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I think I ate too much today!

Friday, April 19, 2013

I had :

1) 1 chicken pie
2) 1 curry puff
3) 1 tuna puff
4) 3 plates of rice with veggies, mushrooms, anchovy sambal & beef rendang.

Gosh! I feel like a pig, I guess I'll have to cut back tomorrow!

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SAMMIESMOM13 4/19/2013 10:20PM

    We need to have our days of indulgence now and then. As Scarlett said "Tomorrow IS another day!" emoticon emoticon

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MISSCUS 4/19/2013 10:18PM

    Just go on a nice long walk tomorrow!! Eat healthy. You had your day, and enjoyed it, now just get back on the healthy horse and ride away again!! You can do this. It's a lifestyle, with ups and downs, and lots of food days, and great on plan days...It's not what we do on the not so good days, it's what we do on all the other days......smile, and breathe, and plan tomorrow better!!

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MISSDAISY23 4/19/2013 11:49AM

    Oh, how I miss those anchovies sambal and beef rendang! emoticon
Sometimes, I have days like that too. Don't feel bad, just take it as an off day.


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KARENCRANER 4/19/2013 9:41AM

    I over did it yesterday, too. But today is a new opportunity for both of us!

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FAT2FITNANNY 4/19/2013 7:49AM

    I love the honesty! Yes tomorrow gives us a chance to make positive changes.

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PINKEUROGIRL 4/19/2013 7:38AM

    we all have those kinda days! get back on it!

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For crying out loud!!!!!

Wednesday, April 17, 2013

I came back from dialysis running on empty. I was sooo hungry. I saw 2 chicken pies in the oven. I helped myself to one. But my Mom said : "Hey!!!! Why didn't you ask permission?!".

Honestly, I don't even feel welcomed in my own house! I can't wait to move out! But I can't afford to!!!!! Sometimes, I feel like ending my life but I know God won't be pleased! What can I do?!

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MISSCUS 4/18/2013 2:51PM

    Breathe!! Tomorrow always seems better after a rough day. Dialysis is tough on people, I'm a retired RN, have done dialysis nursing, I have empathy for what you are going through and have listened to many's story. I was always amazed at how most people still enjoyed their life even though they had so many difficult troubles to deal with almost daily. Keep smiling, it really does make you feel better.
Huggs, Phyllis

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MISSDAISY23 4/18/2013 1:26PM

    Oops! I guess I got here a little late... I like everyone's comment particularly TRIANGLE-WOMAN's advice.

You are not alone on this matter... I am referring to my sister who is living with my mother, youngest brother, wife and kids. Anyway, I am glad you feel much better now.

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KARENCRANER 4/18/2013 10:19AM

    Real prayers and virtual hugs!

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EOWYN2424 4/18/2013 1:53AM

    Thanks everyone! I feel loads better now!

I guess I can be oversensitive sometimes!

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FAWNZIB 4/17/2013 11:21PM

    Prayed for you. It will all work out hon!

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TRIANGLE-WOMAN 4/17/2013 10:46PM

    Ending your life over chicken pie dispute? Really?

I think you are worth more than that!

I can understand wanting your own space. Perhaps you Mom is feeling under appreciated? and perhaps even worried about you or your situation which can come across as irritation and being short tempered.

When I'm down, or angry, or hurt, I play "The Appreciation Game"....which is simply to sit, close my eyes and think about what I appreciate about the person or situation that is vexing me.

For example, children are rude to me. I will sit back and think about how talented the are and how please I am that they are all healthy enough to be sassy to me! It does not mean that they don't get corrected...It just means that I am less likely to be angry and hurt when I do it, so the whole interaction is softened. When I correct them and they "hate" me, I tell them that it is not their job to love me...only to obey me. It is my job to love them.

Open your heart and see things from your Mom's perspective. Don't expect her to see things from yours. We can only control what WE do...not what OTHERS do!

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NECDOO 4/17/2013 9:51PM

  Think positive and think about what your mom may have planned. It may be a good idea to plan for your future appointments with a healthy snack. Stay strong and smile. I read that if you smile, it will improve your mood. Living with parents is tough. I wish you the best. Pray. I will pray for you. Remember that it could be worse. You have a family to stay with. Counting blessings is helpful. Each day think of some benefits of living at home.

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CORTNEY-LEE 4/17/2013 9:48PM

    I know that living at home can be a HUGE pain in the back side! I lived at home with my parents for quite a while and we were always stepping on each others toes.

Take a deep breath and shrug it off. Keep smiling no matter what!

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ADLINS 4/17/2013 9:46PM

    Yikes! We love our parents, but sometimes it's rough. Just take a deep breath and find your own space. Hang in there... it will all work out.

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I think I may have lost a little weight!

Wednesday, April 17, 2013

But I have to be certain first, I need to confirm it with my Doctor when he next some to the dialysis center! I REALLY, REALLY hope I HAVE lost weight!

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MISSDAISY23 4/17/2013 11:37AM

    I hope you did too!


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GAILRUU 4/17/2013 8:48AM

    I am crossing my fingers for you! emoticon

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Gosh! My house is FULL of Lizards!!!!!

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

My Dad has been setting traps for the various lizards that leave unwanted 'presents' on our kitchen table. The 'present's' are the lizard feaces!!! I can tell you, it's v. v. frustrating to find your kitchen counter full of lizard droppings!

Well, with the latest trap, we caught 3 more fat, lizards!!!! I had no idea we had sooo many lizards in the house till the traps were set!!!!! So, far, we've caught about more than 10 of them!!!!!

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EOWYN2424 4/18/2013 10:59PM

    Ha! Ha! I mean gecko, not biawak!!!! LOL!

Imagine lots of biawak!!!! (shudder!)

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FATHINSN 4/18/2013 10:25PM

    I hope you meant gecko (cicak) not lizard (biawak) coz I can't imagine have lots of biawak in the house, that's like an horror movie, hehe. Whatever you have in your house, I hope your family will able to get rid of them!

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IDLETYME 4/17/2013 11:00AM

    I've never seen any "inside" only lots outside! I need to loan you my kitty!!!

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GAILRUU 4/17/2013 8:50AM

    Goodness! We don't have lizards up here so I have never seen a wild one.

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MISSDAISY23 4/16/2013 11:12AM

    Oh, I do not miss those creatures! I must say I hate those 'presents' they leave behind! Thankfully, we do not have those where I am at now.

Here, I would like to share a story with you. When my daughter went back to Malaysia with me on her first trip, she was then 18 months old. For her, it is not common to see lizards in the house. She was curious and kept trying to follow them around. They are quick, one minute on the floor and the next they are on the ceiling. It was kind of fun watching her chase them around.

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KARENCRANER 4/16/2013 10:18AM

    I've never heard of the eggshells! Does it really work? Yea to your dad for helping out with the lizard infestation!

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GAYLLYNNE 4/16/2013 6:58AM

    OMG! How do they get in??? Maybe you need a cat?

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MIRFA71 4/16/2013 4:00AM

    To ward off lizards place egg shells . We dry out the eggshells after emptying the contents and place them around the house out of reach of kids, usually on shelf tops and cupboards.

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I wish my thoat would just hurry up and heal!

Sunday, April 14, 2013

Well, I'm still waiting for my throat to heal! I'm still healing! I sure wish I could heal at once, but it doesn't work that way, of course!

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MISSDAISY23 4/15/2013 11:36AM

    Praying for your proper and speedy recovery! Hope you feel better soon. emoticon emoticon

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JUNEAU2010 4/14/2013 11:15AM

    Feel better SOON!

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