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Friday, November 16, 2012

I've decided to keep an entry on my feelings on what has happened to me and my husband this year. for the past week i've been angry I'm not sure who I'm angry at maybe at the des who didnt take proper care of my husbands leg ,maybe at the dr who cut his leg off. maybe at him because he didnt take better care of his self. maybe at the government who sent to vietnam in the first place. maybe because i had to leave a job that i like. maybe because i had to give up going to church. i dont know but i do know that I'm angry AND I DONT LIKE MYSELF THAT WAY.

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SUGARSMOM2 11/16/2012 10:07AM

  yes you have a lot of reasons to be angry . can you let it out ? maybe hit a pillow and scream at the top of your lungs and hit that angrer out ? do not cut
. God out of your life .

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i'm going to make it this time

Sunday, September 16, 2012

many time said i'm loosing weight but this time i'm determined to make it

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CJSMITHY 10/16/2012 6:20PM

  on sunday i was feeling like i was drowning. but not now. god has touched my life and now i know that ill make it

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CJSMITHY 10/5/2012 10:07AM

  this is very hard. its hard to be at home all the time. im home bound taking care of my huaband. you can only clean so much house. im under a lot of stress. i just pray that god will help me through emoticon

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CJSMITHY 10/2/2012 12:03PM

  ive just finished day 4 of boot camp. emoticon

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CJSMITHY 9/27/2012 9:33AM

  i need to get in control of my weight loss. today im getting rid of the cookies that are in the cubards. if i dont have them there i cant eat them.im also going to make a determined effort to walk every day. ive been usaing my husband as an excuse for not doing it. but he is better now and im going to start. im tired of my knees hurting because im over weight. today i start new

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DISTINCT772 9/16/2012 3:43PM

    i,ll be cheering you on. Deciding to do it is half the battle.

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Friday, September 14, 2012

i'v sta that i'm begining to get a waist agianrted to notice



Monday, September 03, 2012

i have doing sparkpeople weight loss for 1 week. so far it has gone very good. i think it helps to write to people that i dont know, because i can tell them all my thoughts. because i'm basically a private person. i can let go of my inter most thoughts.

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CJSMITHY 10/10/2012 9:28AM

  where do i go to see what my bmi is

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