Thursday, April 26, 2012
I got side tracked. I got to reading some of my past blogs. Wow, up and down, up and down.
Here I am again bigger than ever. If I don't get this right I am not going to be here to enjoy any kind of life. I'm tired of talking about the weight loss, what to eat, how to exercise, how not to exercise because I'm so big. I just want this weight gone once and for all. I'm tired of worrying about it. I only know one way to lose weight and that is to count calories, do the exercise that I can, eat lots of vegetables and fruit. I'm not big on meat. I like fish and some chicken. If that does not get the weight off then I am dead. I have to do this for me.
Oh well that's enough of that. One day at a time is it.
Saturday, April 21, 2012
Well i have reached an all time high. I made myself weigh this morning and it took me awhile to get over it. I weighted 354 pounds. As you can see I decided to eat what I wanted and not do any more moving than I had too. Well here I sit scared to death that I will have a stroke or a heartattack. I would not even look at Spark to get help. I know this has to stop now. I really do want to live. But my actions say different. What is wrong with me that fast food, sweets and junk are more important to me than having a life that I enjoy. I very rarely go any where where I have to walk. It hurts too much. I wear the same old big clothes. I want to have fun, wear cute clothes, go to interesting places with my husband . All I know to do is start this day eating healthy, walk as far as I can, log my food in at Sparks, check in everyday and read other peoples struggles and victories.
If anyone reads this say a little pray for me that I get my life back.
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
When things go wrong as they sometimes will, When the road you're trudging seems all up hill, When the friends are low and the debts high and you want to smile, but you have to sigh, When care is pressing you down a bit. Life is queer with its twist and turns as every one of us sometimes learns and many a failure turns about. When he might have won had he stuck it out. Don't give up though the pace seems slow you may succeed with another blow. Success is failure turned inside out. The silver tint of the clouds of doubt and you can never tell how close you are. It may be near when it seems so far. So stick to the fight when you are hardess hit. Its when things seem worst that you must not quit.
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