Thursday, June 07, 2012
It seems when you get really off track and you're less active on here, you receive less support. Therefore, its a vicious cycle of staying off track. The past couple months have been nothing short of chaotic!! Here comes my rant:
-My knee was deemed as having lost some cartilage and that's why I was in so much pain. I have been taking glucosamine with chondroitin for almost a month now and it seems mostly back to normal thank goodness!! Most people if they couldn't exercise would watch what they eat even more, but not me! When I can't exercise, my whole plan just goes to the wayside. I have been eating HORRIBLY and have felt the effects. Thankfully I've only gained about 2 lbs in the past month, but it's two more lbs I now have to lose on top of the 37.
-I have also been really down with feelings of lonliness and sadness. My divorce has been final over a year now and it's not that I miss my ex, but that I miss having someone there. There's been a couple that have shown interest, but nothing I'm willing to write home about. My grandfather was diagnosed with cancer in the bladder (he had it in a kidney two years ago) and possibly the aorta. He's 77, so this will be no picnic.
-I had my wisdom teeth out Monday. Still recovering, but doing well.
Now that everything is starting to normalize again, I really need to get back on track and get my booty into gear! I'm hoping my friends here will help me with that. I have joined a 10 week challenge at work for exercise and I really want to do well!! I need to get back into Zumba and strength training.
I ordered my bridesmaid dress for the November wedding in Texas today. I'm hoping by the time it comes around they'll have to alter the crap out of it haha. I really want to lose about 20 more before the wedding...gives me just under 5 months to do it. And Ireland is rapidly approaching, 4 1/2 months for that trip! Sunday I take mesurements for the third time, I'm a little scared of the results...
So thanks to the friends who have been checking up on me over the past couple months. I'm back!