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September 2012 Goals: Adjusting My Relationship with Food

Tuesday, September 04, 2012

Hello all, long time no blog.

I have hit a plateau that I cannot bust through (I have been on it for about a year I would say). Basically I lose a few pounds then gain them back, hovering in the 160s. I keep telling myself to keep with it but it is frustrating.

I have been doing well with nutrition, keeping track of what I eat and only having a few days going off track. Its funny though, when I think the scale will go up (after a weekend of not so great eating) it does not, but when I think I have been on track, there it goes on the rise. I am not perfect (and do not try to be, because that is unsustainable) but I am definitely making better choices, and the scale is not reflecting it.

I do some form of exercise almost every day (with exception of when my body needs a rest or just for the ocassional day off). I enjoy exercise and so this part is not hard for me. I have been changing it up from time to time. I think I just need to keep up of the exercise for now.

I think to hopefully kick start some more progresss I am going to start back on some monthly goals. I will set them at the beginning of the month and reevaluate at the end. Hopefully this will keep me more accountable and really, just give me some focus and motivation. I will set a wieght goal for the month as well as three other goals.

I think my major issues are in the nutrition realm so my goals this month will center around them. The goals are in caps with an explanation after.

Current Weight: 166.2
Goal Weight: 160.0

Goals:
1. GET AT LEAST 7 HOURS OF SLEEP: Ok, I am usually pretty good with this one, I value my sleep. However, I find the nights that I do not get this sleep, I end up ravenous. I am an emotional eater that goes on binges at night, especially when I am tired.

2. TRY SPACING MY MEALS BETTER: Especailly in the office, I tend to eat when I am not hungry, going through the snacks and lunch by early afternoon. My nutrition tracker looks balanced (protein, carbs, fat, with a mix at each meal) but really, the food at work is all scrunched together because I give in the craving to food, even though I am not hungry, even sometimes full.

3. TRY TO SLOW MY EATING: Ok, I cannot do the 20min/meal right now, but I want to work towards this. I am trying to become a more mindful eater, but baby steps. I eat WAY too fast and have been try to slow down only to fail. I put down the fork between bites, drink water between bites, try to chew more, etc., but in the end do not get far, so baby steps. I have started setting to set a timer for 20min at dinner. The goal to just become aware of the time, not necessarily take 20 minutes to eat just yet. Small steps will hopefully help.

Well, I know this was a long post so if you are still reading, thanks for listening. Hopefully these goals, and writing them down, will give me the kick start I need!

  
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September Challenge Update: Making Progress But Still Have a Ways to Go

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

So, time for an update on my September goal to nix the night time binge. I am definitely making progress but still have a way to go.
I am binging less a night. I think that not allowing myself to eat on the sofa has helped and actually sitting down a the kitchen table for a meal has been good. I always thought it was a waste setting the table for one but I definitely think it makes the meal more special and helps me slow do and actually think about eating.
I also think that adding a desert or treat most nights is good for me. If do not feel as though I am missing out.
I only had one real bad night last week, Thursday. I think the stress and tiredness may have been getting to me. I have not been sleeping well..going to bed early but not actually falling asleep for 1-2hrs and not staying asleep. That seems to be getting better but is not great and definitely not helping the night time binge. The binge usually happens when I am tired, so I am going to focus on getting to the root of the sleeping problem to hopefully help with the nighttime eatting problem.
Making progress but there is still so progress that can be made. Wish me luck!
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ASTORRES1 9/17/2011 1:39PM

    Sounds like you are getting things under control....good for you to be making positive changes that is helping you get through the bad binges.
YOU CAN DO IT!!!'



amy

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SPARKLISE 9/14/2011 11:55AM

    Would it be possible for you to go to bed when you get the urge to binge?
Maybe that is your sleep time!
I understand that it's not always possible!
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GERIKRAGH 9/13/2011 10:55AM

    Making progress, even slowly, is great. You are doing everything right. Keep up the good work.

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ASHL_84 9/13/2011 10:08AM

    Sounds like you're doing a great job trying to figure out ways to fix the problem! I have to have dessert pretty much every night too or I start feeling like I'm depriving myself and on a *gasp* diet. Good luck with your sleeping! Hope you can get rested up!!

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September Challenge: Nix the Nighttime Binge

Thursday, September 01, 2011

So, I am going to start something new this month....a monthly challenge for me.

I am on a pretty good track...I enjoy exercise and it is a major stress relief for me so I am pretty regular with that (minus vacation, but still active then). Food, I eat healthy most of the time and splurge from time to time to stay sane...but that is definitely where I could do better.

Anyway, I am going to focus on the normal things but pick one thing every month that I know I need to pay more attention to and work on improving in that area. I will choose it the first day of the month and work through it for the course of the month, updating and blogging on it minimally once a week to hopefully keep me accountable and help me fine tune a better game plan. Maybe this will help?

So at the beginning of the month I will declare the goal and 3 strategies to tackle it. Through the month I will assess these, both how I am at keeping to them and if they are working, and add things and thoughts as they come up. Blogging on this will come at least one week.

Anyway, one of my biggest issues is the NIGHTTIME BINGE! I am an emotional eater and nighttime is the worst for me, probably because I am tired from the day and stress is setting in. One turns into 100 (okay, maybe not that bad, butyou get the idea). So, here are some ideas I have to help me with this:

1. Get enough sleep (I have been having trouble sleeping lately so I am hoping to get that back on track but that is partially out of my control...it had been taking me 2hr to get to sleep)

2. I am going to give myself a treat every night after dinner that fits in my calorie range and planned so I feel like I am not dieting, and have a small splurge rather than binge (tonight is a healthy one, apple with pb!).

3. Keep busy at night...this is usually not a problem. One thing I am going to do is ban food from the couch.

And there it september...wish me luck!

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SPARKLISE 9/14/2011 11:53AM

    emoticon Banning food from the couch! Why didn't I think of that one? emoticon
That is going to be my goal for September also (what's left of it). A lot of time,i'll watch TV and eat just because!
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EN10011 9/1/2011 10:33PM

  Sounds like a great strategy
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That Tricky BMR

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

So I used a BMR calculator today and entered my height, weight an age. What I found was surprising...I was still not eating enough calories at the 1lb/wk goal. The lower end of my calorie range was over 100 calories below my BMR! Maybe that is why I am having issues? Anyway, I changed by weight loss goal to 0.75lb/wk which obviously will take me longer to loose the weight though, honestly, with my lack of success as of late it would have taken be that long if not longer. Hopefully this will get the ball rolling again! I have pretty much maintained my weight for about a year but I still would like to get in the healthy, not overweight range and maintain that. I fee healthier than I used to and I am no longer considered obese, which are both positives that I need to remember! Wish me luck!

  
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SPARKLISE 7/21/2011 12:44PM

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ASTORRES1 7/19/2011 11:35AM

    Those numbers mystify me....I am in the OBESE range....really??? I have lost over 60lbs...down 4 pants sizes...AND still considered OBESE!! I like how I feel..I am working on my last 10...then I will maintain...I don't think physically I could drop any more weight AND be able to keep it off and ENJOY my life......so as long as you LIKE YOU...sometimes the numbers aren't worth much!!!
But that is just MY opionion....lol

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LOSINITBY30 7/19/2011 10:43AM

    I noticed that as well the first time I calculated mine...it's a bit strange to say the least...my low end of calories on here is 1200 but my minimum bmr is over 1600!?!?!? leaves one at a wierd loss

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GERIKRAGH 7/19/2011 10:31AM

    Anything healthy we can do to tweak ourselves is good. Good luck with this new plan.

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Reevalutating My Goals - Feeding the Hunger

Thursday, June 23, 2011

SO, I have been doing so reevaluating of a few things over the last few weeks and I have come to the conclusion that I need alter my plan of attack. Here are some thoughts and issues I have been having as of late:
1. I have been stressed lately about multiple things, some of which I know what they are, some of which I do not. I know that the the amount of stress and the severity of the symptoms at the moment are not in line with the stressors that I know are present. I need to delve into this.
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2. Good sleep has basically been no existent lately. I have been "going to bed" in enough time to get ample sleep but I have been not been able to actually fall asleep (it took me 3hrs one night last week) and I have not been staying asleep. Also, I know that it has not been quality sleep I have been getting and it is starting to take its toll. Definitely need to get to the bottom of this.
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3. Exercise is not my issue. I am getting plenty of exercise at varying intensities and from various sources. At least I am doing something right...
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4. I am dealing with emotional eating. I am thinking that items 1 and 2 are not helping that.
5. I am actually eating better on the weekends from time to time. I am not as hungry then which makes me think that the emotional eating is a real big issue.
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6. I am eating well, just too much, mixing the healthy fruits veggis and whole grain with the splurges (chocolate, alcohol, ICE CREAM). I am portioning things well but I am going back to the kitchen for another "helping" too much. I need to reel in the emotional eating...
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7. I started my weightloss journey at 200lbs and spark journey at 180. Now that I am fluctuating between 160-165lbs and the 2lb goal that I had was not working for me. I just lowered it to 1lb which uped my calorie intake and will hopefully help with my eating issues, help with the "hunger"
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Anyway, in short, I need to find a better way to "feed the hunger" emotionally and physically. Here's to a new approach and hopefully more results!

  
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ASTORRES1 6/24/2011 1:48PM

    You are on the right track....delving into the problem issues. BUT remember you have made accomplishments...200 to 160... emoticon
Life sometimes gives us bumps that we have to learn how to manuever around...good luck on your continued path to HEALTHY living!!!


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EN10011 6/23/2011 10:23AM

  Your blog feels close to home!- I have also been stressed and not sleeping well without any good outside reason. I just went to the cafeteria and got a chocolate milk- did I really need that???? which means that I'll starve myself for the rest of the day to try to stay within the calorie range.

I also think that after the initial lbs, a 1 lb per week weight loss is more reasonable, and towards the very end, 1 lb per two weeks, so that maintentance comes easier and without a big change.

Good luck, you'll get back into the groove of things
Anna

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REBECCAMA 6/23/2011 10:10AM

    I hear ya on the stress and sleep thing. I posted a blog or two about how we eat more when we are tired. Spark had a couple of articles on that. So I think your emotional eating and your hunger could be directly related to your lack of sleep. If you are spending half your night trying to get to sleep then that may be why you are eating more. I know when I'm tired I crave carbs. I've been good about reaching for cereal instead of ice cream, but it's still calories no matter what it is.

Good luck!

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LESLIELENORE 6/23/2011 10:03AM

    Eating based on our emotions is so difficult to get a handle on. Stress, lack of sleep, and splurging will all interfere with losing or maintaining a current weight. I know, I didn't always used to be a "big girl"! I hope you find an approach that works for you! I found that outside support, whether it is SP, family, or friends is so important. I also keep a journal separate from my blog, where I can vent some of my stress and emotional baggage. I don't know if you have the time or inclination to do that, or if you already do, but it works for me. Who knows? It could work for you, too. Just keep moving forward, and make yourself a priority in your life!


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