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I Can Not Solve My Head Out?

Thursday, April 07, 2011

So I know my title for this blog might be strange but in honesty, it is what truely is going on with me. I can not for the life of me, solve my head out. I kno I can do this, I can make the change I want, I can make the change I need to make. Yet, everyday I lose sight of whats important to make it, I let my food go, I let my exercise go. I know its important, Its something that needs a pretty good deal of my attention but yet something stirs me from it, something says its okay to do the opposite. Is my mind or atleast part of it in rebellion against me? i jsut dont kno, I'm hopeing I can figure it out though so I can move forward with my goals.


Day 2: Crush

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Dear Evil Crush,

I like you and the only prob is your a pain in the ass! There's days where I want to take your head and just smash it with my fist and scary enough I have no clue why or what ya did to deserve it. Well okay, I lied there because there is a reason I'm just not going to say what it is so ha!!

With Care, The Evil Bitch From Your Nightmares


Day 1: Best Friend

Friday, January 21, 2011

Well I dont really have a best friend, more like siblings. Anywho there is someone that I miss dearly who I was severely close to back in the day of my youngness,lol!

Dear old friend,

I miss you and wish you still lived in Texas, when you moved away it crushed me and for the longest time I was very sullen and sulky. For a long period we had no contact for I had no way of getting a hold of you so the day I found your myspace it certainly brought my spirits up. We only get to contact once in a long while still but knowing I do have a way of talking to makes it easier on me with you being far far away from me. If chance ever arises that either I bring you back to Texas or I come to you in Washington it shall be taken, that is a promise. I love and miss you dearly!


30 Days of Letters

Friday, January 21, 2011

Write a letter to:

Day 1: Your best friend

Day 2: Your crush

Day 3: Your parents

Day 4: Your sibling (Or closest relative)

Day 5: Your Ex boyfriend

Day 6: A Stranger

Day 7: Your dreams

Day 8: Your favorite internet friend

Day 9: Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10: Someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to

Day 11: A deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12: The person who has caused you the most pain

Day 13: Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14: Someone you've drifted away from

Day 15: The person you miss the most

Day 16: Someone that's not in your state/country

Day 17: Someone from your childhood

Day 18: The person that you wish you could be

Day 19: Someone that pesters you

Day 20: The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21: Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22: Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23: The last person you kissed

Day 24: The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25: A person who you know is going through a hard time

Day 26: The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27: The friendliest person you know

Day 28: Someone that changed your life

Day 29: The person you want to tell everything to, but are too afraid to

Day 30: Your reflection in the mirror

I figureed I could do this and at the same time put in a weightloss twist. The 30th day is a letter to my reflection. It would be nice to tell myself I look a lil bit more slim or better in face and figure. So for 30 days I'm going to get back on track and get my weightloss a going again. I plan to write a happy letter on the 30th :)

  Member Comments About This Blog Post:

EUPHRATES 1/26/2011 4:00AM

    Wbat a cool idea! I think I'll do it on my livejournal! (I've been neglecting it for sparkpeople lately and I know it's lonely...)

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DARKROSE1989 1/21/2011 11:30PM

    Ya it is its not mine thou, I only contributed the weightloss. Another one of my buddies started it, I'm thankful for their genuis! Totally forgot to put that in there,lol!

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SPARKINGINMASS 1/21/2011 11:24PM

    Thats a really cool idea!! emoticon

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Monday 15, 2010

Monday, November 15, 2010

I def fell off the wagon these past 2 weeks mostly. I am getting back on stable ground for sure this week. Last night I did 15 mins of exercise to get back in the groove of it and am watching my food good today. I'm going to get the pounds I gained off again and move forward in my weightloss!

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FATROCKSTAR 11/15/2010 1:54PM

    You can do this!......Normandy emoticon

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