Wednesday, December 31, 2008
New Years Eve!
Down a pound today finally, thanks Aunt Flo. I am still just at a healthy BMI. Definitely want to lose 5 lbs to get back to 140. But I looked last year and I was actually at 137 this time last year and trying to get down to 135. People thought I looked too thin (and apparently older - who needs honest friends lol) so 135-140 is still fine. Main weight goal is to do this though and I know what to do and am ready to settle down with the snacking and will get back on track, I have been this week just a few extra snacks and down a little so it is working.
Otherwise 2009 main goal is to get into our house. The PM said it could be as little as 9 weeks, we may have to wait to finish the septic though depending on the weather, so we definitely need some dry weather soon. Its been rainy and slightly warmer. I dug 500 feet of driveway up to the house so they can resume work today - but so far nobody showed up!
Otherwise work on my relationships, with DH and DD, be more patient and loving.
I am working on prosperity issues and being more prosperous, normally I am but whether its the economy or what I seem to be stumbling with this lately, partly because people are not paying me, but I need to rise above this and create the prosperity I want.
I would like to make some new friends, but am not too good at it, I still miss my best friend who died very much, I had known her over 15 years and she just really understood me and we could talk about so many things, I don't really share with any of my other friends. I also lost another old friend earlier this year, we were not so close but she was also someone who you could always talk to and who really just got who I am. For some reason these were the two friends who I most felt this with. Most of my friends are not close by, just one not so close friend I have made since I moved here and she is always busy and whenever we plan to meet something seems to come up. I even got to the point of asking if she really wanted to be my friend, which she said she did, but last time we planned to meet, it snowed and she cancelled right away. I am keeping the door open but honestly I need some real friends close-by to do things with, both for myself and DD.
So there we have it! Happy 2009!