Wednesday, July 06, 2011
Feeling a spark come over me the past few days which i'm just going with i haven't binged since last week and feeling more confidence. i had an awesome day one of my best eating days in awhile i feel good!!! No depreviation at all!!!
Funny the feelings that i have had in the past few weeks have been up and then down at times. Today when i logged into facebook the sparksong was Firework by Katy Perry. Wow has anyone really listed to the words, left me thinking and i have to tell you it moved me.
There is a part in the song which says:
"You don't have to feel like a waste of space
Your're original, cannot be replaced
if you only knew what the future holds
After a hurrican comes a rainbow
Maybe you're the reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you the perfect road"
Like a lightning bold your heart will blow and when it's time you'll know
You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine
just own the light like the 4th of july
Cuz baby ur a firework come on show what you're worth
Amazing i heard this song like a dozen times and this time I listened and heard it.
I loved it, really made me think of what is inside me. I mean i know but really analyze more of it. Funny how a song can really hit you deep this is really going into my postive songs i listen to.
I am very musical, and things come to me that way and it's how i have couped with lonliness when i was home along and it made me feel like someone when i would sign in glee club when in school and choir in high school. I had forgotten how important it was to me. I was doing church choir b4 I am thinking i may go back, it fullfills me spiritally. It is something private inside that moves me. My husband and family know how much i like it today this song sparked that flame again. I realize that it is what i feel good with, i love to dance, it expresses fun, joy, happiness as does music to me. So, it is something i'll roll with!
Thank you sparks for posting this song on facebook it really popped like the fireworks i saw last night. Much gratitude!