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Tuesday, 12/27/12 My left is left!!

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Hi all,

I went to see my ortho today and he removed my stitiches He also told me no swimming for another week--but I can exercise in the water. When I went down to ask the lifeguard a question in the deep end, I realized why. Using my hands to stroke pulls on the incision site. Anyway, he reviewed my s-rays from the fall and told me that there is arthritis in my shoulder, particularly in my collarbone area. Well, surprise, surprise!! I have arthritis in another large joint. That seems to be true of every joint I have--but he thinks that maybe an injection will help me out. I shared all of paperwork from Dr. Miller so he could see the results of my cervical MRI and my previous shoulder injections. He told me that this injection made even more sense after he saw that. The thing I know is that I cannot raise my left arm without using my right hand to pull it along. My ortho told me that we need a follow up appointment in a month in order to see if it is improving and to make sure my carpal tunnel surgery has progressed appropriately. He didn't seem surprised that it is still numb...

I called the eye surgeon and postponed my cataract surgery. They tried to convince me to keep it as scheduled and do the type with plain lenses but that makes no sense at all to me. I have a chance to have perfect or close to perfect eyesight for the first time in my life. I cannot imagine giving that up because I haven't figured out how to pay for it. It is worth waiting to do this right. I have called the people in charge of my 401K to either withdraw some money or to borrow against it, but he hasn't returned my calls yet. I am so irritated with this guy that I'd like to cancel my account with them (Met Life to name names) and move it to a different company. It is my money and I should be able to put my hands on it--this is an important and worthy cause. I also sent an email to the folks in charge of my flex plan--I can cash it out for the year and put the remainder on m vision.

I am about to teach my son how to play cribbage--I haven't played it in a long time and finally found someone to give it a shot. I love thinking games! I will check in later and let you know how my left is doing.

Happy end of 2011 from me to you!!
Gentle hugs,
Sylvia

  
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MORTICIAADDAMS 12/31/2011 11:46AM

    I sure hope that you get a break soon from all of these medical problems. I agree about getting your own money out. My husband is trying to cash in some annuities and they are supposed to have an 8 business day policy. My butt! I told him he would not see anything before the first of the tear because they always put off everything this close to the end of the year to make the most money off of it.

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_LINDA 12/28/2011 6:02PM

    That is great you are allowed to exercise in the water! I hope this ortho is right about an injection helping with your shoulder -I would be equally skeptical when you have already had them before -I have had joint injections and they did nothing for me.
I hope you realize your dream to throw away your glasses, even if you have to go broke for it. I for one, am sick of heavy glasses digging into my sensitive ears and sliding down my nose. I only once ever got a decent fit, and unfotunately, that style of glasses are no longer avaialble. I was thinking of getting that laser eye surgery -but heard it doesn't last very long- that a neighbor of my Mom's is getting his redone after only eight years!!! That can't be good for your eyes to have multiple surgeries, would hate to get an infection and go blind or something..
I used to play cribbage with my neighbor who used to babysit me. Enjoyed it very much. But it doesn't beat bridge for a mental challenge, no card game does..
I hope your 2012 goes a lot better then this year did. All the best Sylvia, for you and your family!!
(((gentle hugs)))
Linda

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EMRANA 12/28/2011 9:19AM

  Oh goodness, another injection! I hope you get some real relief soon, both from pain and all the doctor's visits. That has to be difficult to fit into your already busy days.

Take care of that incision site, and have a wonderful new year!

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Friday, 12/23 The Eve to Christmas Eve

Saturday, December 24, 2011

Hi all,

I wish I was creative and could do things like write poetry. I can envision what this one would look like... "Twas the night before Christmas Eve and all through the house, everyone was sleeping except me who was fretting and stewing and worrying unnecessarily..." Yep, we are almost there and I am thinking and list writing to make sure I get all of the things that must be done tomorrow done. Nothing big is left except picking up Christmas gifts that are stored in my classroom and in my son's apartment.

I have worked hard this week. School has been tricky with little kids who were having so many visions of sugar plums that reading wasn't very interesting at first. There was a good deal of performing by this (and every other teacher) in our school. I also dealt with schedule changes for lots of special events and my own medical appointments--one of those which has added a good deal of stress in my life. I'll share that later.

Anyway, today was the oddest day of all and the thing that came of it, was that I push me harder than anyone else. I worked harder today when I technically had no lessons (but with one little guy who came for half of our lesson before the all-building celebration movie period.) That was my quietest time too, when I sat and watched a lot of kids watching "Cars 2."

After work, I went to the pool and then to complete shopping. It was all compounded by the fact that I forgot to change my pain patch yesterday as scheduled. Wow, that made me hurt a great deal. I lifted lots of boxes today and cleaned and worked myself silly. Now I am all strung out and cannot quite rest.

I fully expect tomorrow to be fine and we will all be together at church at 4:30 and at 10:30 to celebrate Jesus' birthday. That makes the rest of this fall into place. My daughter will be singing and we often have a world class violinist at Christmas. I will try to video tape to share with you all.

Merry Christmas--Jesus is born!!
Gentle hugs,
Sylvia

  
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MORTICIAADDAMS 12/25/2011 10:54PM

    Merry Christmas, GF. I hope the holidays are magical for you and your family. Don't push yourself too much. Get some rest.

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_LINDA 12/24/2011 2:02PM

    Wow, you just can never relax and take it easy when given the opportunity!! I hope you can enjoy your family time without too much pain.. Looking forward to hearing that amazing daughter of yours again!
May all the blessings of the season keep you and yours healthy, happy and prosperous..
{{{gentle hugs}}}
Linda

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EMRANA 12/24/2011 10:53AM

  Merry Christmas!!

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MTNGRL 12/24/2011 8:30AM

    Sylvia, you are so busy and yet you find time to remember the true meaning of the holiday. May God bless you and your entire family and watch over you all.
I look forward to the video. I know you are so proud of your daughter. Merry Christmas!

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1COUNTRY_GAL 12/24/2011 1:03AM

    YOu are ready for the big day! I wish you a very Merry Christmas You and Your Family! emoticon emoticon emoticonDiana

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Monday, 12/19 The big week ahead

Monday, December 19, 2011

Hi all,

The past week was busy enough. I had therapy on Monday, my injections on Tuesday, finished my class project on Wednesday and worked all day before having my carpal tunnel surgery, and finished wrapping gifts slowly but surely on Thursday. Friday and Saturday were mostly about shopping for the last few items I needed and the kids. I did go to WW on Saturday before going to my two youngest kids' vocal music recital. Micah was not great with lots of nervousness and Marissa was the most impressive student this voice teacher has. I cry when I hear her sing. Today, she had an oboe solo along with the church choir and it was really spectacular too. I missed her band concert on Wednesday after my surgery--she had 4 solos in it because there is only one oboe player at this time and my husband was so proud of her.. That says a lot because he often stays aloof and avoids these kinds of things.

This week is going to be, uh, interesting... I have a doctor's appointment tonight, two on Tuesday--injections on my friend and a follow-up to my D&C, and I see the cataract surgeon on Wednesday. My vision is really changing and I see double when anything is close up, i is making me crazy and slowing down a lot of what I do. Report cards have to be completed on Thursday for distribution on Friday, the last day of school. I am going to need my kids to step to the plate again and do a lot of things for me in order to be ready for Christmas. It will be in their court to figure out a lot of the details and take care of things this year because I will be at work. I also am walking at the pool since I cannot get my hand wet and am riding the bike (until stitches come out on the 27th). Some parts of my schedule cannot be negotiated. emoticon That leaves me time for organizing and putting things in order for others to do to help me.

I did pretty well typing one-handed here...time to get ready for work now!!
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Merry Christmas or Happy Holidays or Seasons Greetings or whatever your pleasure is... Take care of yourselves on this buy, busy week!

Gentle hugs,
Sylvia

  
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MORTICIAADDAMS 12/25/2011 11:03PM

    I sure hope things calm down for you soon.

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Saturday, 12/10 A Tuna Christmas :)

Sunday, December 11, 2011

Hi all,

We just got back from seeing the play that Megan has been working on as the costuming director and crew member. It was such good fun--It was the story of a fairly goofy bunch of people in a town called Tuna, Texas who were finishing up their Christmas efforts on Christmas Eve, These people were all played by two male actors and they did their roles wonderfully. Their characters included a couple of local radio DJs, several older women in all stages of redneck depression, various dumb criminal types, and a few others to connect the relationships. It was so funny and Megan did a good job in fitting this very large man in women's clothes that were appropriate for the situations. I recognized some of them as my former fat clothing that I had packed to give away. I am glad that she went through it and made her job easier.

The saga with my missing doctor has me so sad. I googled her and found out her husband's name and left a message for her to phone me. His practice is part of the same hospital--so I don't know if they are leaving town. I don't know if she can contact me. I am just so sad about all of this.

I have a really bad feeling that I damaged my right shoulder when I fell. The rest of my body is almost back to "normal" except for bruises. However, my shoulder is not doing the same and the pain is not allowing me to lift my arm. Having just went through a rotator cuff injury on the right, I am recognizing some of the same feelings. I think I am going to have the nurses at the surgery center ask for a double appointment when they do the follow up after my surgery Wednesday so my ortho can check out my shoulder. Maybe it needs another injection--I don;t quite know. I do know that it isn't good--I can't take things off of the upper shelves of my bookcases and I cannot swim either freestyle of the back crawl stroke which takes a bit away from my workout. (Yes, I got to go back to the pool yesterday. Yay, it felt so good!)

My tutoring after school ended on thursday. I decided that since I was doing it on my own time that I didn't have to keep dealing with the serious behavior problems this child was presenting. I couldn't get help from the parent or the administration in our building, so I sent home a message asking for a phone call or I wouldn't keep tutoring. Mom never called. In all of my time teaching, I have only done this kind of thing twice and I am feeling terrible because I know that I am this kid's best chance to be successful as a reader. However, I also think when I am volunteering almost an hour a night after school that it needs to be productive. I will probably start working with another child after school after our winter break. It is a gift that I like to give to kids.

My class ended on Thursday except for the final project. I need to get it, my report cards, and my Christmas cards finished before Wednesday. It looks like my surgery isn't going to be until ridiculously late--3:30 with a 2:15 pre-op time. I may work almost a full day. It will be better than trying to not eat or mostly, sip water all day.

I have Children's church tomorrow after the children's Christmas play. Then we have a potluck and a party to welcome new members into the church. This is a special one because Mitchell's girlfriend is one of those new members. I will have to work on eating wisely!!

Have a great weekend and stay warm!!

Gentle hugs,
Sylvia

  
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WALKZWDOGZ 12/15/2011 8:51PM

    I'm SO behind on blogs! Sorry!
Please know prayers are being sent for that surgery & a quick recovery. They need to get you some relief. It's frustrating enough trying to find a good doctor, let alone having 'em vanish. emoticon

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NANCYRUBIO 12/11/2011 4:26PM

    So much to do-so little time.

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Tuesday, 12/6 Something "Scary Bad!"

Tuesday, December 06, 2011

Hi there,

I am not sure why the phrase "scary bad" came to mind for me, but I think it just fits this situation. Our youngest son, Micah was terribly afraid of storms when he was small--now he loves them and cannot get enough of them. He knows miniscule details about the weather and loves to share them. (We decided to get books about storms to help relieve him of the fear he had as a small boy because he would have full-fledged panic attacks when a thunderstorm happened.) Maybe the snow that is falling and sticking to the ground as of 8AM brought this thinking on... back to my topic!

I decided to call my wonderful spine doc yesterday to let her know about my fall and how it was affecting me in every way before my injections for today. I was flabbergasted and beyond disappointed when the nurse who answered the phone told me that "Dr. Miller is no longer with us." What? I saw her a week and a half ago and we set up appointments and a plan for me for treatments for the next 6 weeks. I tried to get more info, but Nicole was tight-lipped. She told me that there would be "3 docs from upstairs who would be coming to share Dr. Miller's patients and provide care." I didn't sign up for anything like that. I want my wonderful doctor who has listened and found my issues and who gave me the best summer I have had in 8 years. I told her that I would come for the appointment, but that I wasn't guaranteeing that I was signing on for these "guys."

I fretted for a while and I finally called my pain doc. When I saw him last week, we celebrated the fact that I had a new, wonderful doctor. He talked about letting her do my pain management work or sharing my care with her--it was my choice. (What a wonderful choice to have between two amazing, caring doctors!) I decided to call Dr. F and tell him what had taken place. I pushed my way past "Nurse Ratchet" the gal who won't let me get to my doc as a rule by reminding her that I have Dr. F's home and pager numbers and that I would call him that way, but I would prefer to leave him a message. It actually worked and he called me. I told him what was up and after we were frustrated together, he told me that he had an idea--and that he would call me back. Unfortunately, his idea didn't work. He had his nurse call her so he could discuss something with her and all he got was shut out as well with the comment "She is not with us anymore."

It is my guess that the hospital let her go unceremoniously because she refused to herd patients through at a speedy enough pace, taking time to talk with us and find out everything she needed to know to provide good treatment. I saw my psychologist last evening and he confirmed that this could happen. He also told me to keep my eyes open and to watch the internet because often docs in this situation have to comply with a non-compete clause before coming back in a private practice or with another group. (That, of course wouldn't happen if they let her go, only if she chose to leave their company.)

In any case, I am definitely upset. She has been the answer to my dreams. Dr. Collins was so mean and destructive with me that I needed her kindness and willingness to accept that I needed further treatment. I will be looking for more information about her. I will see the "guy" today but I cannot guarantee that he will do my injection. My pain doc can do them and I will wait to decide on this person until I meet him, learn more about consistency of care, and my comfort zone in all of this.

This really is a setback that I didn't need.
BooHoo!

Gentle hugs,
Sylvia

  
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MORTICIAADDAMS 12/25/2011 11:07PM

    I am so sorry about the doctor. It really is unfair.

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EMRANA 12/7/2011 8:06AM

  Oh goodness, it's so hard to find a good doctor! How obnoxious that in something as important as this, you can't get forwarding information. It's not like we're talking about a hairdresser or something like that (though I am always very hairdresser loyal ~ they're so important!). This is people's medical care. It should be handled much more professionally than this.

I hope you find her again!

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_LINDA 12/6/2011 6:04PM

    So very sorry you have lost her :((( I can only hope you find her again..
I have always found storms fascinating and enjoy watching them -so glad you were able to help Micah past his early fear.
Good luck with your shots,
{{{gentle hugs}}}
Linda

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MTNGRL 12/6/2011 5:52PM

    Oh no, this is just so wrong. I know you really liked this new doctor and am so sad that she is no longer there. Another curve ball in this game of life. Grrr!

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BLESSED2BEME 12/6/2011 4:44PM

    We have to remember that there could be a silver lining in this situation...hugs and prayers!

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DETERMINEDJANET 12/6/2011 1:40PM

    Hugs!

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JRSWHIMSY 12/6/2011 1:09PM

    So sorry you lost Doc Awesome :o( *hugs*

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MRE1956 12/6/2011 10:29AM

    You GO! One must be self-advocating in times like this - that scenario you described really s**ks - I wish you all the best in figuring out what to do next!

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