Wednesday, December 06, 2006
Reading todays article was enlightening because it made me think could i be my best friend, to i treat myself the way I treat my best friend, no i don't. My best friend is like my sister and I'm really close. I will drop anything for her as she would for me, yet I can't do that for me as easily. In the past few weeks, I have been putting myself first and it showed this past week with my loss, I will continue to have to do this in order to make my goal, it doesn't mean, I won't be there for others, it just means, I will be there for me first to do my exercise and make sure I make healthy eating choices! It is a big deal to me to get back on the losing streak and finally make my mark. I will learn to love myself, my husband treated me this weekend to foofoo myself, he said go make yourself feel pretty. I want you to go get your hair done because you deserve to do something for you and feel pretty because you are. That touched me deep and yes I did go make myself feel pretty got my haircut and hilited.
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Today I am thankful for a husband who loves me, my family, and my great friends!!! This has been a rough year, got married, got through some difficult issues and we are now embarking on our family. We have much to be thankful for!!!!
Monday, November 20, 2006
Well this weekend I realized that I need to make time for myself, not allow others into my space or of sidetracking my goals. Friday, was expected that we were going to my MIL for a visit not a problem but the choices made foodwise were bad, my own fault, I never preplanned the meals around the outing. So this week, I will do better!!!!
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
I will be in my church's folk choir beginning next Tuesday. I am so exited, I have always been in choirs, glee clubs, etc. All through grade school and high school then church later on in life. I decided I would do things that are in my passion, things that make me feel good inside. :) Yeah!!! I am excited, now I just have to heal up with this nasty bout of bronchitis.
Saturday, October 28, 2006
I am grateful for living and battling through the hardships. My husband has depression issues and there are times he is good and times it hits hard. This is one of those weekends. We are going to see his therapist at 2pm today, I know it will be good for him to get all his frustrations out. His battle is no differnce then mine with food war, he does well, lives well for months then breaks when he feels things are too good. It's like he wants to sabbatoge himself of all the good work he has done. I find there are times i do that, this summer while he was in the good getting himself together I was falling apart, now I find myself pushing myself to stay and keep myself together. Not make the bad choices for I will do the same. I stay strong so I can be an example to help him along. He says he isn't strong but he is. I see so much good in him he is strong, he is intelligent, he is handsome, he is loving and just all in that I see the beauty within and outside. Days he knows and days he'll say how do you see that. I am strong, I see good in me but I see my faults. He really makes me think during the hard times but never do I doubt my love and my williness to help him through and never any regrets.
I am here and am grateful for having him in my life and that it is good. I will continue to push myself and make good on my dream.
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