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Day 31 Daily Challenge

Thursday, January 03, 2013

01/02/2013
Goals for the day:

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Sleep - emoticon emoticon nighmares are still happening and still writing but wishing i could just get a full nights sleep 4 hrs a nite suck!
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I really got emotional this evening my older cat seems to be sick can't do anything, she had an acccident on my bed and slept in it, she finally got up and drank some water and nibbled a few bites of food... i'm worried and scared for her she is 15 and i know it may happen. Prayers for her please!! emoticon

  
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COUPONS0216 1/3/2013 9:58PM

    I am sending prayers your way, she may just not be feeling well. My last cat lived to 20 so you never know. I will send special prayers for both of you!

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SHELMIKK20 1/3/2013 12:31AM

    You have my prayers!! Pets are absolutely wonderful! emoticon

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Day 28-30 Daily Challenge Happy New Year!

Wednesday, January 02, 2013

12/30/2012--Sunday

Goals for the day:

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Meal Plan emoticon
Journaling emoticon
Me time emoticon
Exercise - emoticon
Sleep - emoticon emoticon
No Binging emoticon

12/31/2012--Monday
Goals for the day:

Water 7 cups emoticon
Meal Plan emoticon
Journaling emoticon
Me time emoticon
Exercise - emoticon
Sleep - emoticon emoticon Nightmares Journaled!
No Binging emoticon

Awesome session with BED therapy I finally finished my letter to father, read it outloud and well it was good because we still have a few things to cover on what i'm feeling that i don't always see that i still carry shame i know the shame is not for me to carry it was his but i got to open up what triggers it. So now i have new homework!! I am also learning that i have the power to inspire others and i am accepting that and realizing yes I can vs. really me .. It is hard to change your thoughts but working hard at it. For those i am inspiring thank you - alot of you also inspire me you encourage me you make me see my potential as well. We all need to hear it and see it thank you and Happy New Year!


1/1/2013 HAPPY NEW YEAR
TUESDAY!!!

Goals for the day:

Water 8 cups emoticon
Meal Plan emoticon
Journaling emoticon
Me time emoticon
Exercise - emoticon rested today
Sleep - emoticon emoticon still having some issues with full sleep but continuing to write and address them with therapy.
No Binging emoticon

Feeling good today-Felt positive about my goals!! I have reset my exercise and calorie range to be reasonable so i don't feel deprieved but have come to terms i either lower calories or exercise so exercise is what has always made it easier and knowing i can have and not feel depreieved is what is important here with my eating disorder. i want consisitency in my weight loss ounces to a pound a week whatever i get i'll take just no gains and either i maintain or lose at least a pound or less a week. That is doable.. my logic is this if i lose half to a pound a week i will have lost 26 to 52 pounds in 2013 so that is how i am looking at it. It felt good to jog for 70 secs straight on Sunday my walking feels good!! I need to buy new shoes so saving up for those new balances are 159.00 so working on that. I am also working on a budget i want to see how many days i can go without spending $ it is our challenge. I just got gas and some of our groceries not all yet but will finish up tomorrow so we shall see how we do.. we are making it a game to see how we do!! Must get to bed i'm breaking my rule tonight but hoping by being extra tired i'll sleep and not wake up... Til tomorrow. Plan ready in action!

  
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COUPONS0216 1/2/2013 7:37PM

    Everything is looking great for a WONDERFUL new year! You have come so far and continue to make great strides, and if you doubt me, just look at the improvement with the blogs over the last month! You are an amazing, warm, loving and caring individual, and you make the world a better place just by being in it. Welcome to 2013 and may it be our best year yet!
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SEWINGMAMACDS 1/2/2013 4:49AM

    Hi Emmy -- I see a lot of emoticon -- that is great! I'm sorry about your sleep being not so good. I understand....Here I am at 2:30 reading blogs. Hope you get a good night's rest -- Sleep is so important to feeling good. Hugs.

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Day 28 - 30 Daily Challenge - Happy New Year!!!!

Wednesday, January 02, 2013

12/30/2012--Sunday

Goals for the day:

Water 7 cups emoticon
Meal Plan emoticon
Journaling emoticon
Me time emoticon
Exercise - emoticon
Sleep - emoticon emoticon
No Binging emoticon

12/31/2012--Monday
Goals for the day:

Water 7 cups emoticon
Meal Plan emoticon
Journaling emoticon
Me time emoticon
Exercise - emoticon
Sleep - emoticon emoticon Nightmares Journaled!
No Binging emoticon

Awesome session with BED therapy I finally finished my letter to father, read it outloud and well it was good because we still have a few things to cover on what i'm feeling that i don't always see that i still carry shame i know the shame is not for me to carry it was his but i got to open up what triggers it. So now i have new homework!! I am also learning that i have the power to inspire others and i am accepting that and realizing yes I can vs. really me .. It is hard to change your thoughts but working hard at it. For those i am inspiring thank you - alot of you also inspire me you encourage me you make me see my potential as well. We all need to hear it and see it thank you and Happy New Year!


1/1/2013 HAPPY NEW YEAR
TUESDAY!!!

Goals for the day:

Water 8 cups emoticon
Meal Plan emoticon
Journaling emoticon
Me time emoticon
Exercise - emoticon rested today
Sleep - emoticon emoticon still having some issues with full sleep but continuing to write and address them with therapy.
No Binging emoticon

Feeling good today-Felt positive about my goals!! I have reset my exercise and calorie range to be reasonable so i don't feel deprieved but have come to terms i either lower calories or exercise so exercise is what has always made it easier and knowing i can have and not feel depreieved is what is important here with my eating disorder. i want consisitency in my weight loss ounces to a pound a week whatever i get i'll take just no gains and either i maintain or lose at least a pound or less a week. That is doable.. my logic is this if i lose half to a pound a week i will have lost 26 to 52 pounds in 2013 so that is how i am looking at it. It felt good to jog for 70 secs straight on Sunday my walking feels good!! I need to buy new shoes so saving up for those new balances are 159.00 so working on that. I am also working on a budget i want to see how many days i can go without spending $ it is our challenge. I just got gas and some of our groceries not all yet but will finish up tomorrow so we shall see how we do.. we are making it a game to see how we do!! Must get to bed i'm breaking my rule tonight but hoping by being extra tired i'll sleep and not wake up... Til tomorrow. Plan ready in action!

  


Day 26 & 27 Daily Challenge :)

Saturday, December 29, 2012

12/28/2012--Friday

Goals for the day:

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Meal Plan emoticon
Journaling emoticon
Me time emoticon
Exercise - emoticon Walk/Jog - Motivated and ready to go!!
Sleep - emoticon emoticon
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Had a bad nightmare thursday-friday night woke up a 3am it was rough but did okay overall.

My day was better at work with my coworker much better attitude!!

Today:
12/29/2012--Saturday

Goals for the day:

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Meal Plan emoticon
Journaling emoticon
Me time emoticon
Exercise - emoticon
Sleep - emoticon emoticon
No Binging emoticon

Busy day!! Tomorrow i will be out there getting my walk jog!!! Getting cold and icy out there!!

  
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CANDOK1260 12/30/2012 5:45AM

    Good plan

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STLADEE 12/30/2012 12:37AM

    Good for you getting it! Today was my rest and I needed it! It's cold here in the STL and glad I have the gym and my treadmill.

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Day 25 Daily Challenge - Christmas Day Hike Pix

Friday, December 28, 2012

12/27/2012

Goals for the day:

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Journaling emoticon
Me time emoticon
Exercise - emoticon Motivated and ready to go!!
Sleep - emoticon emoticon
No Binging emoticon

Had a rough day yesterday my co-worker was very rude. I basically told her there was no reason for her to talk to me the way she did. Walked away and took a walk vs. feeding my emotion. I called a friend got her voicemail she called back we ended up doing coffee last night and it gave me a chance to talk it over but I also took a walk when it happened so I was pleased with myself!!


Christmas Day @ Multnomah Falls my husband and i do this annually on Christmas eve or day..


Multnomah Falls i'll be hiking this regularly in order to prep for my next half you can go to the top!!

VERY PROUD!
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1HAPPYSPIRIT 12/29/2012 11:04PM

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ARIABOO10 12/29/2012 12:46AM

    Love the photo!

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LAURIEJOHANNAH 12/28/2012 11:33PM

    I love that you do this every year. What a beautiful place! I love hiking, but it's quite a trip to the Appalachian Trail. Some day I'll make it there-- I should add it to my goals for 2013. We do have a place to hike, a beautiful place thatI visit in spring and fall. Summers here are way too hot for hiking.

It is awesome how you handled the co-worker, including telling her there is no reason to talk to you that way. But taking a walk, then talking it over with a friend--WOW! I'm impressed.


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NBARNES 12/28/2012 8:44PM

    Oh Em, sorry you had a rough day. It's tough to walk away, but sometimes it's the least 'expensive' option. One of my 2013 goals is to "LIG" - let it go! There are too many things in life that seem to drive me crazy that I can't change and this new year I'm working on just learning to "let it go" and move on with my life. Realistically if I can't change the situation...and if it's interaction with personalities it's pretty hard to change things, then I'm going to try and just let it go!

Number one resolution!

Hang in there - you're on the right path to your own letting go. Next time I find myself gritting my teeth I'll think of you, take a deep breath, and LIG!



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