Monday, May 16, 2011
I have had so many false starts this past year and now it is getting serious. I need to lose these 10 pounds. So trying again. My motivation is just that I don't want to have to purchase larger clothes. The ones I have fit but any more gaining and they won't. I have some skinny things that I saved from ages ago that I want to get into again and these last 10 pounds will do it.
I have been much more depressed lately and need to lose to help with that. When I was losing, I felt better about myself and now that I haven't lost but gained 5 pounds, I feel awful.
I also need to work on what I want in my life. Just losing pounds shouldn't be THE thing to get me up in the morning. I have so much more and need to see what my goals are for Me. Lived my life for others for so long, that I don't know how to want something for me, let alone know what it is.
So those are the goals, to lose the weight and find out what I need in my life.
Wish me luck.