Saturday, December 17, 2011
Yes I'm a bit depressed about it too. Don't get me wrong, I love my life but today I was planning to go Christmas shopping with my Mom and she forgot. It wouldn't be a big deal...but my sister said she wanted to hang out last week and where was she? Guess she was busy...I texted but heard nothing. My brother is mad at me because I missed my nephew's birthday. I really do feel bad about it...and the truth is that I forgot...with tests and finals. Also, was trying to help my Mother-in-law get on her flight safely.
So, we are going to Disney World for Christmas and I wanted to spend time with my family before we left. I feel like the only one available to hang out on days other than the holidays is my mom.
So, in a way because of this usual pattern we've been thinking about moving to Colorado. My other dear Mom and Dad is there...and I still have friends there. Yes, it's a crazy thought right now with this economy but why wouldn't God be with us there too?
I really had more friends when I used to party...wouldn't go back to that lifestyle... but it's amazing how people behave. Wish we could all be more considerate and open to others. Maybe this is God's way of keeping me so close to Him. But you know...it seems people just play games...and I'm just not playing.
Life goes on...and my hunny is home!