Thursday, June 06, 2013
I've already started my exercise program even though I still hurt from my osteoporosis. I got osteo despite my young age (well, not really young, but still too young from osteo problems) bcoz of complications from being on dialysis for about 9 years.
Dialysis can only do so much, but cannot remove all the toxins that my failed kidneys can't remove. Added to that fact that I haven't really been following the renal diet all that closely. I do try but sometimes, my fave food just calls to me. I try not to overeat the foods I shouldn't eat, but to deny myself completely, it's just so hard!
The foods I should limit or be forbidden from are too numerous to mention here! Life would just be torture if I can't eat my fave foods! As a matter of fact, I'm ready to go whenever The Lord Jesus decides it's time to go. If He appeared before me now and said : "Come!", I will go! I'm just so sick and tired of this life! I won't commit suicide though, it's a sin. So, I'll keep waiting for Jesus to call me home!
Back to my exercise, I HAVE to start exercising again becoz I'm getting flabby and my gut (stomach problem) is coming back! Despite my bones aching, I HAVE to start exercising again. Even if I still hurt, I have to push myself! I have no choice! I won't be fat!!!!