Sunday, October 11, 2009
Things are just the same here as Michael is in bed again (nearly two weeks) I'm not really coping that well even though Our friend Des has been here, he says not to worry but it is not right that he come to see us both but he won't even talk to or see him, I do my best but feel as if I should do more for Des but not sure what. I wanted to go shopping this morning but he kicked up such a fuss I only went to the local shop.
It is my carer forum this Friday and I really want to go but don't know whether I can cope with the tantrum he will have when I tell him.
I may ring the doctors tomorrow as it does help to talk even if it is only for a couple minutes.
I have two other things planned one is a crafts show which I can go to completely free and the other is a carers course but I've not told him yet.
I hope you don't think that all I do is moan because that that is not really me, I am an happy person who likes to make friends and go places.