I have been with Spark people 1 year on July 7th and i have looked back on the year with you Great people and WoW Have i changed! i was thinking of changing my over indulgent life style! My brother had passed away i was his caregiver and here i was grieving for my loss of the friend, brother and Hero in my life and it hit me like nothing i ever felt You need to change your ways or you will be next! Dont know where it came from like a premonition or from Spirit but that was the start and by accident i was on line looking up calories in of all things avacados and i came to spark people and this is what lit the flame like the olympic torch and i am just so-o Thankful i was brought to my senses to quit killing my self by over eating and joined the best team in the world! Im so-o proud to be part of this! Sometimes people say i wish i could lose weight and tell them what i did but they just dont join! I now feel so sorry for others i meet and huge people i see in wheel chairs at the nursing home that they never had the motivation and help i got here with the friends i have here and for the Spark Guy, without him we wouldnt have this and his staff is a great team too! Iam totally grateful for every thing and im also Thankful i have Jesus in my corner for without him i would be a lost sheep for sure! The great Spirit helps us if we atleast try to help ourselves and do our part and he makes the road easier! Blessings for all your help! You have changed me forever and i promise i will not slip off and if i do ill get right back on track! Blessings, Love and Joy to all,BONNIE
I tryed to Thank each one of you for making my done Girl of the Day so-o awesome! So just in case i missed one of you Thanks! I felt really special and you Gals are just Awesome! With this kind of support How can i go wrong and if i goof up it is now only a day here and there and i always get my butt in gear and get back on track! With out all of the support i dont think i would have made the change!s in my life!Sending LUV, HUGS and BLESSINGS, BONNIE
Friday i seen the most Beautiful sight! There were two Bald Eagles that were flying over my Property and low too so i could see them well! They were so Beautiful it almost brought tears to my eyes! It came to mind after ,what it would be like to be free to soar without Limitations to soar over the land and see it from an arial view! They go from lake to Lake to feed but have never seen them like this! I felt blessed! They can do as they please and frolick in the air!
It made me think that i too have the ability to spread my wings to be free and to soar to do new and Beautiful things in my life! I will continue my courses , to make new chapters, use my imagination and joyfully soar to who knows where my imagination can take not just Me but any one who chooses this way! Release old un healthy ways and take care of your bodies for you and for the Creator too as he dwells in all of us! Its up to us to make our plan on our New chapters! We are all Free to create our new selves free as those amazing eagles i seen and they seemed so joy full up there flying together.
Lets All soar together and see what our New Chapters are like! I wished i could fly like thay were ! it would be amazing to see what they see from their view! Prayers and blessing sent your way, BONNIE
My Dear Mom has passed so i have no Mom to be with and have no Children .i wasnt too excited on being with some one elses mom so.. i decided to go have a Little Retreat to get away and just honor my Mom in my own way! So .. as usual i headed to the woods It was the most Beautiful day! I decided to take my lunch with me iced tea with Lemon Greek yogurt with fresh Black berries and a banana for my picnic! i went way back to the opening up at the Back of the 78 acres! Walked thru Huge pines up the hill thru the hard woods!It is a good place to have my walking Meditation and to relax when i finally got back there! Lots of incline! The Hen turkeys came along having a bad day moment and they was fighting like nothing ive seen! Maybe now theyre fighting over the toms that follow them around all the time! last week they wanted nothing to do with them! Im thinking before ya know it the Hens will be Moms with Ten or Twelve little ones running behind her! The Deer are not around! Im thinking some of the does are ready or have had a fawn or two and one day theyll all be brought in for me to see! I thought of my Mom who was an amazing MOM and loved me even when i was not too lovable and i was sending my thoughts to her and know she would love this place and hopes she knows how much i loved her! Im hoping my message got to her! So it was an amazing Day! I loved the peaceful time in Nature even tho the Hens were having a fit and feel so blessed to be living my Dream of living here! Even tho i didnt think id be alone i am and im doing ok! This Life wouldnt be for every one but i love my life in the woods with my wild furry and feathered friends! Im looking forward to them bringing their little ones to my yard ! Im kinda like an OLD Mother hen to them! Im feeling really good after a long walk now i think ill go rest on the covered porch and see whats happening out there! I just thought id share my Retreat day ! Blessings to all !This always seems to help me when i blog a bout my Little world in the wilds of N. Michigan, BONNIE Blessings and Joy!
This was my day to Rewind and enjoy the Day and i sure did! Every thing was just coming alive Out in the woods on this Beautiful SACRED Sunday! I walked for about 20 minutes and did my usual stop and i laid down in the glass along the old logging road! it is easier walking and safer to walk on! I heard no Human noises like cars motor bikes and so forth,Just the wind blowing thru the pines and huge maples! The Wood peckers were going all out as was the Tom Turkeys or Jakes as they call them! Gobbling up a storm.. Then i heard loud crunchy leaf noices multiple ones and there they came the turkeys all in a line the biggest one first and younger less mature ones behind! The big one started puffing it self out and made his tail go into a fan and dancing a round showing off! They seen me but i didnt move much and they didnt mind me being there probably wondering why i was in the woods and not on the porch where i usually am watching them! They then started doing there March thru the woods then i heard more rustling and four Deer came thru and when it got to the road the one gave me a long look and i did the same and off they went across the trail into the woods!It was fun to watch and so-o relaxing too!Its different when i see them out in the woods even tho i see them daily in the yard!I didnt see the red tailed hawk today as i usually do and he hovers high above watching me yes like a hawk! I choose to think that is my brothers spirit watching over me , who knows it sure does watch til i get in the yard! So-o cool !!The Blue birds were checking out the nest boxes again and im hopeing they stay for the summer! I had a nice Meditative relaxing day! I feel invigerated and after my rest i think ill go back out and see what else is going on and maybe ill do a little more weeding that i didnt get too!Just thought id share a day in my life! I enjoy writing about being in this wild Place !Maybe ill do a weekly blog on what Mother Earth is up too! I got my excercise, my meditation , my prayers all done and am feeling great too! There was Alot of Great Energy out there today! Many blessings friends,BONNIE(deerlady)