Tuesday, December 15, 2009
I have been realizing lately. As the years go by, I write less and less and I become less and less creative. I feel so repressed and closed off in a way.
The kabbalah lesson for this week is to focus on doing the work and not worrying about the destination. I keep telling myself this all day. Don't worry just keep your head down and work. Stop thinking ahead and analyzing and figuring out and planning. Just do the work. I don't have the power to know or control everything my life will be. I want more magic, light and creative experiences in my life.
I changed my profile. Although I loved the old background and I felt like it was me, an iceberg with 90% of the depth under the surface, I feel like that is perpetuating a bad thing for me right now.
I have changed it to the faery card I love, Solus. If I had to choose a soulmate, it would be him, or what I see in him (EXCEPT HE WOULD HAVE A BODY!!!)
I put myself back to the Fast Break Stage and I am going to try to do this right.
I have so many sparkfriends who have achieved so much and are such beautiful people, I want to be able to be supportive and loving and successful too!
Thank you for all your support!!!
P.S. I love So You Think You Can Dance.
It makes me feel so powerful and creative. I want to dance like that.
After I clear some goals up... Totally doing dance classes again!