Sunday, May 25, 2008
It's been a really rough day for me. I am an emotional eater, and lately I've been feeling very lonely. My divorce from my husband will be final in July of this year, and it's so hard being alone and raising two small children. Sometimes I feel like I want to quit, but I know that I will be strengthened through it all. I am realizing that I don't like what I see when I look in the mirror and that in order for me to be in a relationship with someone, that I am going to have to be right with myself first. I am not there yet. I need to allow time to heal and find my own way. I feel conflicted, because even though I know that is true--I feel like a piece of myself is gone and I just bury it with food and I can't do that anymore. I just need prayers right now.