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Well that didn't go according to plan.

Friday, August 29, 2014

So worked my ass off for this class and got one of the best scores on the pre-exam but I still failed the next exam. So frustrating. Now I have to take a boot-camp class for one day next week and if I don't end up passing the exam this next time I am done. You only have two chances. And the instructor was surprised that I didn't pass. Thanks for making me feel worse dude. I am so disappointed. I barely got any sleep because of all the studying I did and I did more quizzes than anyone. Damn Frustrating! Really want to crawl up into a ball over this. Trying not to but it seriously sucks.

  
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TWESTEN1 8/30/2014 10:33AM

    That sounds frustrating and disappointing. Hopefully the next try will be great - especially with you doing the best on the pre exam (are you sure they graded the test correctly???). Anyway, try not to stress about taking it again. You know this stuff & you can do it. Fingers crossed for you!

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MOTTAMAMALOU 8/30/2014 7:27AM

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Keep at it and don't let the b******s get you down. Just give yourself a break, clear your mind, take a deep breath…and ace those exams.

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FOCUSD 8/29/2014 10:03PM

  My fingers are crossed for you!

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MICKEYD4 8/29/2014 9:58PM

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Frustrated with this stupid class!

Tuesday, August 26, 2014

Ok so I am taking this licencing class for a possible job. It is so frustrating! I am getting a headache from all the material. A freaking 6 hour class in which they want another 3 hours of homework done before the next day? When I was told about this they said it would be 1 hour of homework which is much easier for me being as I am super busy this week. I have to take 9 quizzes and pass them tonight so far I have only passed one and I have been trying for over an hour. Maybe I am just not cut out for this. I just don't know what to do.

And to make matters worse I received an email for a job in which I would need this licence for more money than I make now but they want me available 8-8 on the weekends which doesn't work for me.

I really just want to throw something!!!!!

  


Just another manic Monday!

Monday, August 25, 2014

So I did a lot of running around today. I have a possible job coming up I have to take some classes Tues- Friday this week. For like 6 hours a day. Job better be worth the pay and the 40 minute drive at the end of this. Either way I will get a certificate out of it. So I got things to pack for lunch because there is a lunch break and I don't know where to get food out there. Also I have to make sure I eat well at lunch this week because Wed and Thursday this week will probably be dinner out because we have free movie tickets Wed to see that new movie SO above Now below (it officially comes out on Friday) and Thursday night we are going to our first EAGLES game! I am so excited!!!!! It is a pre-season game but I don't care we got great seats at a great price. But because of the time I will be home after this class we won't have time to make dinner just grab and go. And I am talking no time to microwave. Its that close.

Anyway it looks like it will be a busy week. My plan is to get up early to do a workout before hand because of the long drive to and from and the busy week ahead.

It was also a good day because I lost 2.8 pounds since last week!!!!!

  
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TWESTEN1 8/30/2014 10:35AM

    Great job on the weight loss!!! Did you enjoy the Eagles game?! One of my friends took her 3 sons to the same one ~ I'm a PA girl but I like the Carolina Panthers, but I will still route for your boys on occasion!

Sounds like it was a rough week - hope the weekend is better!

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MOM2ACAT 8/26/2014 5:19PM

    Congrats on the pounds lost!

I hope positive things come out of that job, and enjoy the movie and the game!

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Bike Ride Disaster

Sunday, August 24, 2014

So went for a bike ride today. Was 8.5 miles total. Would have been longer but I started getting sick. I don't know if it was that I hadn't had much to eat or was dehydrated or the heat but I had to call my dad to come pick me up and my guy wanted to ride his bike home. So he waited until my dad came and picked me up. Was quicker that way also because he would have needed to ride home then come get me. Frustrated. I feel better now but still not 100%. Needless to say I was dehydrated after. :(

  
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MOM2ACAT 8/25/2014 2:13PM

    Glad to hear you are feeling better today! emoticon

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CUPKAKE137 8/25/2014 9:21AM

    Yeah I don't know what my problem was I drank water before we left and drank water during the ride and we even had extra water with us. I do feel better today.

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SNUZSUZ 8/25/2014 8:12AM

    I'm sorry. Hope you are better today!

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MOTTAMAMALOU 8/25/2014 5:45AM

    Take care. Please bring water with you when you bike ride.
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NEVERORNOW 8/24/2014 9:03PM

    Glad you're feeling better!

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LIZSPRINGSTEEN 8/24/2014 8:18PM

    Hope you feel better soon!!!

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GRRR!

Saturday, August 23, 2014

So today is my mom's birthday and well we don't get along. So we took my dad and my mom to the movies. Saw a movie that my mom wanted to see but didn't end up being a very good movie at all. But every single time I am around my mother she cannot stop herself from saying that I need to lose weight or patting my belly and saying you need to take care of that. Gee thanks! The last time she patted my belly was when I was dressed up nice and felt like I looked pretty good. Yeah that put my mood right in the dumps. And of course she does this at her house before we go to the place we needed to dress up for. So the rest of the time I spent with her I was pissed off. I hate that she does this to me still to this day. She knows that it bothers me and still cannot help herself. It will be a decent day until she pulls that crap. I am trying to lose weight don't make me feel bad. And even when I lost weight the last time which was like 40 pounds I didn't even get a you look good or anything. More you need to lose weight crap. AHHHHH!!!! I think if I end up where I want to be she will still make some comment about me being too fat. UGH!!! So today that's what I had to deal with. That and the disapproving looks from her about my weight. I have always had a weight problem! I was always one of the heavier kids. Yeah it was kept in check for periods of time but its not a new thing. So this is what it has been like for years. I don't remember a time when she didn't make some comment about my weight. She even made comments when I was going through chemo!!!! And she wonders why we don't have a relationship? Its not like I haven't tried over the years to have a relationship with her but every time we spend time together she makes me feel bad about myself. And seriously what kind of mom makes their kid feel bad about themselves all of the time? Its sad that the only way I will have a great mother daughter relationship is when I have a daughter if I am lucky enough.

I really just needed to get that off my chest. Thanks for listening.

  
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RUFFIT 8/25/2014 12:36PM

    I have the same "Crap " from my Mom. They know what buttons to push. I don't want to be negative like her. There is too much in life to live and enjoy.. That is why I say "Have fun" all the time. Sometimes you just have to just let go and go on with your life!! That to me is being "self-caring". Major emoticon

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CINDYLOU4782 8/24/2014 5:37PM

    Hugs

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TROOPER1961 8/24/2014 5:15PM

    Neverornow made a great point. It is NOT you. Best thing is do things that will make you happy and if she decides to hop on your bandwagon then will be on your terms not hers. I am in 50s and there is still the odd dig or the *are u sure u want to eat that* . They do not change but tolerance on your part will make some of that pain go away.WHEN you have children they will be the best! We never make the same mistakes our mothers made with us. Your kids will be healthy and strong on ideals and much more understanding. Trust me on this! I could not be more proud of the 3 amazing men I have raised. You have already fought and survived 1 battle and look how strong it has made you. She did do 1 thing right,,, she had you and you got the best of her DNA!! Be strong kiddo!! You are the best!! emoticon

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MOTTAMAMALOU 8/24/2014 5:11PM

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You do not deserve that! Just go about your merry way.

I see you found a cupcake! I'll have to check on it.

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MOM2ACAT 8/24/2014 3:29PM

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NEVERORNOW 8/24/2014 12:58PM

    Sorry to hear the problems with your mom. My mom and I didn't get along. If there's a way to change things, that would be great, but for me, I found it made no difference what I did, the relationship wouldn't improve. Don't beat yourself up over things you can't change. emoticon

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LIZSPRINGSTEEN 8/24/2014 8:27AM

    I'm so sorry your mom makes you feel that way! That's not nice at all! I'll be praying things get better for you!

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ARNETTELEE 8/23/2014 9:00PM

  Sorry to hear that you don't get along.... things will change with time.

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