Tuesday, January 01, 2013
Well, Good riddance to 2012 and hello, 2013
Dementia sucks. last thing he said last year was I hate you and the first thing he said was I'm going to buy a new car.
Now he hates me because he can't drive anymore and that's my fault! and I made him pack up his business papers, he couldn't sort them so the last 5 years are in 2 tubs with a little really old stuff mixed in. I won't sort it this year. But next year I'll have to go through and look for 2003 stuff to be rid of.
He also thinks I have the money to buy a new car and am mean so I won't. Like I love driving around a car with 201,000 miles on it that may break at any moment! Plus he doesn't rmembe that the truck is at my daughter's house so he needs a new one to drive. and of course he'll be able to drive next spring.
Uggh! Sorry for the rant. This is the only place no one from my family can see. Though a think a few extended family are on here, but not my friends so I may need to make this private. we'll see.
I gained 2 lbs since last visit, but I've been eating all kinds of crap. I started yesterday. I didn't record everything but no carp entered my mouth. Lots of activity going up and down the stairs, shredding paper and taking it out to the garden to spread the shreds out. hopefully I'll get some food out of the garden.
Bernie is now just sitting around, or wandering the property.
doesn't even take care of the chickens. so I don't know if I'll have time to take care of the garden but I'll have to try. still haven't looked at the news to see how much more the feds will take from my not enough income. though SS is increasing 1.7% but on the tiny amount he gets that's not much. Still covers the house payment.
Enough of my worried ramblings - I like Taffin's www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_jo
idea of a money jar for spark points and pounds lost but I already save all my change for emergencies. so that wouldn't be much help.
Happy Sparking in 2013