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YEAH !! I GOT IT !! My bone grower !!

Monday, December 08, 2014

Today has been a TOTALLY EXCITING DAY and yet,, in another way it "COULD" be discouraging IF I CHOSE to look at it that way. I'll instead think "In time, it will get better".

I talked at length with Steve who bought it to me,,,,, he said it can take 3 months (unusual,, that was a record) ,, the usual is 6 months,, that he expects to be me,, and some as long as NINE months,, for the bone to heal with it. I need to use it at the same time each day,, and well I am almost ALWAYS at home,,, at 4PM,,, and LOL Watching Judge Judy. She CRACKS me up !!! She says it "as she sees it" which can be quite old fashioned,, as she says "in MY AMERICA" than goes on to say to others "This is NOT MY AMERICA, the WAY it was" !!! LOL She tells the losers they ARE such ,,,, and in "general" she's RIGHT ! So I do not watch it for HER not for the cases,, you've seen one,,, you've seen them ALL ! but, to me,, she's quite funny ! I also FALL ASLEEP when she's on,, great time for sleeping !!!

I see the Dr in a month,, we will see how it goes at that point,, if it's progressed.

Today I was SO DELIGHTED to actually go for a REAL WALK !! I have a special metal piece in my shoe,, since I can't wear my cast,,,,, I got a rash from it,, than it helped me to get an infection,,, LOL Imagine being allergic to a CAST !! LOL OHHHHH FUNNY !!! Dr said he doesn't quite know the next time what to do about this,, it's UP to him. I do a hard cast fine (That one is the CAM (walking cast). I LOVED the walk !! It was FUN !! I only walked around the building,,, its GREAT to live in a high rise,, with very long hallways,,, there r 14 apts on most floors,, and 8 floors in all. Everyone has something different on their doors,,, walls. Some are quite good,, others BORING, and most of us change them seasonally. So yeah, I love this to pieces !! Than I got ON THE FLOOR to do some stretching exercises. B4 the surg back in June,, I was QUITE Flexible,, I could EASILY put my foot on my nose ! I could almost bend with legs apart,, ,, put my nose also on the floor ! WOOHOO but, NOW I can BARELY bend over !!!

Ill work on this !
Bad storm coming tomorrow,, snow to ice to mostly rain,,, with gusts of 40 MPH winds. We are expecting some possible power outages. Again GREAT to be in a high rise ! While I WILL lose elect in my apt,, my heat will still work (I WISH Fridge would ! But I am sooo careful in the winter, and DO NOT keep much in it in case !). The ground is frozen,, we have some small snowbanks,, so the water,, its expected to be heavy rain Tues night,,, Into Fri (not as much on Thurs/Fri) the water will have NO PLACE to go,, so we are also expecting flooding. I have everything ready (I Do all the time,,, idiots drive badly,, out goes elect !) We will NOT see the sun again til Sat. WAHHHH I LOE THE SUN !!!

SO tomorrow,,, I have an appt with my bone Dr !! YEAH !! She'll have the answers on why i am NOT healing. If my otheoporiosis has gotten worse,, it was already at a -4 in my feet,, and -2 in the rest of my body. Unless she says otherwise,, I DO plan on walking more (I use trekking poles,, cause I am quite unbalanced due to the neuropathy) they help me stay somewhat even as I walk down the hallway,, and I DO NOT panic when it looks like I am going to fall. LOL It scares others,,, I am fine,,, I am used to it.

See ya tomorrow with an UPDATE !! HOPE I SLEEP ! I am SO HAPPY with this change !

TY for reading.

  
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JEB03253 12/9/2014 1:14PM

    You sound happy in your blog -- now you have an idea of how things are going to go and I think that makes it easier. I know nothing about bone growers.I'm going to do a little research.

Your building sounds like a great place to walk! Around here its hilly streets with ice and snow in spots -- not such a good thing for walkers.

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LADYBUG546 12/9/2014 11:30AM

    emoticon love the attitude

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NILLAPEPSI 12/9/2014 7:53AM

    So glad you go to walk!! emoticon emoticon

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JUJUH51 12/9/2014 6:21AM

    Diane, that is so awesome!! I can "hear" it in your writings how happy and joyful you are! I am so happy for you!!!! I really like Judge Judy too!

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NEW-CAZ 12/9/2014 3:05AM

    GOOD TO HEAR YOU'RE MAKING PROGRESS DIANE.
I love JJ too, we have a similar series over not long ago Judge Rinder (something like that) and he was so sarcastic..............put JJ in the shade emoticon I'll send you a link if I can find one! emoticon

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DEE107 12/9/2014 12:30AM

    hugs glad cast is off and I have that metal for the shoe so you cant bend your toe hugs

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CHERIRIDDELL 12/9/2014 12:27AM

    SO glad you got the bone grower. I am glad you got out walking.I am going for a roll in the university hospital tomorrow for some clotting tests. Not my idea of fun. I hope they will not take too long.

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GRAMVICKI 12/8/2014 11:38PM

    So glad you are happy and keeping a positive attitude. Do what the Dr says and all therapy after and you will be touching your nose to the floor again in the near future.

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ROBBIEY 12/8/2014 11:23PM

  Great attitude, I love Judge Judy as well.

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Dr appt today, update, some good news

Thursday, December 04, 2014

TY all who saw yesterday s blog and hope better times are forward from here on.

Well, I can't say that , but some neat news ! I finally get to walk some on foot!! Being so long without that is doing more damage than good. Yeah, so I can help it by walking. I have some Fancy do dads to put on it. He says this will protect it. I happily started to walk at ONCE! It hurts sme, but it's supposed to.

Also the bone grower was finally approved today. The guy who handles this will . Try to bring it up tomorrow. He's in. Massachusetts, about 2-3hrs , depending on where he lives. That'll help a ton.

The surgeon doesn't want to remove the hardware until the bone is headed. If he's forced to , we done this all for nothing. I will most likely lose the toe and that has a lot to do with balance.

See, ya later, I can now go for a walk!! WOOOOHHOOOWWLLL

TY for not leaving me alone with this especially when I am scared or the pain drives me crazy.

  
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JIBBIE49 12/8/2014 1:46PM

    Hugs to you. emoticon Happy Holidays emoticon


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JUJUH51 12/7/2014 7:13AM

    Diane, that is the best news in a long time! So glad you can walk some now. That has to make you feel so much better! I just noticed that you are getting so close to onederland!!!! Congratulations!!! You are doing so good. Hugs to you and Izzy!!



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IRON_RESOLVE 12/7/2014 1:23AM

    Many Hugs and Hip Hip Hooray, the walking improves moral, as it improves the healing of the foot. I am so happy you will have more freedom now Diane. You have been a model patient. And have the patience of Job himself!!
Keep on smiling kiddo!! Many more hugs, I am so excited for this news, is just what you have been hoping to hear.

Oh, stopping back in to say, what Cheri said, you won't ever be alone Diane. We are with you every step of the way!

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JEB03253 12/5/2014 7:20AM

    It's great that you get to walk again! It must feel like you are really making progress now. Watch out for ice! emoticon

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NILLAPEPSI 12/5/2014 7:07AM

    emoticon emoticon Don't overdo it! emoticon emoticon

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NEW-CAZ 12/5/2014 2:59AM

    doing a happy dance for you emoticon

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DEE107 12/5/2014 12:17AM

    hugs my friend glad you wee able to walk on it a bit hugs take it one step at a time

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CHERIRIDDELL 12/4/2014 11:16PM

    What wonderful news !Trust me you will never be alone ,we are with you all the way! hugs,Cheri

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DBEAU57 12/4/2014 11:14PM

    I am sooooo happy you get to do some walking! I know how bad you've missed it! I wish you could come down here and walk with me in the warm weather! Everyone except me was out in shorts today!

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MT-MOONCHASER 12/4/2014 9:41PM

    I sure hope the walking will speed the healing.

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Sigh.... foot again, will it ever improve?

Wednesday, December 03, 2014

Called surgeons office on. Tuesday. See his assistant tomorrow. No doubt he will also come in

Not sure if it can b seen well enough here.



Just in case,,, about an inch from the toe nail,, u can see what looks like a big pimple than further down near the end of the scar, u can see another bump.

What that is r the screws/hardware working it's way outta my big left toe. This of course is not good. Will let you know more later. I'm soooo sick of dealing with this garbage. Its. Now been 6 months. I'm so done with this.

  
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JEB03253 12/4/2014 7:17AM

    Good grief -- I didn't realize that could happen. Hope the drs visit gives you some answers. emoticon

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NILLAPEPSI 12/4/2014 7:15AM

    Praying all will be ok. emoticon

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NEW-CAZ 12/4/2014 2:50AM

    emoticon hope you see an improvement soon Diane, that looks painful emoticon

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CHERIRIDDELL 12/4/2014 12:28AM

    Oh Diane I see it,you poor girl.You are in my thought.Look after yourself love and hugs,Cheri

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DEE107 12/4/2014 12:12AM

    hugs I see oh my

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GOULDSGRANITE 12/3/2014 11:42PM

    praying for a miracle for your foot. you deserve it!

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DBEAU57 12/3/2014 9:46PM

    I feel your pain!!!!!! One of my BFFs broke her foot years ago, then broke it again last year and was on one of those scooters like you used that you push with your good foot. It never healed properly and now she's scheduled for surgery in 2 weeks. When she told me that, I thought about you and all the surgeries you've already had......

I sure hope they can fix this for you. You've been through enough!

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Sigh.... foot again, will it ever improve?

Wednesday, December 03, 2014

Called surgeons office on. Tuesday. See his assistant tomorrow. No doubt he will also come in

Not sure if it can b seen well enough here.



Just in case,,, about an inch from the toe nail,, u can see what looks like a big pimple than further down near the end of the scar, u can see another bump.

What that is r the screws/hardware working it's way outta my big left toe. This of course is not good. Will let you know more later. I'm soooo sick of dealing with this garbage. Its. Now been 6 months. I'm so done with this.

  
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JIBBIE49 12/8/2014 1:48PM

    I'm sure you are sick of this. I hope all gets well soon.

Are you are Pisces? They have problems with their feet.

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Tues,, way OVER Eating, anxious !

Tuesday, December 02, 2014

HI ! TY for reading. i hope this is NOT triggering to anyone, nor offensive in any way,, it's not meant to be.

If you know me,, and have for sometime,,, than you realize that most of the time I am high energy ! WOOHOOO LETs GOOOO DAWGGIES !!!! My entire family except for one brother is like this, my Dad was,, so have been my ancestors. As far back as we have been able to trace it,,, 1600's,, some call this an "illness" I prefer to it as a "condition" much as most in the family have blue eyes,,, most of us are also bipolar. Its something we learn to live with,, and in todays society, we have therapists (I saw one for 20 yrs, til i felt we had done all we needed too, for many untreated people who have a condition,,, I do not also like to say "mental illness" for that seems like one is sick,, and in my own family we are NOT sick. Some are alcoholics til they realize they are also bipolar and also get properly treated,, this is not easy to find,, proper treatment,, but, once you do, you even out. Thats where I am on an almost regular basis,, thanks to a med which is an MAOI, nardil.

I do though about once/twice a yr, go thru the manic stage,,,, i can literally drive one NUTs if they hang around me to much,, for like most with this,, we are quite the talkers,, and think often "We can cure any problem, do anything, nothing stands in our way". Many famous people in the past and now,, also have this,,,, for that creative energy when directed in the right area's,,, is fullfilling,, and can benefit others. Did you know that Abraham Lincoln was? Vincent Van Go (sp?),, and many others. This is why I can be creative,, and come up with some interesting challenges, discussions for the Dawggie/LWD teams !

Of course it can have a negative conquence also. For something NEEDs to be done with that energy. Normally i'd go for a walk,, and burn it off,,,, it takes an hr walk for me to do so.

At this point, I am not able to. Most of you know why. For those who don't,,,, I had surgery on foot,,,, than broke it,,, than it got an infection, and now the screws ,, you can see coming out of my foot (Emergency appt is on Thurs, we are getting snow over night,, than hard rain, and my friend who drives me,,, will NOT drive in those conditions).

I looked up on SPARKS,,,, Anxious eating. IT suggested one do a type of activity to keep their fingers, mind busy so the anxiety goes down.

Here are the things I have that I know I'll work on:

1) work with my 5LB weight, til I am tired
2) Find doable yoga on youtube with my foot being UP
3) Work with my chalk drawings
4) SING my heart OUT ! I usually do this for hrs, but didn't even THINK of today,,, and today I am OUT of control on eating,,, about hourly !
5) Read,, something I LOVE to do, and do NOT do enough ! Also to make sure I DO NOT EAT while doing this,, and it takes me two hands to hold my kindle and move the "pages".
6) Play soduko on my kindle,, LOL Its also on color ! SO NEAT !
7) Play with Izzy (Cat) and also brush her out,,, she'll LOVE IT !!!

If you have other idea's,,, where I do not have to spend more $$ on things,, Cheri , I LOVED ur wood burning idea,,,, I've looked into it, and at some point,, i will probably do so.
It has to be non physical or something if physical does NOT involve the neck or feet,,, my back also hurts wickly, so plz be careful around this.

TY SO MUCHERS for reading this.

  
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NILLAPEPSI 12/3/2014 7:09AM

    I have some family members who are bi-polar. I wish I could bottle their energy sometimes. emoticon

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CHERIRIDDELL 12/3/2014 12:58AM

    Diane ,I feel your pain .I am not bipolar but I am creative and as my husband says my mind is in permanent overdrive. It was not so much of a problem when I could exercise for three or four hours a day at high intensity but like you I face serious injury .I will keep thinking of things to keep us busy and out of trouble rug hooking? Macramé?

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DEE107 12/3/2014 12:40AM

    Hugs my friend

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GOULDSGRANITE 12/2/2014 11:51PM

    2 and 5 and repeat! i am reading 2 books on Yoga! LOL

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DOLLYHOLLY 12/2/2014 6:43PM

    emoticon Take good care!

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