was wearing a t-shirt and jeans ('cause it was a holiday, and on 3rd shift nobody cares anyway, but I usually dress "business casual" most days unless it's a holiday) - in fact the t-shirt I got last year at the same convention we're going to this weekend. And I realized that the t-shirt wasn't tight. I mean. ALL t-shirts are tight across the chest - it's how I'm built. But I'm used to seeing a bulge around my middle - even though I buy 2X sizes, they're usually a bit snug. I NEVER tuck shirts into my pants at this size, 'cause the bulge just looks worse that way.

The shirt was hanging straight down over the jeans. No bulge. I mean, I knew there was a bulge UNDER there (these are the smaller size jeans, and they're still a little tight - not exactly a "muffin top", but they're definitely not loose)...but you couldn't see it. At all. *blink blink*

I pointed this out to my boyfriend when I got home, and he said "Well yeah...", and then wrapped his arms around my middle and held me tight for a minute smiling down at me. "You know, I bet there are a LOT more of my shirts that would fit you now if you wanted to wear them." (He usually buys 2X shirts - not that he needs to, but he likes his shirts loose and comfy - I rarely wear them though because I've always been afraid I'd stretch them out. And seriously - dude has some AWESOME t-shirts). "In fact, I bet the 'I emoticonHot Moms' shirt would be incredibly cute on you"
*giggles*

This could get fun! emoticon

In other news, having noticed in the last week or so how my cardio endurance has improved, I'm considering starting up C25K again. Partially because THIS looks like incredible fun!
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You know, that prize for the costume contest would totally get us to Seattle (which is on the agenda for this year at some point so we can visit MIMERKI - not that I don't know she'll be at our Handfasting in May, but still). Hmmmmmm...
Go go creative juices!
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SHANTODD420 10/12/2010 4:14PM

    Woo hoo way to go. I am starting to notice the same thing. Get your running going again and do the 5k it will be fun. I am running through hell michigan.

Shannnon

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AUGUST_SUN 10/12/2010 2:05PM

    Winning the battle of the bulge! emoticon

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EVERLEARNING 10/12/2010 11:26AM

    Yayy, YOU!
Decreased bulge = Increased wardrobe makes a DEFINITE WIN! Especially if it gives you access to the other half (erm..... third?) of the closet!

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RARAAVIS 10/12/2010 10:36AM

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JAYMURZ 10/12/2010 10:30AM

    Atta gurl, keep on rocking!

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SLEEKKITTY 10/12/2010 9:40AM

    Double WooHoo. emoticon

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LENGELKE 10/12/2010 9:31AM

    I totally recommend for everyone to at the very least, train for a 5k. It's soo much fun and builds so much endurance! Go for it! I'll be in your pocket rooting you on!!

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15THC_ODETTE 10/12/2010 9:21AM

    Noticing that your clothes are looser is way way sweeter than anything the scale says.
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JAVAQUEEN74 10/12/2010 8:34AM

    Awesome & Way To GO!!!

I had one of those Non-Scale Victories this weekend. I. WORE. A. BELT.

:D

Congratulations!

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PRANA_DANCER 10/12/2010 8:18AM

    Woohoo!

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_COSMOPAULATAN_ 10/12/2010 7:39AM

    Yay!! for NSV's :) Congrats!!

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ADALAI 10/12/2010 7:37AM

    Yayayayayyay!

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LLGALLAGHER 10/12/2010 6:22AM

    Very cool :)

Good luck with the C25K, you can do it!

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LADY_JOSIELOT 10/12/2010 3:14AM

    Awesome! That's definitely a great feeling. Keep it up, girl. :)

- Josie

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ZURDTA- 10/12/2010 3:04AM

    emoticon nothing like it eh?

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Thank you! Thank you all!

Monday, October 11, 2010

So I've been sitting here bored out of my mind (holidays are SLOW), avoiding doing documentation work (as always...GODS it's tedious, we hatez it we does), feeling crummy 'cause this month Mother Nature has decided to get me back for the past several *easy* months (or possibly it's just my body's way of kicking my sorry arse 'cause I didn't make it to the gym all weekend), wishing I had something interesting to blog about and coming up empty...

While my food was heating up I decided to check e-mail on my phone. What do I find waiting for me? A note from my son telling me they've pulled out the Hail Mary pass, and have a reprieve for a month.

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At that moment, I didn't care that I was at work and anybody could have come up...the tears just happened. It's hard to describe how tied up in knots I've been over their situation this week - I panicked yesterday when nobody answered their phone and my daughter's cell phone was disconnected. Happily it occurred to me after a few minutes that with any luck DANCINGRAVEYNS might be with the crew and I texted her, and burst into tears when she texted they were at Grandma's, and they were just visiting (no, power was still on, just visiting). So THIS news? Yep, it undid me. Yeah, I'm sure the hormones aren't helping, but still...I love my kids and I love their dad (remember, I stay friends with exes - just 'cause I'm not married to him doesn't mean I don't CARE) and I HATE not being able to do anything to help.

So apparently the universe was listening to all your prayers and good thoughts, and decided to cut them a break. Here's hoping it's enough - the boys (dad included) all still need jobs or it'll just be staving disaster off for a month and we'll be right back here again. So if you wouldn't mind keeping those prayers and good thoughts coming...if it worked once, it can work again, right? I know they're doing their part (that being busting their butts putting in applications all over creation) - it's only a matter of time and SOMETHING has to turn up.

  
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NEREID71 10/17/2010 3:05PM

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ZURDTA- 10/11/2010 3:03PM

    Sending out positive vibes for all - *jobs* *jobs* *jobs* and *gainful employment*

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QUEEN_REINA 10/11/2010 1:43PM

    I'm so GLAD they got a little more time!!

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JAYMURZ 10/11/2010 1:41PM

    ...so on the 3rd day do you really feel like dancing? {have a Happy Period... yeah, you know that one was made up by a guy}

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AUGUST_SUN 10/11/2010 1:36PM

    Prayers, candles, whatever they need. You got it.

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AUGUST_SUN 10/11/2010 1:35PM

    Prayers, candles, whatever they need. You got it.

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JONEIL513 10/11/2010 11:29AM

    I am so glad they got a reprieve!

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EVERLEARNING 10/11/2010 11:09AM

    Happy Dance!!! (Can I log that as exercise?)

Prayers and LOTS of good employment energy heading their way.

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RADANOLS_GIRL 10/11/2010 9:52AM

    YAY!!!!!!! *does happy dance*

Now for jobs.

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DRAGONSPITTLE 10/11/2010 9:34AM

    *warm fuzzies and well wishes*

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LENGELKE 10/11/2010 9:03AM

    Hey, prayer works! I'll keep praying for them!

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