Sunday, July 24, 2011
uggggg -- I am so tired of eating food. No matter what I eat, it all tastes the same to me.
I am so sick of chicken, fish, beef, pork - no matter how I prepare it, no matter what spices I use, it all tastes like nothing to me.
I know that food is supposed to be fuel for my body, and I should look at it that way and not as something to enjoy, however, I don't now, nor will I ever view food that way. If I don't like what I am eating, that just leads to binges, which leads to purges, which leads to me feeling crappy. Right now, however, it doesn't matter what it is, everything tastes like sand.
I made a new spark recipe last night for my lunch for the next few days. It tastes pretty good when I sampled it last night, but now, it just doesn't seem appealing to me.
I made pasta last night for dinner, and the first bite or two was really good, then it just reminded me of rubber.
I did have a Samuel Adams Cherry Wheat, and it was excellent. Maybe I should just drink beer?