Friday, May 30, 2014
SOOOOO...It's My BIRTHDAY.. I should be HAPPY??? HMMMM..
Today should be a day filled with HAPPINESS & EXCITEMENT!!! However, I am not.. Don't get me wrong.. I am BEYOND BLESSED but realize that I am NOT MY BEST!! I mean when I look at my life everything is great I have 2 AMAZING SONS, Loving Husband, Wonderful Career, Beautiful Home, & a Great Family but there's 1 thing missing ~ MYSELF!!!
Yes, I'm missing being the BEST CASSANDRA. I am unhappy with the way I look. I weighed in today said "245.2." This is what my life is over 240 pounds of FAT, SADNESS, & UNHEALTHINESS. I NEED to conquer this weight problem. I want to be Happy & fill Great when I look at pictures of myself.
I am going to make the most of the day because I know my husband has plans for us tonight & want to show him that I appreciate him making my day special.
Next year for my birthday, I'm going to Jamaica & will not be this weight!!
Just needed to vent.