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fully alive

Wednesday, January 23, 2013

i watched "ken davis: fully alive" on netflix instant view yesterday. i have enjoyed his humor for years, but this is definitely a must-watch if you're a fan of his. as always, he has lots of humorous anecdotes, with thought-provoking stories as well. he lost weight, did a triathalon, (not an iron-man, he said it was a styrofoam man), and is learning to LIVE fully. if you've got netflix and an hour or so watch it. if not look him up on you-tube. i laughed and cried, learned more about just keeping on....he talked about the reality of changing your life as an older person, and i knew just exactly what he was talking about....like losing weight didn't make him look great--he said, "think of venetian blinds!" i can soooo relate to that! i needed a boost of enthusiasm for my continual journey.

  
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MAHGRET 1/24/2013 12:09PM

    Thanks! I am going to put this on my queue now!

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BARB4HEALTH 1/23/2013 2:02PM

    Thanks for sharing. And thanks for stopping by my blog! emoticon

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PJBONARRIGO 1/23/2013 1:47PM

    Great blog! I am going to look up Ken Davis and that movie too! It sounds like we are on the same journey, woo hoo! emoticon

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update

Monday, January 21, 2013

my father-in-law passed away the night of my last blog. his memorial service was yesterday. life will find a new "normal" eventually. there's always emotional stuff to process, and family drama and/or trauma around these kinds of things. i still have weight to drop, but i can see the progress i've made, and how different my life is.....i didn't use the excuse of grief as a "free-for-all" pass to eat sugar or other unhealthy things. i stuck with my normal "diet:" 8-12 glasses of water, at least 7 servings of fruits and veggies, no candy/desserts, low-fat protein, etc. i can't control the events in my life, but i am continuing to learn how to control my reactions to stress...to not yield control to situations. i know that's a mammothly huge victory, so i'll celebrate that.
i'm ready for the next leg of this journey.

  
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BEEJAY49 1/21/2013 4:57PM

    I'm so sorry for your family's loss and you are all in my thoughts and prayers. You're doing great, I don't know if I could have done as well under the circumstances. HUGS!

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CREEKLADY1 1/21/2013 3:46PM

  you keeping going the way you are and you will see amazing results in no time!

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challenging times

Friday, January 11, 2013

it's one of those "get in, buckle up, hang on and shut up" times. sometimes life takes me on a ride that's scary, out of control, and just plain not fun. there are times when i can tell myself, "just throw your arms up in the air, yell 'wahoooo' and pretend it's a roller coaster." for now, i'm just white-knuckling it, and waiting for this particular ride to end.
my father in law was diagnosed with leukemia new year's day, and he just days to live. it's a lot to take in, and take on, but we are doing our best, trusting God will sustain us, and there will come a time when we can get off the ride and find our footing again.
it's challenging to connect with my pollyanna side, but i am doing my gratitude journal, and finding things to be thankful for....some days it feels pretty lame, but i am thankful for the commitment i made...i didn't know what was waiting for me in the new year, or i might not have done this. i know that good and bad comes from every situation, but we can skew it in our mind, and MAKE it one thing or the other, depending on how we choose to continually think about things. i am keeping a careful watch, and need to re-orient regularly, but i will keep moving forward.
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FABGRAMMA 1/22/2013 2:14PM

    Sorry for your loss...peace be with you

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HDHAWK 1/13/2013 7:31PM

    I'm sorry about your FIL. Hugs.

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COMPUCATHY 1/13/2013 2:25PM

    I am so sorry...that is a 10 on the hard scale. Keep that in mind. Sometimes, I think we wonder why we can't handle "things" better and we don't realize that maybe we are experiencing one of the most difficult things that will come our way in our lifetime. This could be one of those times. Be good to you...and to those around you. Find comforts where you can. I find great comfort in my recliner and a warm blanket. While it may not be doing much to help with my fitness, at least it's comfort that isn't stocked full of calories. Thinking of you! Take care! emoticon emoticon

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EBURGITE 1/12/2013 7:44AM

    thanks so much for your support. my father in law passed away a little bit ago. his fight is over.

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MAGA99 1/11/2013 10:41PM

    prayers 2 u n ur family

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SBULLA1961 1/11/2013 8:57PM

    So sorry about your father in law. May God's peace be with you.

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BEEJAY49 1/11/2013 4:56PM

    I'm sorry to hear about your father-in-law and my thoughts and prayers are with you and the family. Hugs!

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EVELYN112011 1/11/2013 2:16PM

    emoticon May God bless you and your family in this difficult time.

My oldest brother was diagnosed with leukemia the day after my Mom's birthday in 1998. At first, they said it was acute leukemia and he had about three weeks to live, and then they said it was chronic leukemia and estimated that he could live five years on oral chemo. He passed away May 2, 1999....only God knows, the doctors are giving an educated guess.

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LKWQUILTER 1/11/2013 2:10PM

    Praying for all of you. (((HUGS)))

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MROSE61 1/11/2013 1:53PM

    Peace to you and your family!

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OHIOSTAR58 1/11/2013 11:54AM

  Hugs. Hang in there.

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sharing a fun post from 1MYSTERY_LADY

Wednesday, January 09, 2013

a spark member posted this: what have you lost
www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_jo
urnal_individual.asp?blog_id=5197622
and it just blows my mind to think about pounds we've dropped in comparison to daily objects. emoticon
i've lost a 2 month old horse.
i found this chart: www.disabled-world.com/artman/publis
h/height-weight-teens.shtml

i've dropped the average weight of a 12-13 year old kid!!!
it's an interesting way to look at the poundage we've left behind.

  
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EBURGITE 1/9/2013 9:24PM

    yes, it is! =D

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BEEJAY49 1/9/2013 4:36PM

    I've lost a mid sized microwave! Woohoo! And congratulations to you for getting rid of that 2 month old horse! :) Ain't life great! HUGS!

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last day reflections

Monday, December 31, 2012

2012 is done for all practical purposes...i lost more weight (even though i gained some back); ran at least 5 emoticon s, and a emoticon; traveled over 700 miles running, walking or emoticon, hiked, forever left the obese category, shopped "normal" size stores all year (which hasn't happened since the mid 80s); felt better than i have in decades; became nearly unrecognizable to those who haven't seen me for a couple of years; i'm continuing to transform how i think about myself; i battled under eating as much as overeating; i've barely been sick at all (WOO stinkin' HOOO!!!).....just to list a few things.
it's been quite a year. i still have lots to learn, and i will continue to work on shedding pounds and gaining health and strength. i may not reach my original goal of 140, but i'm actually ok with that, because it isn't a reasonable goal for me. i don't have a set "thing" that tells me "i've arrived," but i never will....this journey will last me the rest of my life, and it will need to continually be adapted as my body ages. it's all good!
i appreciate being able to say i had a healthy year. when i was young, i had what looked like healthy years, but it was just because my body was strong and able to handle my abuses...what i have now is hard-earned, and i'm celebrating what i've accomplished--even if it's not my picture-perfect fantasy.
for the next year, i'll keep working to get stronger and healthier, rid myself of more excess baggage--poundage and stinkin' thinkin', and accomplish more "i never thought i could" things.
happy new year! emoticon

  
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COMPUCATHY 1/8/2013 9:53PM

    Sounds like a FANTASTIC year of accomplishments! Hope your new year is off to a great start! Keep up the good work! Thanks for the encouragement! Spark on! emoticon emoticon

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EBURGITE 1/3/2013 11:59PM

    thanks! i appreciate the encouragement.

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COLLEGE_GIRL2 1/3/2013 6:15PM

  Sounds like you know how to stick to resolutions! Congrats on the improvement:)

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EVELYN112011 1/3/2013 5:11PM

    Congratulations!

As the saying goes, "You've come a long way baby." I wish you much success in the coming year(s) to becoming the healthy person you strive to be.

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SBULLA1961 12/31/2012 2:55PM

    Congratulations you've had a great year!

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