Wednesday, May 14, 2014
Well I am back. It seems that I start something and then something happens and I just stop. Well I can't this time. Yesterday I went to the doctor and was told I have diabetes. Regular blood tests show that I don't have it but my doctor did an extensive blood test that breaks everything down. He wanted to find out why I had heart disease at 49. They figured it out. I have an extremely high insulin level. This was causing the walls of my arteries to erode. Thus heart disease at 49. Well now is the time for me to be more motivated, to have enough confidence in myself to do this. I have to lose weight if I want to live out a healthy life with my family.
I can do this and I will do this. I will not let anything get in my way. I might need to be reminded of this on a daily basis. But I CAN DO THIS. I will not let other people influence me any longer. I will not let other people make me feel inferior. I am somebody special and I have so much to give.
I CAN DO THIS!! With God all Things are Possible.