Saturday, January 30, 2010
I'm writing to thank all you wonderful people for all the terrific friendships I have developed here through the years. And for all the help, love and support I have received here. Yous are great.
But it's best if I step back right now, so I will be leaving here. I hope to someday be back but right now I am overwhelmed.
With all the health issues I am trying to deal with, my thyroid (or lack of) is causing some big problems and it's also affecting my knee replacement from healing as it should. I am now being referred to an endocrinologist, though without my health insurance, I won't be going. Add to that, they have diagnosed me with TMJ, I have been suffering with it for almost 2 years and my family doctor keep saying it was allergies. So I finally got a referral to an oral surgeon and found out the problem. Now I need to wear a mouth brace day and night because it was left go so long, but my insurance won't cover it. And it's $700.00, 1/2 down when they make the mold, and the other half when I would pick it up in 2 weeks. That is NOT an option.
Money is still a MAJOR issue. And I lost my health insurance. I have 1 week left and that's it. I am even selling my computer to help with my bills. And that is really really hard for me. But I am down to being desperate.
If I can come up with $400.00 more, they will reinstate my health insurance at the end of February. Which means I'm still without health insurance for the month of February, even if I can come up with that kind of money, which I can't. I have been doing my share of praying to God. Though at times when I pray, I feel like I am hitting a brick wall.
I believe I have lost a few really friends, through all this, that were near and dear to my heart, friends that I thought I would have forever. And that breaks my heart.
I am so overwhelmed with my problems that I can't even think straight. It's hard not really having anyone to talk with one on one.
So I'm saying goodbye, as I don't know when I can get back on. I can use my IPhone alittle at least but not enough to stay involved in my teams.
Love ya all!
PS....if anyone wants to stay in touch, you can sparkmail me and I will give you my email address or snail mail address or phone number.