Sunday, July 03, 2011
First off, my Mom keeps saying I'm fat even though I'm only 123lbs and short (4feet11), then my Dad keeps saying that I eat like a pig.
I mean, honestly, I've been tracking my food most days and most of the time I'm under my calorie goal! No wonder I'm still hungry at the end of the day. And I make sure that my late night snacks are healthy like vegie soup and oatmeal without sugar, with a smidgen of low-fat milk.
Just because my Father happens to notice me when I'm eating doesn't mean that I spend the whole day eating or overeat. He just happens to see me eating, that's all. Today, he said that all I ever think about is food when he saw me slowly eating a hot bowl of clear vegie soup!
Hey! Does he know that I didn't even have a proper dinner today because I couldn't bring myself to eat what my Mom cooked today (I'm very sensitive to pork fat, makes me throw up!), which was rice all mixed up with fatty pork and mushrooms!
I mean honestly, sometimes I just feel like running a knife thru my midsection, the way the Japanese commit suicide and leave a note saying : "All you've ever done when I was alive was pick on me! I hope you're happy now!"
Thursday, June 30, 2011
I went for my walk today as usual. Today I decided to walk to the Indian cafe to have a serving of Thosai, a kind of flatbread made with some kind of Indian grain served with lentil curry (dhal) and fish curry (without the fish, just the curry gravy).
Well, a few doors away is a boutique. I normally drop in for a chat with the lady who works there. Then, I saw it : a beautiful white dress with spaghetti straps! And it was just my size, I tried it on and it fit me perfectly! It was dressy enough for an elegant dinner but at the same time, casual enough for a day out. But I'll have to wear a short jacket with it though, to hide the dialysis scars on my left arm.
It was actually RM129 but the lady was nice enough to let me have it for RM100! I just couldn't resist! I'm very choosy when it comes to clothing. I decided to get the dress. I told her to reserve it for me for 2 weeks, hopefully, I'll be able to save RM100 by then. I'll have to scrimp for these 2 weeks in order to do that though!
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
I went to my fave cafe today to get lunch and also to park down to do my cross-stitch. For some reason, I get more sewing done here than I do elsewhere. It's relatively quite, quite nice and and cool and it has enough light and sunshine to make it a perfect spot to do some sewing.
I didn't have much of a breakfast, just a slice of toast with butter, so I was hungry when I went there. I ordered their baked beef marinara pasta and it's baked with cheese! Yummy! Well the portion was huge, so I'm still stuffed now even though it's now 5.30pm. I ordered it around 12.30pm.
After that scrumptious meal, I settled down to my sewing. I got a lot done but it's still not finished. I guess a few more sessions here should do it. I will finally get it done but I'm too excited now. I'm almost finished! I guess I will continue sewing tonight after Home Fellowship (a meeting of fellow Christians in the same neighborhood for Bible Study).
Well, around 3.30pm, I decided to try their apple pie (even though I was still half full). Man! Was it good! It was warm and crusty and cinnamonny and it had big slices of apple in it! AND it was served with vanilla ice-cream and the whole thing was drizzled with raspberry and chocolate sauce. I didn't even dare order soda after all that! I order a bottle of mineral water with some ice instead.
Guess I have to cut back tomorrow or even the rest of the week, huh? Hee! Hee!
At 4.30pm, I packed up my sewing and left the cafe. My mom picked me up and I told her that I couldn't possible have dinner today, after all that good nosh I just had! I probably won't even eat during fellowship at Home Fellowship tonight. I might just have a small glass of juice or water to drink.
I guess I can only do this once a week!
Well, well! I went to Home Fellowship tonight and they were having a birthday party for the hostess of the meeting. She had cooked special noodles made with special homemade wine that she herself had made! Who could say no to that?! Also on the menu were pork lard biscuits (yes, the biscuits actually contain pork lard! I know it sounds icky but it's really yummy!AND I had 3!!!), and homemade tiramisu (made by another great cook) made with REAL Bailey's! I had 2 helpings of tiramisu!
I don't even dare track my meals today, I just know that it'll be way over my allowed number of calories. This means I'll have to cut back for the rest of the week! Sigh!
Monday, June 27, 2011
I've heard the brand name Jimmy Choo mentioned in a chicklit book I've read. Seems to be a sort after Fashion label named after a designer named Jimmy Choo. I was pleasantly surprised to find out that Jimmy Choo is a Malaysian designer! Fancy that! A fellow Malaysian being a sort after fashion designer!
His shoes and handbags sell for an obscene amount of money, 850 Euros for just one handbag, and there are even more expensive items advertised on his website!
I think I'm in trouble because my eyes always zero in on the most expensive stuff! I have very expensive taste but unfortunately, I can't afford all that luxury stuff.
My favorite makeup brand happens to be Bobbi Brown. They have to most gorgeous colors and cool products, but I don't even own a single thing from them because they're so expensive and I can't justify spending that much money on just one single item. All their products are super expensive!
Well, if I really want a Bobbi Brown lip gloss (I saw a very nice shade the other day when I was at the mall), I'll have to save up for it. Bobbi Brown is expensive but still a leeeetttle within my reach. But I'm guessing I'll never have a Jimmy Choo, that, I'm afraid, is out of my league..........
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