Friday, March 13, 2009
I felt very bad emotionally yesterday, always have had self worth issues, and
whether or not someone is being honest with me. I also had my dr. appt. and
we butted heads. I cannot see any reason to take medication for something I
don't have, but might get. I am also upset with some personal things that are
better left unspoken, and is not being resolved. My failure to get off the very
persistent plateau I am on, why my diet gets sabotaged or why I allow someone
to do that, its like a mental treadmill I never seem to be able to get off of.
To each one of you beloved people who came to my rescue and prayed yesterday,
thank you so much. I am sitting here with tears just rolling.....in spite of everything
that is wrong right now, I am BLESSED to have all of you.....................