Saturday, March 12, 2011
I dont know what happened today, but I feel a bit down, and hate myself. I felt lonely, bored, and feel like a failure.
I kept on beating myself up with all those negative comments which result me being extremely paranoid, and become intolerable to others.
I have those great emotion swings ever since I gained weight, those negative thoughts kept on tormenting me.
I know those r extremely unhealthy, and should be stopped. they will just be obstacles on my journey to success.
I hope tomorro will be better and after calming down a bit, I think I owe my mom an apology