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I am blue today...........

Thursday, August 15, 2013

I feel so blah, bored, lonely and blue............

I've noticed that I feel this way quite often nowadays. Maybe I need to see my therapist. Maybe I'm depressed. I hope this black cloud lifts from me soon. I should exercise today but I don't feel like it! I feel like walking to the nearby McDonald's for some french fries but it's too hot!

I really should be doing my needlework but I also don't feel like it! I just don't know what to do with myself today!

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MISSCUS 8/19/2013 5:46PM

    I was sure I read this and replied.....Hoping you were able to choose the walk.

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JANTWO 8/16/2013 3:22AM

    Hang in there and this too shall pass. emoticon

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SAMMIESMOM13 8/15/2013 10:30AM

    Yes, find something to do, anything, to get your mind off it. I would say it does sound like depression, which would be normal for what you have to deal with. Do talk to your Dr./therapist. But meanwhile make yourself do things, it's hard to get going but once you do you will feel better.
Hugs sweetie from MN

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SONICB 8/15/2013 9:25AM

    Definitely go for that walk. I find that exercise lifts my mood (if only a tiny bit) whenever I am feeling down. In any case, it gives me something else to focus on instead of the thoughts that are making me blue!

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KELLIEBEAN 8/15/2013 8:19AM

    I agree with wearingthin! I often repeat that phrase to myself. You'd be surprised how good a walk can do you. Bring some ice water with you and get out there and look around.


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SQUIRRELLYONE 8/15/2013 7:56AM

    I think that walk to McDonald's might be just the ticket! It will get you moving (despite it being hot), and you'll see people while there :)

Hope you feel a bit better! Don't forget to bring water for the walk!

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FERRETLOVER1 8/15/2013 7:32AM

    Really try to get yourself out for that walk - once you are moving, you will probably find that you want to walk even further.

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CARL-ASCHLUGE 8/15/2013 7:16AM

    Hang in there!

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WEARINGTHIN 8/15/2013 5:10AM

    I'm not really a religious person, but I was just quoting this line about myself yesterday, "And this too shall pass". Glenn

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Recovering from flu, finally!

Friday, August 09, 2013

But my appetite is not fully back yet, but I can eat without throwing up everything at least. I just had some dinner just now and I feel fine! I guess, I'm recovering, no more fever and I feel better, much better!

I'm having some issues with 2 friends actually. One is a lady and she gets mean when she doesn't get her own way. I've decided to forgive her but also not to be so close to her from now on.

The other is this guy I have a crush on but he's not interested so I also have to keep my distance from him so I won't get hurt. I can only consider him a friend, maybe not even that becoz that will give me false hope.

So, I'm not a very happy camper atm :(

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MISSDAISY23 8/10/2013 8:28AM

    Hi Elaine, emoticon

I am glad to hear you are feeling better! Life is such that people will come and go. For those who do not treasure you, just let them go. This also applies to men friends. Also, I want to say, when you are not expecting it, love will find its way to you. So, thank God for all your blessings even in not so good times and believe tomorrow will be better!

Take care & have a fabulous weekend! emoticon


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CARL-ASCHLUGE 8/9/2013 12:05PM

    Great to hear you're getting better!

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CSKIES1 8/9/2013 8:20AM

    Glad to hear you are getting over the flu and feeling better....

sorry about your friends letting you down....take time to love yourself and take care of what is best for you!!

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Having Flu is no fun!!!!

Thursday, August 08, 2013

I woke up on Tuesday morning with a fever and chill! I went to dialysis yesterday and I spent the whole 4 hours shivering under my blanket. I didn't even eat at all until today (Thursday) but my appetite still hasn't come back full force yet. I hope I don't lose to much muscle with this enforced fast!

I ate some porridge for Tuesday's dinner and I ended up throwing up everything! Ewwww!!! I hate this! I didn't even eat dinner Wednesday! I hate a bit of porridge for lunch tho. I ended up eating a little PB sandwich to fill my empty tummy Wednesday night.

I had little bites today. The fever is gone and I'm feeling better today. But rotten timing tho! I can't go to my neighbor's house for Hari Raya (Muslim festival)!

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CARL-ASCHLUGE 8/8/2013 9:01AM

    Get well soon!

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4CONNIESHEALTH 8/8/2013 8:54AM

    I hope your feeling better soon!

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Aching legs!

Sunday, August 04, 2013

I did a 45 minute Barre DVD workout yesterday and my legs are still aching today. I think I'll let my leg muscles recover, I'll just take a gentle walk! I want to give my legs a chance to recover.......

I hope my Mom comes home soon, I'm thinking of going to the night market. In Malaysia that's like vendors who set up tables selling all kinds of stuff, but mostly food, veggies, cold drinks and desserts and the like. But you can also find stuff like kitchen stuff and hairclips. You can buy basically anything from these night markets.

Or maybe I'll visit my hairdresser to buy some hair serum. At first glance, my hairdresser's hair serum may seem expensive but when you take into consideration the size of the bottle, it's not that much expensive, so maybe I'll get a bottle to try and see if it is as good as he claims it is......

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MISSDAISY23 8/5/2013 7:15PM

    I agree with you that you should let your leg muscles recover. I used to go to night markets a long time ago.

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IMREITE 8/4/2013 8:21PM

    i like how a good intesnse workout feels/. even if tight or sore that feeling is also enjoyable.
The markets sound like fun and a way to find good deals.

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MISSCUS 8/4/2013 10:01AM

    Elaine, yes, rest them legs. That Barre DVD must be a good one!! DOMS is no fun, but you did workout hard for it. So it's not all a bad thing. Yes, do go for a walk to keep the fluids moving til the soreness goes away??
WOW, being a night person myself, I would love your Malaysian night markets!! You lucky you!! I would go with you if I could. I remember walking all night in Seoul SKorea there was always street food booths and all the shops were open. Nothing like here in the States. Unless you like Walmart or Jack n the Box?? I wish I had more money too, to travel, I would come visit you and walk a lot at night with you. I would love to experience Malaysia. I've seen a couple tv commercials for your country. Looks lovely.

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Looks can be deceptive!

Saturday, August 03, 2013

I did a lower body barre workout today by Leah Sarago. I watched it once thru to get feel for it. I looked at the moves, they seemed simple enough, and I thought : "Yeah! I can do this!".

But when I actually put the DVD on and did it, I sweated buckets in a short time and I couldn't do all the reps for the bridges section. Gosh! I was pure torture. 8 reps, then 8 again the 16 reps double time! Yikes! I couldn't finish the bridges section, but I did the rest : the bar exercises (I used a straight backed chair instead as I have no bar in my house).

I felt good to sweat it out! But the best part was the cold shower afterwards oh, and the cold drink!

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SAMMIESMOM13 8/5/2013 8:59PM

    I wish I had your fortitude. I'm too lazy. :(

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MISSCUS 8/4/2013 10:04AM

    GOOD FOR YOU!! I would like to find the DVD you are using, lower body is my weak point. Strong legs is a wonderful thing to work towards. If I can find the DVD, I'll try it with you, how's that?? You've sparked me!!
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CARL-ASCHLUGE 8/3/2013 11:35AM

    But you were active! That's great!

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KELLIEBEAN 8/3/2013 11:04AM

    It's great to do new workouts. Your muscles respond when you change it up. Good job!


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HOLLYM48 8/3/2013 10:16AM

    Way to go. Those new exercises show new muscles ways to work out!

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GAYLLYNNE 8/3/2013 9:48AM

    That's awesome!! You go!!

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KKKAREN 8/3/2013 9:23AM

    those DVD's can be deceiving!

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