EBPOOKIE   92,271
80,000-99,999 SparkPoints
EBPOOKIE's Recent Blog Entries


Wednesday, September 12, 2007

I'm having a really hard time with my eating, I am having a major carb attack..... for me that is dangerous.... argh!!!! Having a hard time getting back on track!!!! I maintain this week!!! I have a goal to lose-and meet by 10/2 and at this rate I won't make it :(!!!!

My trigger was the downer of getting my monthly after the fertility treatment last month. How do I get passed fast food for breakfast!!! I think I need a hug and a kick in the butt!!!

  Member Comments About This Blog Post:

EBPOOKIE 9/12/2007 6:48PM

    Thank you Marci!!! That actually really sounds good!!!! I'm also gonna get up early as well to make my breakfast!!!! Instead of rushing... Okay, I am breathing!!!

Report Inappropriate Comment
MARCI4TONY 9/12/2007 6:07PM

    OK - First of all....breathe, baby, breathe!!!
Second - go to the store. Buy some of those resealable plastic containers and some inexpensive lunchmeat (ham is good, turkey works too) and some string cheese. In the morning (or the night before) scramble you 3-4 egg whites with 1-2 pieces of chopped up ham and sliced wheels of string cheese. Do not add salt, but a salt substitute if you can help it. And a little pepper. Use that for breakfast. It doesn't sound good right now, but it is VERY LOW CARB, and filling. And when you make it the night before, the flavors meld together!!

Those carbs really suck - So start with breakfast...All it takes is a little planning!!


Report Inappropriate Comment

Fertility Update (today is it)

Saturday, August 25, 2007

Fertility update
So this is it, O day, I got my postive read on my OPK Kit and it is time to finally go in for IUI. I can only hope that this works, not getting my hopes up but hope that we get the BFP!!!

I went to the RE on Tuesday and the found 2 eggs on the right ovary nice and big and then 3 on the left that were smaller. Hoping Byron can do his thing today to get the IUI done. There is alot of pressure on him too to perferm on the spur, but considering all of what I have had to go through i'm sure he'll do fine.

So much is going through my head as we embark on this next step. My body is finnally cooperating with me. After a major panic attack and a dr calling me back to reassure me this postive means the world to me. I finally don't feel broken. PCOS is something of a pain, I have had to learn how to eat all over again which is good, lost 18# in the past 9 weeks and kept it off. I will work my butt off to do all that is asked of me if God blesses us with our miracle.

I can only have FAITH. We can help nature along the way but ultimately it is not completely in our hands but in God. I have hope and faith which is how it should be.

For all that read my blog thank you for your prayers and well wishes these past few days!! Hugs!

  Member Comments About This Blog Post:

TKNCNTRL 8/26/2007 8:47AM

You know that I have walked the same mile so all of my thoughts and prayers are with you. May your 2ww fly by and you see your bfp! Congrats on the 18# loss that is amazing! WTG!

Take care of yourself!!

Report Inappropriate Comment
MARCI4TONY 8/25/2007 3:17PM

    Think Positive...I know thats hard when there are people out there (like me) that get pregnant by washing our socks together...But I PROMISE YOU that being a parent will be so worth all of the trials you have endured. You have a big heart and will be a fantastic momma! So, have faith...And we are all behind you praying for your success!!

Report Inappropriate Comment


Thursday, August 23, 2007

Do you get enough quality sleep and do you know that if you don't it will hinder your weightloss???

The more I read the more I continue to hear that if you don't have the qulaity sleep and enough of it, it can hinder your weightloss goals.

So each night this week i've been going to bed 15 minutes earlier...


Fertility Week is here!!

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

I had an acupuncture appt yesterday to prepare me for my fertility treatment this week. Byron had to attend as well to learn how to apply the acupressure on our treatment day. Today I had an appointment with my Reproductive Encronologist (aka as Fertility specialist) I had an ultrasound done to see how many i have produced with the fertility drugs. It was great I had a total of 5, 2 on the right ovary and 3 on the left ovary. The doctor feels I have a good chance with the two bigger ones on the right ovary vs the 3 on the left they were smaller. So once I get a postive read on my Ovulation monitor we go in for the IUI (insemination) which so far is tentivily set for Thursday or Friday.

  Member Comments About This Blog Post:

EBPOOKIE 8/22/2007 1:09AM

    Thank you!!

Report Inappropriate Comment
INSOMNIATIC 8/22/2007 1:07AM

    good luck!! best wishes for you!! ^_^

Report Inappropriate Comment

Greener on the other side????

Saturday, August 04, 2007

Life is funny!!! Reading today's reflection really made me think alot. There is always peole who try or have to keep up with the Joneses instead of really apprecaiating what they already have. I have co-workers that it is about how much money you have in the bank, or what possessions they have, homes, upgrades etc.... They act happy in front of you but inside they are unhappy. It is because they aren't really filling their hearts and lives with nurishment they need for their soul.

Riches come in the forms of money, love, etc.

How rich are you??? I feel very rich, I have everything in my life I need, a loving husband, family, friends, pets, and just plain love life. I enjoy each day as best as I can, making the best decisions I can and leave the rest in GOD's hand. I know he will never give me more than I can handle. I know if it feels like their is no way out of a prob lem, he'll always open the door or window a crack so I can breathe and move on.

Take time and reflect of the riches you have in your life!!! I have!! I AM LOVED!


First Page  1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40 41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 49 50 Last Page