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Started school today

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

signed up for 3 fitness classes zumba, body sculpt, and yoga and then adding that to my already 1 hour elliptical routine and that will hopefully get me somewhere. so all that was good today but still a little sad about some things that happened yesterday and the day before--have to move past that and stop feeling gloomy.

  


So i had a learning lesson today..

Monday, June 01, 2009

I toook the my first person ever to court to try and get some well over due justice but since i did not have the kind proof the judge was looking for it did not get ruled in my favor which sucks but i was able to get some of the things that the other person had back so that is good enough for me. thing is all this made for a trying day but so far i have 11 days abstinent from sugar, flour, wheat, bascially all the high carbohydrate unhealthly food with the helf of the FAA. and i will stay abstinent from the foods the rest of the day. this is the farthest i have come in a long while . FAA has helped me to reconnect with my god and myself and i am very grateful for that:) emoticon

  


JUST WANT TO EAT!

Monday, May 18, 2009

I always just want to eat everything and i cant what is wrong with me if i do that i will never get off the couch! So i signed my self up for a bunch of fitness classes along with my one regular class at my college and my financial aid will pay to help me lose weight. 3 fitness classes which is what i normally do when i can not seem to get myself motivated. anything to pull myself out of a rut!

  
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WOLFKITTY 5/18/2009 2:45PM

    I seem to always want to eat LESS when I exercise more. :D I hope that happens with you and your fitness classes.... Of course, you could always take the free route and be sure to get up and take a short walk when you get the munchies. Just by adding another 10 minutes of activity to your daily life would boost your weight loss efforts.

Good luck on all of your goals!
Jocelyn

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enough

Sunday, May 10, 2009

This never ever gets better i swear! one week i am okay and the next completly opposite which gets me nowhere. since i eat to comfort any uncomfortableness that happens in my daily life and people or a person should i say says i have will but i feel like giving up on everything. i have been on medication and i am done with all that its all a facade to life. like a cover up and it does not actually make anything better. for a little while you would think the little while that the med does give you a feeling better you would be able to pull your life back together but once it stops working everything comes tumbling down again. and your right back in the same spot. adding on to meds is not the awnser these are chemicals that you put in your body and if they were meant to be there we would have been born with them. unfortunatly not all of us are born with what is needed to cope with life. some days i just feel like not going on and if it were not for my dog and cats that might have come true a long time ago. now not only do i still have that but a fiance in prison who needs me and being needed is almost a help because it keeps me here but at the same time its bother some because i dont want to be here anymore dealing with life how can one live this way its so terrible and its been like this for so long. i want to live and enjoy every bit of my life and i know it takes me to make it right or better but when me doesent want to do anything anymore cause your just so tired of it all feeling like this and not being able to accomplish your goals and just plain out sabotageing your own self.

  
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IRISHDANEANGEL 5/26/2009 12:48AM

    Oh - please do not give up Destiny! Just keep going on and on. A year ago I was very down in the dumps, wonderful man in my life but w some problems, and then the pregnancy and I didn't want to feel he was with me just for the baby. I was very confused. But Glen stuck with me and loved me and made some changes, and this year I have a new family and a wonderful (if not chaotic) life and a beautiful baby boy and a wonderful caring big sister for him. You can never see into the future, but it has to hold more for you than bleakness sweetie. I will be thinking about you this week. Just keep doing one day at a time - this is your time to put you as #1 in your life. This is YOUR time. emoticon emoticon

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SHELLINPA 5/11/2009 7:10AM

    Don't give up. Sometimes, you will finally achieve the best, and longterm results, when you feel like you have hit rock-bottom. This has happened to me 2 times in my life, the most recent being this year. I finally got disgusted enough that I decided nothing, not even myself, would stop me this time. Channel your frustration, anger, and any other emotions into determination. It can work. The other blog is right. Turn to God, pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and start again with a new determination. We are here to support you!

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ANGELBEARHILL 5/10/2009 10:40PM

  I so do hear you. You pretty much summed up my life. Ups and downs. I have to remember to turn to God for support. I don't really talk to anyone about my feelings. They mostly come out/show as anger.
All I can say is hang in there. emoticon

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action

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

I finally at the action phase and have been doing pretty damn well if i dont say so myself it almost feels wonderful to be free again:) emoticon emoticon

  
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