Thursday, June 14, 2007
So I didn't get my exercise in this morning. I have to stop working so late so that I can get into bed at a decent time. When my alarm clock went off at 4am I just couldn't get out of bed. So I pushed snooze until 530am then got up and ready for work. I have to stop doing that. I remember when I first moved out on my own at 19 I was so excited to be an "adult". I was up every morning at 4am (no snooze)- off to the gym- then strait to work- then home to make dinner and clean house. I was is such great shape then... WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED? I got lazy... lazy... lazy. My house is a mess at the moment.... I push snooze at least 3 times each morning... I continually skip my exercise... I don't really cook anymore- WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? I am only 26- I should not be this tired all of the time! There really is no excuse. I don't have to work so much- really, my job doesn't typically assign me a schedule- I write my own. So why can't I get back into the flow of things? I have to get my life together because right now I feel like I am living in complete chaos! I am so forgetful and I hate it! I feel completely unbalanced and just "off". I am sick and tired of it! I have to take control of this situation... it is really getting out of control~!