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Back on track

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Got a little off track, what with all the stress, the holiday and yes, friendly betrayals. It wasn't bad, but I could tell I was veering toward bad, so I've reined myself in. I will not let any of the crap life or my so-called friends throw at me keep me from getting where I want to be.



Tuesday, July 07, 2009

lost my job. money's running out. won't be able to pay rent after august. friends that i've known 20 years won't let me move in with them for 3 months until i leave for seattle. i am almost completely alone here. there really is no reason for me to stay now.

worked out for three hours today just to take my mind off it. i didn't realize that i mattered so little to people who said they were family.


In a nutshell...

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Lost my job a couple of weeks back. Worried about money. Can't sleep sometimes. I have one month to find a job or I either have to borrow money from friends or lose my apartment. Haven't lost according to the scale, but the measuring tape says I've gone down two inches at my waist. I'm going with what the measuring tape says--that's the only good news I've received lately.

I am really, really worried. It is so hard to get a job here. It took me EIGHT months last time. I don't have eight months this time. I just want something that will get me by so I can save before I move out of this sweltering little pit of Hell.

I'm not letting it make me fall off the wagon, although I have lost some workout time because it is too hot to work out outside some days because of the heatwave, and too hot to work out in my house because my ac is broken, and has been for the past two weeks.

The universe is kind of taking a dump on me right now, but I won't f*cking give in.


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DRACO63 6/28/2009 11:31PM

    Hang in there. I understand the out of work part. I lost my job a while ago. The only bright spot I have found has been the late night key stoking that brought me to spark!

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One more pound

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

I lost another pound last week. Seems like a snail's pace but I know that's the best way to make sure it stays off. I'm just so impatient. I want it all now.

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EAT2LIVE57 6/17/2009 9:22AM

    One pound = 4 sticks of butter! Good job!

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What a day...

Monday, June 08, 2009

I lost my job today. I don't really know what I'm going to do, seeing as how this is the WORST time to lose one's job.


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