Tuesday, July 03, 2012
Had a good first week and now I've crashed and burned. Very little motivation. Lots of worries and problems, not unlike most, but I'm choosing to hide or run away from them; instead of facing them and finding solutions.
Totally glass is half-empty. I hate my job, but can't get myself to get that resume finished, and then wonder if anybody would even hire me. I have bad knees, but don't do my stretches and now I have to find another health club, my very inexpensive one is closing. I don't know how my son is going to get thru college w his learning disability and my husband has been out of work for years--having to tap into retirement now.
Eating today was half horrible. No exercise yet today. I am drinking water.
Well, I won't give up. I'm going to keep blogging. I really am grateful for so much of my life--I'm just choosing to let the challenges keep me down instead of handling them.