Thursday, August 01, 2013
I had an upsetting convo with a friend earlier today. She told me some upsetting things that she's heard about me. I responded as positively and maturedly as I could. I told her that if it's my behavior that's the problem, that I was willing to change if I could find out what is it I've done that offends people.
As a result of that convo (it was an online convo), I didn't feel like doing an exercise DVD like I planned. Plus I had dinner right after the convo, so I didn't want to do heavy exercise on a full stomach. So, I decided to go for a walk in the park in front of my house and ran into a neighbor, we spent like more than 10 rounds round the park just walking and talking.
I felt better after that chat and I also managed to get some exercise in. True, I didn't sweat as much than if I actually did a DVD but it's better than nothing.
Don't get me wrong, my friend that I talked to online wasn't meaning to hurt me. I'm just surprised that some people can be so mean! I mean, she wasn't mean, but the people spreading rumours about me to her were. I mean, they do have a point but they weren't exactly 100% accurate or nice. But the only person I can change is myself, I can't change them. I'm trying to be objective, but it still hurt.