Friday, May 24, 2013
Soo yesterday was just a get it all out of my system day!
I got a pedicure and seriously sitting in that massage chair for an hr was amazing! I go there every 2 weeks so I know the owner pretty well now and she is soo cute she was like you have long day? I said yea. She said you come any time sit in chair after work 15 min we love to see you. I said I may just be doing that :) She also put a cute lil flower on my toes for free to match my dress for my Bridal Shower this weekend. Sweetie.
Then My brother called and wanted to do dinner- We ended up going to a supper club that we have been going to since we were little- we went to school with the owners kids, and my parents still go every wednesday for date night. It used to be this special day growing up for our bdays or graduation etc we would always pick this place. Last night we just sat at the bar and had a drink and ordered dinner- Since its a supper club they bring white rolls, crackers cheese, ham salad and brownschwagger( haha no clue how to spell that)
Now I have this thing I LOVE ME A GRILLED CHEESE SANDWHICH- so thats just what I ordered :) and actually not the worst choice ever I had fries too, and yesterday I was already feeling guilty about 2 cookies I had. but I said get it out of your system becuase you get 1 day!!
Then I wake up this am - Flo is in town - and hold the phone I lost more weight?
126.6 Someone STOP ME! It makes me feel like my goal of 120 is actually in reach!
Today I am off at 12- I broght chicken breast and strawberries to eat before I leave so I can get a run in before going home and cleaning to de-stress. Yes I clean to de-stress! then I am making chicken kabobs and pasta salad for dinner tonight- Brian's mom is coming into town for my shower we may do a few wedding projects together before he gets home tonight!
Gotta get going on this project= Starting over for the 4th time already.
Ohh wait shout out to Tara for my workout inspiration this afternoon- readinng a chapter (Running) then 20 Squats, Lunges, Knee up abs, tricep dips, bicep curls. 4 rounds runnning 3 rounds lifting!
Thursday, May 23, 2013
I may be Bipolar- Just kdiding but yesterday morning was such a High and this morning not soo much!
I think I am way beyond stressed #1 but gotta let that go.
Anyway so I have been working on this report Monday/Tuesday- Wednesday Morning I saw that I had done it for the wrong time periods. So had to start over- then I noticed they were much different from the other time period so I checked again I put in 1/4/13 instead of 4/1/13!!! ANNOYING So i stormed back to finance and had one of those Brownies. (I took note of the way it made me feel, funny how you can tell a difference after 10 days) Anyway I didnt have another one and worked on finishing my report had strawberries later.
Then I thought healthy pizza would be a great way for me to celebrate the end of the cleanse well I got whole wheat crust and did a margartia pizza, tomato, mozzarella, basil and black olives. It was soo heavy in my stomach I only had 2 pieces too. Felt misserable.
Plus side of this- I know I will keep eating healthy! I will continue to do the chicken breast at work for lunch and having fruits for snacks.
But I am feeling guilty about not working out- I know just yesterday I said I need to not do this to myself, but I feel like I am cheating myself but yet I am being pulled 10 different ways. I know the solution to this is AM workouts. But I cant get out of bed!!!! I am going to keep trying and keep trying though.
Ohh and my other downer- then I am done promise tomorrow will be Happy again.. I was getting my hair trimmed by my Brothers finace last night (She did the cleanse with me) She didnt weigh herself but she was like I got on the scale this morning and it was 120 so I am happy with that. she is 5-8!! It was like a shot to my gut! she isnt muscluar and doesnt have to do a thing to stay that way it drives me crazy! Ok OK I know that I have muscle and thats why I am 127, but I also know I have some more fat lbs that need to be shed... It just sucks that I have people around me who dont even need to walk daily to stay thin. If I dont take care of myself I will be back up to 142 and misserable.
Sorry for the Pity Party Today!! Man that was terrible Hopefully its outta my system now!
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