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Friday, May 24, 2013

Soo yesterday was just a get it all out of my system day!

I got a pedicure and seriously sitting in that massage chair for an hr was amazing! I go there every 2 weeks so I know the owner pretty well now and she is soo cute she was like you have long day? I said yea. She said you come any time sit in chair after work 15 min we love to see you. I said I may just be doing that :) She also put a cute lil flower on my toes for free to match my dress for my Bridal Shower this weekend. Sweetie.

Then My brother called and wanted to do dinner- We ended up going to a supper club that we have been going to since we were little- we went to school with the owners kids, and my parents still go every wednesday for date night. It used to be this special day growing up for our bdays or graduation etc we would always pick this place. Last night we just sat at the bar and had a drink and ordered dinner- Since its a supper club they bring white rolls, crackers cheese, ham salad and brownschwagger( haha no clue how to spell that)

Now I have this thing I LOVE ME A GRILLED CHEESE SANDWHICH- so thats just what I ordered :) and actually not the worst choice ever I had fries too, and yesterday I was already feeling guilty about 2 cookies I had. but I said get it out of your system becuase you get 1 day!!

Then I wake up this am - Flo is in town - and hold the phone I lost more weight?
126.6 Someone STOP ME! It makes me feel like my goal of 120 is actually in reach!

Today I am off at 12- I broght chicken breast and strawberries to eat before I leave so I can get a run in before going home and cleaning to de-stress. Yes I clean to de-stress! then I am making chicken kabobs and pasta salad for dinner tonight- Brian's mom is coming into town for my shower we may do a few wedding projects together before he gets home tonight!

Gotta get going on this project= Starting over for the 4th time already.


Ohh wait shout out to Tara for my workout inspiration this afternoon- readinng a chapter (Running) then 20 Squats, Lunges, Knee up abs, tricep dips, bicep curls. 4 rounds runnning 3 rounds lifting!

  

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Feeling Sluggish

Thursday, May 23, 2013

I may be Bipolar- Just kdiding but yesterday morning was such a High and this morning not soo much!

I think I am way beyond stressed #1 but gotta let that go.

Anyway so I have been working on this report Monday/Tuesday- Wednesday Morning I saw that I had done it for the wrong time periods. So had to start over- then I noticed they were much different from the other time period so I checked again I put in 1/4/13 instead of 4/1/13!!! ANNOYING So i stormed back to finance and had one of those Brownies. (I took note of the way it made me feel, funny how you can tell a difference after 10 days) Anyway I didnt have another one and worked on finishing my report had strawberries later.

Then I thought healthy pizza would be a great way for me to celebrate the end of the cleanse well I got whole wheat crust and did a margartia pizza, tomato, mozzarella, basil and black olives. It was soo heavy in my stomach I only had 2 pieces too. Felt misserable.

Plus side of this- I know I will keep eating healthy! I will continue to do the chicken breast at work for lunch and having fruits for snacks.

But I am feeling guilty about not working out- I know just yesterday I said I need to not do this to myself, but I feel like I am cheating myself but yet I am being pulled 10 different ways. I know the solution to this is AM workouts. But I cant get out of bed!!!! I am going to keep trying and keep trying though.

Ohh and my other downer- then I am done promise tomorrow will be Happy again.. I was getting my hair trimmed by my Brothers finace last night (She did the cleanse with me) She didnt weigh herself but she was like I got on the scale this morning and it was 120 so I am happy with that. she is 5-8!! It was like a shot to my gut! she isnt muscluar and doesnt have to do a thing to stay that way it drives me crazy! Ok OK I know that I have muscle and thats why I am 127, but I also know I have some more fat lbs that need to be shed... It just sucks that I have people around me who dont even need to walk daily to stay thin. If I dont take care of myself I will be back up to 142 and misserable.

Sorry for the Pity Party Today!! Man that was terrible Hopefully its outta my system now!

  

Feeling Sluggish

Thursday, May 23, 2013

I may be Bipolar- Just kdiding but yesterday morning was such a High and this morning not soo much!

I think I am way beyond stressed #1 but gotta let that go.

Anyway so I have been working on this report Monday/Tuesday- Wednesday Morning I saw that I had done it for the wrong time periods. So had to start over- then I noticed they were much different from the other time period so I checked again I put in 1/4/13 instead of 4/1/13!!! ANNOYING So i stormed back to finance and had one of those Brownies. (I took note of the way it made me feel, funny how you can tell a difference after 10 days) Anyway I didnt have another one and worked on finishing my report had strawberries later.

Then I thought healthy pizza would be a great way for me to celebrate the end of the cleanse well I got whole wheat crust and did a margartia pizza, tomato, mozzarella, basil and black olives. It was soo heavy in my stomach I only had 2 pieces too. Felt misserable.

Plus side of this- I know I will keep eating healthy! I will continue to do the chicken breast at work for lunch and having fruits for snacks.

But I am feeling guilty about not working out- I know just yesterday I said I need to not do this to myself, but I feel like I am cheating myself but yet I am being pulled 10 different ways. I know the solution to this is AM workouts. But I cant get out of bed!!!! I am going to keep trying and keep trying though.

Ohh and my other downer- then I am done promise tomorrow will be Happy again.. I was getting my hair trimmed by my Brothers finace last night (She did the cleanse with me) She didnt weigh herself but she was like I got on the scale this morning and it was 120 so I am happy with that. she is 5-8!! It was like a shot to my gut! she isnt muscluar and doesnt have to do a thing to stay that way it drives me crazy! Ok OK I know that I have muscle and thats why I am 127, but I also know I have some more fat lbs that need to be shed... It just sucks that I have people around me who dont even need to walk daily to stay thin. If I dont take care of myself I will be back up to 142 and misserable.

Sorry for the Pity Party Today!! Man that was terrible Hopefully its outta my system now!

  

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GIANTMICROBE 5/23/2013 10:24AM

Lucky people frustrate me to no end- be it in health, school, or job. I have never been lucky in anything, I have to work so hard in everything for little to no reward. So I understand completely how you feel about that. You must not be so tall... haha I would be a stick at 142... actually when I got down to 145 I thought I was too thin. Just do what I do- remind yourself of all the things you can do that she can't :) and that will make you feel better :) Report Inappropriate Comment

I think my Co-Workers have ganged up to try and Break Me!

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

Chocolate Carmel Brownies today!!!

When she walked in with them I was like Seriously Sara- Tomorrow!! So I will save a small one for me to have tomorrow :)

In the BEST news EVER!! (Ps love Best week ever on VH1- glad its back)

I have offically lost 5lbs on this cleanse! 127.4

I saw that on the scale this morning and about died! Then I took a really good look at my body and my stomach is getting soo flat and I feel more toned than flabby... I will have to take an updated pic tonight.

Before I wanted to keep going like this NOW I have too I am only 3lbs away from my goal weight and honestly I want to feel confident in a biniki this summer and for sure in November on the Honeymoon.

Things I am suprised I dont miss-
Chips ( I guess I wasnt a huge fan before)
White Bread (whole grain/whole wheat is just as good)
POP (this was always a treat I would give myself but lately it was happening more than just once a week)
and Chocolate ( I do have cravings for it and yes I definately want that brownie, but I used to think I needed it to live)

I haven't had a good workout yet this week. I think I need to start working out in the AM. I feel so stressed at night running around working on wedding projects getting the house picked up errands etc. Last night I got home at 715 made dinner ate and then went out and did more errands until 9.

I think I need to give myself a break from making working out #1 unless I get my butt outta bed in the AM which I am seriously going to consider starting TOMORROW. But If I can keep eating good, walking at lunch and keeping busy I think I can at least maintain my weight. Who knows I change my Mind everyday anymore!!

Thats all for Wednesday Folks :) Happy Hump Day

Do they Humpty Hump!

  

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FLAMENM 5/22/2013 10:35PM

Happy hump day to you, too. Report Inappropriate Comment

GIANTMICROBE 5/22/2013 11:09AM

Soooooooooooo much awesomeness in this post!!!! Report Inappropriate Comment

SUNSHINE99999 5/22/2013 9:23AM

well done. Have a great day! Report Inappropriate Comment

DIANEWITHASMILE 5/22/2013 9:20AM

Set your alarm for 15 minutes earlier and do a brief 10 minute workout! Bodyrock or ZWOW or HIIT! It will help energize you for the day! And yoga in the evening to wind down from your stress! Good luck with your wedding! You're going to rock that bikini! Report Inappropriate Comment

TARANITUP 5/22/2013 9:20AM

Way to stay strong girl! Report Inappropriate Comment

2 More Days

Tuesday, May 21, 2013

2 More days and I have completed my First cleanse.

But seriously I just dont get the weight I gained .8lbs yesterday. I ate really good tracked everything I ate and walked at lunch. I didnt do another workout after work because I mowed the grass and holy cow was that a workout for me.

I need to get better on my actual workouts! I am disappointed in Body Rock lately. I want more strength than cardio I can do that on my own. So I am either going to be doing a ZWOW tonight or using the OLD body rock and doing a random workout. I may need to start planning them out weekly instead of daily.

I am going to try my hardest after this cleanse to continue to eat clean/healthy. I found out that I snack A LOT at work so I am going to have to come up with healthy alternatives than sneaking around for chocolate or chips. I did find myself thinking ohh a donut sounds good on my way to work this morning though. and I think Ice Cream. I dont know how I am going to go about it yet, but there needs to be cheats after this though. I dont know if I am going to do a cheat day or what yet. I am worried if I do a day it will ruin everything I would rather do like 2 cheat meals during the week.

In wedding activites... Ohh Yeah I need to get going on those haha.

but my Family Shower is this weekend :) I couldnt be more excited. My aunt is an amazing host she made a mimosa bar and is making homemade bloody mary bar too. I think we will be having breakfast casserole and other breakfast items cinnamon rolls etc. Also its a come and go shower so people are free to come and go during the 2 hours. I love the idea of it, I am just hoping it turns out well.

AHHH Married :) Here's my list of to-do.. To get my Butt Moving

Meet with Deacon for last time
Meeting with the Fairgrounds- Deciding on order Kegs
Getting a time frame down haha
Playlist for the party bus and getting ready in the morning
Meeting with photographer
Metting with DJ
Calling Caterer for Final Numbers
Ordering Cake final numers and design
Gifts for Groomsmen and Ring bearers

Ohh Boy need to get going- Back in wedding mode it is :)

  

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GIANTMICROBE 5/21/2013 10:54AM

Hecks yes- ditch the cardio!!!! :) You have that site with all Zuzka's workouts I give everyone, right? It has a random generator button. Report Inappropriate Comment