Wednesday, November 07, 2012
I don't really have any other word for it...
I started off the morning by voting. That was irratating in itself. I have never seen such a poorly managed polling station. Those old ladies (bless them) are in no hurry for anything. Luckily, I was only 15 mins late to the library.
My dentist appointment from yesterday got canceled and moved to today, so I had to go do that. I hate the dentist. I hate getting my teeth cleaned. I hate the sound and the feeling of them scraping my teeth. It gives me the willies!!
I had a few hours to kill before Step class, so I went to the mall. I wandered around to various stores and felt lost. I don't know how to explain it. This is the first time I have been able to wear normal sizes in my adult life, and I don't really know where to start. Places like Ross, Walmart and Target seem a lot less overwhelming to me than stores that specialize in clothes like American Eagle or Aeropostle. I feel silly asking the sales people. I mean, I know that is what they are there for, but most of them are teenagers or collage ages kids who are just there to fold sweaters and run a cash register.
"excuse me, I just lost 100 pounds, and I have never been able to shop in your store, so, can you help me because I don't know where to start"
I can imagine the looks I would get!
Then, I stopped at the pizza shop to get my boyfriend a couple slices for his dinner tonight, and I don't know what happened! Ok, I know what happened, but I am still not sure why logic didn't kick in.
I didn't plan well today, and woke up too late to eat breakfast, so I ate a Emerald Breakfast on the Go! instead of a wholesome breakfast. Then, I was in such a rush to leave this morning I didn't even think about packing a lunch and ended up having to eat a crappy Lean Cuisine I left in the library freezer. Normally, I like lean cuisine, but this one sucked. I didn't eat very much of it.
On the way to the dentist, I finished my water and was out.
So, long story short, I was not prepared, I let myself get too hungry, and I made a spur of the moment decision to have buffalo chicken pizza. I only ate about half of it, and then I stopped and tossed it out the car window into the side of the road. I wanted to slap myself for it!
I am not upset that I ate the pizza because it was pizza, but rather I am upset because I wasn't prepared and I didn't plan ahead for the situation.
Then I get to step class, and the usual instructor isn't there but some other woman is. She was doing all of this stuff that was seriously so complicated I was seriously afraid I would fall and break something. So, I just ran up and down on my step when she did all of that. It was only my second ever step class, and I don't think it was a very good one. Thankfully Barb will be back next time and I will be able to keep up (sort of) with what is going on.
I decided then that I wanted to make meatloaf for my work lunches the next few days. I also decided that mixing in a can of diced tomatoes would make it awesome. WRONG!! It made it a pile of mush. So, I threw that out and thankfully had chicken in the freezer and the stuff to make Sweet and Sour chicken.
Then, my mom gave me some awesome dress pants in SIZE 10!! They are a little long, so I will need to get them hemmed. The problem? I think they need ironed. I don't iron. I don't own an Iron. I do not know how to use an Iron. That and I have washed them twice and they still smell like smoke. I am not washing them again! That is why I hate to get anything from my parents house. Everything reeks of smoke. After I quit, I had a hard time dealing with it. The smell was just disgusting. Hopefully though, the pants work out because they are really nice.
I think that is all for now