Saturday, June 26, 2010
It all started with getting motivated to start exercise sparkstearks. I restarted the count, and did perfectly while visiting my folk's house, where there is a stair master and treadmill, and nothing else to do. Although, during the week, I work and go to school, and live with my boyfriend. A buffet of excuses not to exercise.
Frustrated, I knew I can't restart the streaks every weekend, so what should I do?? I then noticed a jumping jack streak. I can do that without machines, or leaving my bf to run outside! Great! After 100, I started thinking, if I do more, I could check the streak for past days I didn't do it! Some may consider this cheating as far as the streak goes, but I figured, exercise is exercise. Go for it!
This left me doing 200 jumping jacks, 25 at a time, just when bored - the other day even at my bf's. I'm pumped to do more.
Next goal: 50 jumping jacks at a time.
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Iím feeling so sad. I started college early, at 15, and have been at my community college since. I'm 20, and I'm still pretty much just accomplishing one class a semester with an average grade, and dropping the rest of my classes. I just did bad on a Microbiology test, the first class I've really liked, enjoyed, and cared about. I'm still young, and at least I've accomplished something right? I could be a drug addict right now right? Why don't I feel better. I'm so sad. I wanted to be a medical doctor. Now, with my grades and all my "Withrdaws", I'm not going to get into Physician's Assistant school. I know I have things about myself and that I've done to be proud of myself (& I know I'm using terrible English right now) but I feel like a failure. kskfsdlkfsdkldslfsld!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
"Don't say you don't have enough time. You have exactly the same number of hours per day that were given to Helen Keller, Pasteur, Michelangelo, Mother Teresa, Leonardo da Vinci, Thomas Jefferson, and Albert Einstein.
- H. Jackson Brown"
I sure make excuses. "I'm too tired. I worked hard today, it's time to relax. I'm too full now. I'll do it tomorrow. What's one more day."
This video says it best.
Just do it!
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
We've just gotta deal with them sometimes don't we. Everyone has someone that wronged them in the past or will have one, in the future. Generally, no matter how nice and good a person you try to be, things can go wrong. There's a girl whom I had a conflict with, and it makes me sick to the stomach every time I inevitably see her, or her photo in social networks, or at our college. She's the kind of malicious, carefree person to think some nasty thoughts about me, and be done with it. I know; I once thought of her as a friend.
Alas, here I am, sick to my stomach trying to get over past frustrations concerning her. I can't help but review our bad experiences, and futilely wonder how I should have prevented our problems. What she must have said about me to those who I can no longer be friends with.
These have always been a problem of mine; not letting past incidents go, and caring about what others think about me. There is nothing I can do about the conflict now, so I am letting it bother me for really no reason other than beating myself up, and being sad about a lost friend. A person or two in life disliking you is inevitable.
She has proven herself as a person whose opinion should not matter. It doesn't matter. So why does it matter? I was probably the only one thinking of the other has a friend, so let it go! Sigh. Sometimes, I wish I where the mean girl. Just sometimes.
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Hi there, readers. It's been a while, but just because I don't have wifi at my new apartment. poo! It's a work in progress. For now, I wanted to ask whoever reads this, as I got amazing response the last time I randomly blogged, for input on how I could get myself to jog in public. Sigh, I know, it's silly. I've never been self conscious before but then again, I've never not had easy access to a gym before, so I haven't been exercising. I think about jogging around the blog every day but I have yet to get myself to, purely out of self consciousness. I don't want to be seen, and I don't want to see people see me. I AM ridiculous, I agree. I don't know why I care about what my neighbors think. I do think that my health and happiness is more important. Has anyone else overcome this?
Thanks for your time and input!
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