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Beginning of something new

Monday, December 02, 2013

Today is 12/2/13 and the last time I weighed myself I was 212 lbs.

Today I am ready to make a change to my life as the beginning of something new. I just had another binge and instead of eating everything, I threw a lot of it away. I would be so ashamed to buy my binge food from the store that id pay for it in the self checkouts. I wasted so much money and I paid for it because my clothes are tight and I don't feel good about myself at all.

Today is the beginning of something new and I am ready to finally take responsibility for my binging for the last 2 years.

I need some water.

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EBERKSHIRE86 12/2/2013 3:28PM

    Good luck, you can do it! Make a plan and stick with it :)

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PRINCESS_SOFI 12/2/2013 2:54PM

    Actually make a change.

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Accepting a new reality

Saturday, November 09, 2013

I weighed myself this morning and not to my suprise - I gained weight and I am officially the heaviest weight ive ever been - 207 pounds.

I know how I got to this weight but I seriously have to do something about it this time. I've been cheating myself by not taking weight loss seriously and wishing that the weight would come off on its own; but it doesnt.

I feel ashamed and guilty that I havent taken responsibility for my actions. Usually I would go binge because I feel bad about myself now, but I wont because I deserve more than that.

This time, I am going to lose weight and do everything in my power to get back to a healthy weight.

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PRINCESS_SOFI 11/9/2013 4:27PM

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Weight loss

Thursday, September 05, 2013

I weighed myself the other day and I've lost 7 pounds so far. My heaviest weight was 204 lbs and now i weight 197 lbs. It's been a little while since I've been out of the 200s but it feels nice. I can't feel a difference yet but I need to keep going and lose more to reach my goal of weighing between 125-169 lbs.

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DUDECAR 9/6/2013 12:55PM

    emoticon Thank you!

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PRINCESS_SOFI 9/5/2013 10:00AM

    Onederland! emoticon

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Back at school

Wednesday, August 28, 2013

So im back at school but instead of living there, ope that I commute. I hope that will help.

I'm seeing a therapist/counselor this week to talk about a lot of my issues. I figure that I will meet with him at least once a week for the semester and I hope its going to be positive because a lot of things have happened to me recently that I need someone to help me analyze and understand them. I figure that if im able to control my mental health, then losing weight will become easier and i'll believe that I can actually do it.

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ARIELLA_ 9/9/2013 5:45PM

    This is a great idea. Last year, I went to the counseling office at my university to address some difficulties I had - at the time not related to food. I think I want to go back and work through my issues with eating.

Best wishes. I hope the experience is helpful for you! emoticon

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CANADIANFROG09 8/28/2013 6:32AM


Good wishes to you towards your goals! emoticon

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Some progress

Sunday, July 21, 2013

It's been a while since I've last posted but I wanted to say that I've made some progress on my weight loss journey.

I've started to exercise more and become active through bike riding, weight lifting, and the Wii Active. I haven't lost much weight yet but I hope that as I continue exercising that I will see more progress.

I'm excited to keep it going emoticon

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ARIELLA_ 7/22/2013 10:21AM

    Congratulations! It's always amazing how lots of small changes can add up to big ones :) Keep it up!

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