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A New Beginning

Friday, July 18, 2014

This is the start of a new beginning.

I joined Sparkpeople in early 2011 but I haven't made much progress. I know that I could have committed to using this and changing my life those years ago, but it never clicked for me until now. Even though I haven't reached my goal yet, all of this has not been a failure. I don't want to fail and I will do everything I can to succeed.

  
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GAL7288 7/18/2014 9:55AM

    You can do it! You are already here and using what you have already learned, that's a big step in reaching your goals. Think you can do it, and you will! :)

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Boston Trip and a Change

Friday, July 18, 2014

A few weeks ago my family and I went on a trip up to Massachusetts to visit my two brothers, see Boston, and visit a few new towns. Overall, it was a good experience because I was able to spend time with my brothers who I donít see as often as Iíd like to and have some new experiences.

However, throughout I was again reminded of how overweight and out of shape I truly am. I took a lot of pictures and was shocked how I look and whether that is how I project myself out into the world. I donít like it at all. My weight situation and other personal struggles have existed for several years now but I have to do something about it. I did not feel comfortable in my own skin and my clothes started to feel tighter. Not a good feeling at all.

I know that there are a lot of people who have accepted themselves and are proud of their bodies. I wish I could be like them, but itís not the case. Iíve felt so uncomfortable in my own skin that I would rather stay home then go out into the world and face whatever is thrown at me.

I think itís finally time. I know what I have to do and now I just have to start and keep going. I can do it. Iím going to weigh myself tomorrow morning and write down the number as my starting weight.

  


Beginning of something new

Monday, December 02, 2013

Today is 12/2/13 and the last time I weighed myself I was 212 lbs.

Today I am ready to make a change to my life as the beginning of something new. I just had another binge and instead of eating everything, I threw a lot of it away. I would be so ashamed to buy my binge food from the store that id pay for it in the self checkouts. I wasted so much money and I paid for it because my clothes are tight and I don't feel good about myself at all.

Today is the beginning of something new and I am ready to finally take responsibility for my binging for the last 2 years.

I need some water.

  
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EBERKSHIRE86 12/2/2013 3:28PM

    Good luck, you can do it! Make a plan and stick with it :)

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PRINCESS_SOFI 12/2/2013 2:54PM

    Actually make a change.

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Accepting a new reality

Saturday, November 09, 2013

I weighed myself this morning and not to my suprise - I gained weight and I am officially the heaviest weight ive ever been - 207 pounds.

I know how I got to this weight but I seriously have to do something about it this time. I've been cheating myself by not taking weight loss seriously and wishing that the weight would come off on its own; but it doesnt.

I feel ashamed and guilty that I havent taken responsibility for my actions. Usually I would go binge because I feel bad about myself now, but I wont because I deserve more than that.

This time, I am going to lose weight and do everything in my power to get back to a healthy weight.

  
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Weight loss

Thursday, September 05, 2013

I weighed myself the other day and I've lost 7 pounds so far. My heaviest weight was 204 lbs and now i weight 197 lbs. It's been a little while since I've been out of the 200s but it feels nice. I can't feel a difference yet but I need to keep going and lose more to reach my goal of weighing between 125-169 lbs.

  
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DUDECAR 9/6/2013 12:55PM

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