Sunday, January 01, 2012
The clock will strike midnight in about 25 min.utes.
We had a nice dinner together at QDoba and then went for a couple of hours of bowling. I did actually bowl a bit, but I had to resort to being a spectator with my husband when my body rebelled a bit.
We are playing a game called "What's Yours Like?" with a lot of guessing. I am even having a small glass of wine. e It has been an awesome day.
I got a new green cory for my fish tank and finally put the neat castle Mitchell gave me for Christmas in it. It looks amazing and I got to take time to enjoy it.
The ball just dropped. WooHoo!! 2012 and 365 days of new opportunities!
I lost a pound today and I am really celebrating that because I have been gaining and losing the same 3 pounds each week for many weeks and I have finally lost for 2 weeks in a row. I am guessing that the real cause has been a lot of steroid injections and medical procedures and surgeries, but it is still good to see things move the right way. I have decided to work towards a different goal to match my "new" height of 5'7" rather than my former height of 5'9.5" It has been really hard to take that loss of my height for some reason. I know it is reasonable because I lost disks and had part of my spine attached to a metal rod. I have replaced knees as well and I cannot quite stand up straight YET. However, I think that if I am trying to be healthy that I should work towards a different goal because of this. I will succeed at this too and I will succeed in 2012.
As a matter of fact there are a few other things I will accomplish in 2012. I will finish work on my ELL endorsement at grad school. I will have my cataract surgery complete with the corrective lens implants. I will continue to work out at the pool daily and increase the number of laps I can both do and do in succession. I will complete some major work in our house, hopefully with help.
I also hope that we get some sort of vacation this year--maybe a camping trip out of town for a while. I think there is something good about getting away for real.
I am also celebrating a long line of successes this year from getting to wonderland and hitting my goal and losing over 120 pounds to passing my National Boards renewal to getting all of my kids working that are old enough to work to finding ways to care for myself. I am still having to work on that one, but I know I am getting better at it, especially as I clarify the things that help me and that I enjoy beyond doing for my family and students.
Happy New Year, SparkFriends--the best is coming and will keep coming to each and everyone of us.
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
I went to see my ortho today and he removed my stitiches He also told me no swimming for another week--but I can exercise in the water. When I went down to ask the lifeguard a question in the deep end, I realized why. Using my hands to stroke pulls on the incision site. Anyway, he reviewed my s-rays from the fall and told me that there is arthritis in my shoulder, particularly in my collarbone area. Well, surprise, surprise!! I have arthritis in another large joint. That seems to be true of every joint I have--but he thinks that maybe an injection will help me out. I shared all of paperwork from Dr. Miller so he could see the results of my cervical MRI and my previous shoulder injections. He told me that this injection made even more sense after he saw that. The thing I know is that I cannot raise my left arm without using my right hand to pull it along. My ortho told me that we need a follow up appointment in a month in order to see if it is improving and to make sure my carpal tunnel surgery has progressed appropriately. He didn't seem surprised that it is still numb...
I called the eye surgeon and postponed my cataract surgery. They tried to convince me to keep it as scheduled and do the type with plain lenses but that makes no sense at all to me. I have a chance to have perfect or close to perfect eyesight for the first time in my life. I cannot imagine giving that up because I haven't figured out how to pay for it. It is worth waiting to do this right. I have called the people in charge of my 401K to either withdraw some money or to borrow against it, but he hasn't returned my calls yet. I am so irritated with this guy that I'd like to cancel my account with them (Met Life to name names) and move it to a different company. It is my money and I should be able to put my hands on it--this is an important and worthy cause. I also sent an email to the folks in charge of my flex plan--I can cash it out for the year and put the remainder on m vision.
I am about to teach my son how to play cribbage--I haven't played it in a long time and finally found someone to give it a shot. I love thinking games! I will check in later and let you know how my left is doing.
Happy end of 2011 from me to you!!
Saturday, December 24, 2011
I wish I was creative and could do things like write poetry. I can envision what this one would look like... "Twas the night before Christmas Eve and all through the house, everyone was sleeping except me who was fretting and stewing and worrying unnecessarily..." Yep, we are almost there and I am thinking and list writing to make sure I get all of the things that must be done tomorrow done. Nothing big is left except picking up Christmas gifts that are stored in my classroom and in my son's apartment.
I have worked hard this week. School has been tricky with little kids who were having so many visions of sugar plums that reading wasn't very interesting at first. There was a good deal of performing by this (and every other teacher) in our school. I also dealt with schedule changes for lots of special events and my own medical appointments--one of those which has added a good deal of stress in my life. I'll share that later.
Anyway, today was the oddest day of all and the thing that came of it, was that I push me harder than anyone else. I worked harder today when I technically had no lessons (but with one little guy who came for half of our lesson before the all-building celebration movie period.) That was my quietest time too, when I sat and watched a lot of kids watching "Cars 2."
After work, I went to the pool and then to complete shopping. It was all compounded by the fact that I forgot to change my pain patch yesterday as scheduled. Wow, that made me hurt a great deal. I lifted lots of boxes today and cleaned and worked myself silly. Now I am all strung out and cannot quite rest.
I fully expect tomorrow to be fine and we will all be together at church at 4:30 and at 10:30 to celebrate Jesus' birthday. That makes the rest of this fall into place. My daughter will be singing and we often have a world class violinist at Christmas. I will try to video tape to share with you all.
Merry Christmas--Jesus is born!!
Monday, December 19, 2011
The past week was busy enough. I had therapy on Monday, my injections on Tuesday, finished my class project on Wednesday and worked all day before having my carpal tunnel surgery, and finished wrapping gifts slowly but surely on Thursday. Friday and Saturday were mostly about shopping for the last few items I needed and the kids. I did go to WW on Saturday before going to my two youngest kids' vocal music recital. Micah was not great with lots of nervousness and Marissa was the most impressive student this voice teacher has. I cry when I hear her sing. Today, she had an oboe solo along with the church choir and it was really spectacular too. I missed her band concert on Wednesday after my surgery--she had 4 solos in it because there is only one oboe player at this time and my husband was so proud of her.. That says a lot because he often stays aloof and avoids these kinds of things.
This week is going to be, uh, interesting... I have a doctor's appointment tonight, two on Tuesday--injections on my friend and a follow-up to my D&C, and I see the cataract surgeon on Wednesday. My vision is really changing and I see double when anything is close up, i is making me crazy and slowing down a lot of what I do. Report cards have to be completed on Thursday for distribution on Friday, the last day of school. I am going to need my kids to step to the plate again and do a lot of things for me in order to be ready for Christmas. It will be in their court to figure out a lot of the details and take care of things this year because I will be at work. I also am walking at the pool since I cannot get my hand wet and am riding the bike (until stitches come out on the 27th). Some parts of my schedule cannot be negotiated. That leaves me time for organizing and putting things in order for others to do to help me.
I did pretty well typing one-handed here...time to get ready for work now!!
Merry Christmas or Happy Holidays or Seasons Greetings or whatever your pleasure is... Take care of yourselves on this buy, busy week!
Sunday, December 11, 2011
We just got back from seeing the play that Megan has been working on as the costuming director and crew member. It was such good fun--It was the story of a fairly goofy bunch of people in a town called Tuna, Texas who were finishing up their Christmas efforts on Christmas Eve, These people were all played by two male actors and they did their roles wonderfully. Their characters included a couple of local radio DJs, several older women in all stages of redneck depression, various dumb criminal types, and a few others to connect the relationships. It was so funny and Megan did a good job in fitting this very large man in women's clothes that were appropriate for the situations. I recognized some of them as my former fat clothing that I had packed to give away. I am glad that she went through it and made her job easier.
The saga with my missing doctor has me so sad. I googled her and found out her husband's name and left a message for her to phone me. His practice is part of the same hospital--so I don't know if they are leaving town. I don't know if she can contact me. I am just so sad about all of this.
I have a really bad feeling that I damaged my right shoulder when I fell. The rest of my body is almost back to "normal" except for bruises. However, my shoulder is not doing the same and the pain is not allowing me to lift my arm. Having just went through a rotator cuff injury on the right, I am recognizing some of the same feelings. I think I am going to have the nurses at the surgery center ask for a double appointment when they do the follow up after my surgery Wednesday so my ortho can check out my shoulder. Maybe it needs another injection--I don;t quite know. I do know that it isn't good--I can't take things off of the upper shelves of my bookcases and I cannot swim either freestyle of the back crawl stroke which takes a bit away from my workout. (Yes, I got to go back to the pool yesterday. Yay, it felt so good!)
My tutoring after school ended on thursday. I decided that since I was doing it on my own time that I didn't have to keep dealing with the serious behavior problems this child was presenting. I couldn't get help from the parent or the administration in our building, so I sent home a message asking for a phone call or I wouldn't keep tutoring. Mom never called. In all of my time teaching, I have only done this kind of thing twice and I am feeling terrible because I know that I am this kid's best chance to be successful as a reader. However, I also think when I am volunteering almost an hour a night after school that it needs to be productive. I will probably start working with another child after school after our winter break. It is a gift that I like to give to kids.
My class ended on Thursday except for the final project. I need to get it, my report cards, and my Christmas cards finished before Wednesday. It looks like my surgery isn't going to be until ridiculously late--3:30 with a 2:15 pre-op time. I may work almost a full day. It will be better than trying to not eat or mostly, sip water all day.
I have Children's church tomorrow after the children's Christmas play. Then we have a potluck and a party to welcome new members into the church. This is a special one because Mitchell's girlfriend is one of those new members. I will have to work on eating wisely!!
Have a great weekend and stay warm!!
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