Wednesday, October 20, 2010
So this is the first blog that I have ever done. I was reading about what a blog can do to help me and thought "ok I will give it a try" I went to the doctor the day before yesterday... Neither of us were happy with what we saw... I was not the 210 lbs that my scale said, nope! I am 217 lbs! WOW! I have not been that heavy in years! My doctor checked my blood sugar, that was good. Were waiting on my thyroid test to come back but I am sure that is fine. So what is my problem?
I am in my 2nd year of college and I gained more then the freshman 15. I have gained about 25lbs in the last year! Sitting, studying and eating does not do my body well! So now I need to fit exersize in with it some where. uggg... I can barley walk up my stairs without breathing heavy, none of my clothes fit, and I feel horribale about the way I look! BUT for some reason I cannot find it in myself to fix it! What needs to happen for me to realize I am not healthy? I still eat foods that are... well lets say less then healthy and I do not exersize unless its walking from class to my car.
My assignment today is to figure out what is important to me live healthy or live misserable. I need to also pro and con staying the way I am. I need to realize my grandmother died at 55 of heart failure and diebetes. OK Margo... HERE WE GO!