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I need to find something I like to do!

Friday, May 09, 2014

Yesterdays blog was kind of a downer, but it needed to come out.

I need to start from the bottom and find out what I like to do before I can involve anyone else.

Since I can't go out and dine or have cocktails, I will have to look at other entertainment options.

I could try a movie. Bring my own snack and get a diet coke. Some theaters might have coke zero or diet dr. pepper now!

I should scour the internet for lists of things to do and see which ones I like. I guess what scares me is I feel like I could return to eating and drinking and find out I don't like those anymore either. Maybe I don't. Then what. Argh.

So, today will be about:

1) Internet research on things I would like to do. Get list, print out and underline cool things!

2) Watch a movie at home tonight without stopping it more than 2x.

3) Get exercise in

4) Get some cleaning done


I have a plan! Let me get it done!!!

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PRINCESS_SOFI 5/11/2014 8:53AM

    There is always the wonderful and exciting world of video games!

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PROPMAN1 5/9/2014 2:15PM

  Good Luck!! emoticon

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ARNETTELEE 5/9/2014 1:58PM

  You'll do great!

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What a crazy world!!

Friday, May 09, 2014

I have thought about dating, but I go through the pictures and the idea of having coffee with someone just seems kind of like work. And then it is time to close out that window.

What would I do on a date besides coffee? My therapist said " The sky is the limit". He is wrong. Not being able to drink and having to watch my weight kind of leaves just about everything off the table. He mentioned hiking. Well, that would be great if we didn't live in a dirty desert and it didn't involve bugs, etc. And there is nothing good to see around here. Then I started reading about sober people having sex, and no one had anything good to say about those experiences.

American ads put up all this social eating and other food ads. But if you eat like that and eat that food, you won't be able to wear the clothes in the other ads. HOW INSANE IS THAT?

I think I will pass on the dating. It is bad enough that I am suffering through this. No need to make someone else suffer too.

  
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DIETROCKSTAR 5/9/2014 11:37PM

    I can eat out. It is just why bother. Ordering is difficult and then most of the time I am disappointed when it gets to me. If I make it myself, I avoid that.

As for the sex, maybe they are. But I guess it is more about my anxiety as to it would never happen. I guess it is all for the best.

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WOUBBIE 5/9/2014 9:15PM

    Wow, honey, if you're suffering through weight loss you're doing it totally wrong. Paleo has some of the best food choices on the planet! I eat out all the time.

Sure, you can only have one glass of wine if you're trying to lose fat, but like Miss Sofi said, sober people have great sex - no boozy haze to deaden the senses!

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PRINCESS_SOFI 5/9/2014 11:22AM

    I don't think you should force yourself to date if you're not interested or ready. I'm sure there are plenty of sober people having great sex too. emoticon

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ZRIE014 5/9/2014 12:23AM

  have a nice weekend

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Remember the colors?

Friday, March 07, 2014

Remember these?





I got them!

I got the green in a 30 for 30 dollars and I got the purple in an 8 for 20 dollars.

If you wait long enough, the world goes on sale and it fits!

I will try and get some pics!!

  
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LJOYCE55 3/7/2014 3:45PM

  Love those colors! Great buy.

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Non Scale Victories

Monday, February 17, 2014

I participated in an interview at UCLA last week where I got paid. It was a research study where they asked you a bunch of health questions.

It was a young woman asking me questions. She asked me did I have heart disease, cancer, etc. Then the question was obesity. I think she was expecting a "no" answer. I said since I was 6 or 7. She said she was surprised because and she just looked at me. That was kind of awesome.

Not that I look like a twig, even though I still weigh 174 pounds I actually have started wearing large shirts in the regular women's section. I have not been able to wear women's regular size tops in 8 years. My top half is bigger than my bottom half (size 8). I bought a shirt at Ross last week from of of my favorite designers where I usually get their stretchy shirts. I got the cotton shirt! I tried it on. I was kind of shocked. Even though I have not lost any weight in a while ( and I have not gained!! and I have not been HUNGRY!!! ) my body seems to have gotten smaller.

I lost 40 pounds and I am not dieing keeping it off.

I can do this!!

  
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WRWW13 2/24/2014 10:53AM

    Way to go!!!!! Reminder: Muscle weighs more than fat so the scale may not be moving but you are turning fat into healthy muscle which really makes a big difference. I am so proud of you!!! Huggss!!!!

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ANAKIE 2/20/2014 9:02PM

    emoticon Way to go! emoticon

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SKINNIESOMEDAY 2/18/2014 11:40AM

   
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I think the longer you keep it off the more your weight seems to " shift" around and sort of reposition ! I am so happy for you !!


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WOUBBIE 2/17/2014 3:44PM

    Woohoo! More proof that the scale is not the be all and end all! Congrats!

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LJOYCE55 2/17/2014 3:01PM

  You give me hope.

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Unbeleivable!

Wednesday, January 29, 2014

I am completely sick again.

Fever, chills, starting to cough up that rainbow.

I just got done being sick.

My relationship is in a crazy place. I guess I just need to understand that he is an idiot and get out of it. All the stress probably caused a relapse of what I had.

Losing a couple nights of sleep surely didn't help.

I wish I felt good enough to drink.

  
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SKINNIESOMEDAY 1/30/2014 12:56PM

   
Stress is really a big button for me ! Take care of yourself and return later when you have full strength !! I am so sorry this has happened again
this and that is so not FAIR !! YOU are worth being treated right !

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PRINCESS_SOFI 1/30/2014 11:25AM

    emoticon Stress is what causes me to become ill. If at all possible, try to relax.

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GETUP-N-GOGIRL 1/29/2014 11:07PM

    You d-e-s-e-r-v-e a beautiful life!

Get well soon.
. . . s u s y . . .

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EDDYMEESE 1/29/2014 8:24PM

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A good man will make you feel amazing at least 99% of the time (even the best of them can be jerks sometimes)...every woman deserves the best.

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-ICANDOIT- 1/29/2014 7:34PM

    Hope that you are feeling better. emoticon

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SMILINGEYES2 1/29/2014 6:19PM

    Sorry you are under the weather. Hope you feel better by morning.

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WOUBBIE 1/29/2014 5:23PM

    (((hugs)))

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NWCOUNTRYDANCER 1/29/2014 4:14PM

    Sorry you are struggling and having a hard time. Take care of you first and foremost. It is definitely hard to get out of a relationship when you are not being treated well. But remind yourself you are valuable and worth it. You deserve to be cherished, not stomped on.

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