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2011! A year of learning to move on and taking care of my self!

Tuesday, January 03, 2012

This sure has been a real learning Experience this Year! Ive learned to be totally on my own! I lost my Hero , my brother, my Aunt who was like my Mom and my cousin who was in the Hospital for 56 days almost died!! It was in this time of greiving for my loss and waiting in the Hospital for my cousin to make progress that i decided now is the time i have to start taking care of my self! God for sure has been with me thru it all!! I never had time before to even think about myself because i was a care giver! I felt i could either live in gloom or to see the light and bust out of this cacoon i felt i was in!A year later here i am and Thank GOD i seen the light and moved on ! I still know in Spirit my Brother is here! I can just feel his presence every day and think he and God were up to this to gether to Help me move on cause i have come so far and am ready to go to new heights for sure in 2012 and all of you has kept me going ,inspired me and even Loved me while i was in the grieving time! Thank you for all your kind words and all those little Pink Hugs you sent me! They meant as much as real hugs! BLessings to all of You and may we all move ahead as works in progress, Luv ya all , BONNIE emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

  
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RONNIEHUEY 1/5/2012 7:03PM

    Hugs to you and your loved ones!

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SUSIEPH1 1/3/2012 1:57PM

    Great Blog Bonnie .. You sound so happy!!
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Love Susie

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This is the Year Im gona spread my Wings and fly!,Come and join me!

Friday, December 30, 2011

My intuition is telling me This morning This is my Year to acheive my goals ! Im tired of being the Fat girl , the un healthy one!! With your help and my determination im gona do this even tho most my life i have been a Failure!!! I was even a big baby( almost 10 #at birth)Im ready to break out of this caccoon and be the Butterfly and to spread my wings ! From now on i am a work in progress to be The best i can be inside and outside!Come on friends Lets all be works and fly to gether to goals we only dreamed of!Lets FLY! This is our YEAR! emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticonBONNIE

  
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DANMAR1 1/3/2012 9:51AM

    Bonnie the last few days when I read your post I get a picture and feeling of us running arm in arm into the future...the feeling is we CAN do it! When I read the last 2 post this morning I just had to share it with you. Hope it does not sound weird..oh well if it does...your crazy SP friend..you already knew I have a strange sense of humor...giggle. emoticon emoticon

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LIVINGFREE19 12/31/2011 10:56PM

    I know you will do it this year. i also believe I will with all of the knowledge I have gained on this site.
I hope you have a very happy, healthy and safe New Year, my dear friend!
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LENHARDT 12/31/2011 7:09PM

    I'm in ;)
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AWESOMECAROL55 12/31/2011 11:00AM

    Bonnie..Great blog!! You can do it...let's soar in 2012!! Focus on your goal & don't let anything stop you!!

Hugs..Carol

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VICIOUS421 12/31/2011 1:33AM

    I am with you Bonnie!!!! This will be our year!!!!!
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SUSIEPH1 12/30/2011 4:43PM

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I am with you all the way Bonnie !!. We can do this together ..
Love and Hugs Susie emoticon emoticon

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BONOLICIOUS2 12/30/2011 10:16AM

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Let's make it a great new year!

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JAZZEJR 12/30/2011 9:28AM

    emoticon The fact that we're here on SP says we're of the same mind. Let's just do it!

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LINTPICKER 12/30/2011 9:25AM

    I am with you on this! We can do this!!

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CLARKMOMOF3 12/30/2011 8:58AM

    Good luck! emoticon

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WATCHMEGO! 12/30/2011 8:55AM

    Flying right alongside you!

You have a great attitude and WILL make it happen!

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The Deerlady is READY to get back on Track!!!

Monday, December 26, 2011

There is one thing for sure, Ive been on one Heck of a eating binge not just yesterday but this whole week and when i look back i didnt enjoy the over indulging half as much as i used too! It used to be like a fix a little high but it wasnt this time !! I was just stuffing my self cause that little voice said EAT, EAT cause you deserve it!!!! Deserve it! Right! So-o Ill use this as a learning experience and hopefully know better next time !Im ready to get back on track and eat healthy and get my excercise daily! The little voice isnt gona say WAIT til the New Year cause im not listening! The time is NOW! Til later friends, Bonnie ( blessings to all of you)

  
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VICIOUS421 12/26/2011 10:41PM

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LIVINGFREE19 12/26/2011 7:00PM

    I agree with you, it doesn't feel as good as it seems anymore. After i get done with one of these, I just think how unnecessary it really was.
I love the picture of the deer!
I hope you had a wonderful Christmas, friend!
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SUSIEPH1 12/26/2011 6:31PM

    Getting back on track is not easy ...
I dare not stop my lifestyle nutrition, as I find it very hard to get back on track
I wish you well ... love your new page photo how very sweet...Love and Hugs Susie emoticon emoticon

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NANA2PRINCESSES 12/26/2011 8:45AM

    Good for you. I've made a resolve not to wait until the new year either. Now is a good time, and every experience is a learning one.
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A Tribute to my Brother, Thomas ( 1964- 2010

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

I have spent a lot of my life taking care of my wonderful MOM and my Hero for sure, my brother Thomas who literally went thru Hell and back living with MS especially in the last seven years! In that time of helping them i forgot to even think of my self!They was the priority#1 ! It has made me the person i am now and i would do it all again in a minute! I loved them dearly!I thought they was my life and when i lost both of them, well i was devastated! Especially my Brother! We spent most of our time together! In the last six years he taught me more about loving God and being Positive no matter how bad things get! How he kept that smiling face is more than i can imagine cause he needed help with everything he did! We had an electric lifter, and tiltiing wheel chair to keep him from getting bed sores and to be comfortable .He still didnt cease to inspire the lost who came to visit and the kids when they came over! He loved the company and thought they was all gifts! When he was a teacher he inspired some of the biggest trouble makers i ever seen and i didnt see what he seen in them! When he died in 2010 i got all these beautiful letters from all these adults who have become teachers lawyers a doctor and yes a Hs principal ! i would have never thought they had it in them , but he did! He has left me with this un believable strength and Love for every one like he had and i try to keep that positive attitude always ! Thank you Thomas for one hell of a ride and i am Thankful you continue to be my Spirit guide for sure! Your inspiring Ways will be alive always,I hope your up there dancing with the Angels , no crutchs , no wheel chairs , no lifters , just wings! Bonnie emoticon emoticon

  
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LENHARDT 12/31/2011 7:12PM

    I'm sure your brother is very happy about how you feel and is watching over you! emoticon

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HDHAWK 12/21/2011 9:40PM

    What a wonderful tribute to a wonderful brother.

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LIVINGFREE19 12/21/2011 4:52PM

    That was so nicely written!
My MS, by the grace of God, has not got real bad yet.
I am still able to walk without devices!
I see a lot of MS people with really good characters! They just love the human interaction they get, and their faith in God and that is all they need! It is very comforting to watch these people in the advanced stages,with their great dispositions.
I am glad you had so many great years with your brother!
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MSHUFFNPUFFN 12/21/2011 1:12AM

    What a blessing to have such a wonderful spirit guide, one who lives on through your memories and through all the people whose lives he touched. AWESOME!! emoticon emoticon emoticon

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SUSIEPH1 12/20/2011 12:45PM

    Ohh Bonnie! Your love for your brother shines through your Blog!!.
Such a lovely tribute my friend!! .
I am sending you love my friend, and be comforted by knowing his legacy lives on in so many of the children he helped to make such a success of their lives ..
Love and Hugs Susie


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GAYLE-G-63 12/20/2011 10:06AM

    Beautifully written, you brought tears to my eyes this morning. Thank you for sharing.

Huggz,
~Gayle~

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DANMAR1 12/20/2011 9:43AM

    Beautiful Bonnie.

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A poem written on Mother Teresas wall, (DO IT ANYWAY!)

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

People are often unreasonable, irrational and self centered. For give them anyway.

If you are Kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives. Be kind any way.

If you are successful, you will win some un faithful friends and some Genuine enemies Succeed any way.

If you are honest and sincere people may deceive you. Be honest and sincere anyway.

What you spend years creating, others could destroy overnight.Create any way.

If you find serenity and Happiness, some may be jealous. Be happy any way

The good you do today, will often be forgotten. Do Good any way

Give the best you have, and it will never be enough. Give the best any way.

In the final analysis, it is between you and GOD . It was never between you
between you and them anyway.


I just read this poem and thought it was so-o true! Mother Teresa is one of my heros
and i Love her words and writings!! I just thought id share! Blessings to you all!Bonnie emoticon emoticon

  
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BEARSFANNDENVER 12/25/2011 8:54AM

    Thanks for sharing this! It's easy to be discouraged when others may not share our vision & to grow weary in doing well!

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DANMAR1 12/14/2011 5:51PM

    Oh what good advice! Thanks for sharing and the cute snow man. I feel like you are there for me too...so glad! emoticon

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SUSIEPH1 12/14/2011 3:54PM

    Thanks Bonnie! I love her writing too .. hugs Susie emoticon emoticon

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