Saturday, March 23, 2013
This is the first dress I've worn in over 20 years! Lots of reasons... Main one is shoes, I guess. My right foot still swells and I have large feet, so wearing shoes is still a huge problem for me. If you are wearing clunky mens shoes, dresses just don't quite look pretty... so, don't wear them. Another reason is the "chafing" that goes on... I KNOW you know what I mean (many of you are reading this with weight loss struggles of your own, so I KNOW you understand)... and well, that certainly is the least fun thing for anyone to experience... so, pretty much... 'nuff said.
This maxi dress is definitely within my comfort zone... I love the colors and I love the length. Before you ask... yes, I'm wearing some tight capri's underneath to make me feel better and confident... I may never get over that chafing worry. Question for those who have gotten over that... How did you? LOL
As for the shoes... I'm still working on that... I have a pair of slides and my foot was still visibly swollen, so that's still a concern of mine. I may not be wearing dresses ALOT, but hopefully, as I lose the rest of the weight, maybe some of that swelling will dissipate as well? I pray that it will.
So, needless to say, I feel pretty today. Oh so pretty! I feel pretty and witty and gay! And I pity any girl who isn't me today. (just kidding!) ;-)
Friday, March 22, 2013
Yesterday, my husband was packing up food to take to work and I was half paying attention to what he was doing... I noticed he cut up two apples and put some lemon on them to keep them from browning and put them in sandwich bags, then grabbed a hard boiled egg and then grabbed his yogurts and whatever else, then he asks me how many prunes are in a serving... and I answer "about 4 or 5" without thinking, then stop. "Why are you taking prunes? You already have your two fruit servings." Then we get into a discussion on food... and here it goes...
We've been following this diet for a year. An entire YEAR! How does he not understand that we get TWO fruit servings a day? I just don't get that. lol He then tells me that he needs SOMETHING to keep him full. I'm like... PROTEIN! VEGETABLES! I'm not understanding what it is you aren't understanding here. lol (we don't really yell at each other....) It's just that we bicker about the stupid stuff and he is like... "How is it that you take a smorgasboard to work every day and I take hardly anything with me?" and I'm like "It's all in the planning, my love"...
I, seriously, am like a cow... I graze ALL DAY LONG! LOL I think I eat something every hour of the day... and I've been losing weight all year long... I don't have huge meals... or huge snacks... but I eat something all the time... carrot sticks, cut up chicken, a hard boiled egg, a yogurt, some prunes, drink some tea, drink some water... have two brazil nuts... whatever. I work, I eat, I drink, I get up to go to the bathroom, I repeat, I get up to fill my water bottle, oops, it's my break time, I walk the stairs at work... then it's time to munch again! LOL Next thing I know, it's time to go home! LOL My days fly by!
Ya know? I seriously try telling him, "If you'd only listen to your wife more often!" lol
Tuesday, March 19, 2013
What a year this has been. 138 lbs lost. Cholesterol at a normal level. Blood pressure's great. My arthritis pain is manageable, enough so, I've not needed any epidurals in over a year! I've only been sick less than a week in the past year. I've gone from a tight size 32 or 4X to a loose 18 in pants and wear L and XL tops now. Rings fall off my fingers. I have room in the chairs I sit in now. I can walk more than 1/2 a mile without sitting down (heck, more than 5 minutes without sitting down... ) I can probably walk more than 6 miles now, actually. I can stand for more than 2 minutes without being in severe pain. My feet are so terribly swollen like they used to be that it hurts just to look at them. Necklaces no longer have to be more than 22", but can be just the standard 16" or 18" that they normally are and look long on me now.
This past year hasn't been one full of deprivation, either. Today, I celebrated with my husband and son at an Indian buffet for lunch (one of our favorite meals)... and realized that we've shared several of these throughout the year... not weekly, mind you... not even monthly, but enough of them throughout the year to feel as though we've enjoyed them and not deprived ourselves of them completely. I may be able to count how many times I've had pasta in the past year, BUT, I've HAD pasta in the past year... And hot wings. I just don't do it on a regular basis like I used to. I have basically changed my relationship with food and have adopted a clean food approach in my life... less process and more natural. However, there have been times I've indulged. I truly enjoy eating the way I do now... more vegetables, lean proteins, fruit and I enjoy my greek yogurt. I have always loved the simplicity of plain water... it's truly more satisfying to me than just about any other liquid out there.
I enjoy the exercising I do. I don't go crazy. I walk. I haven't gone to the gym, although I've been getting interested in newer forms of exercise and just recently purchased new dvd's on yoga, qigong and t'ai chi. I have enjoyed getting fit with friends, as well. Seeing them reach their goals has been fun for me. Being there for support is not only helpful to them, but very helpful to me as well. I'm so eager for this winter weather to move on and for the warmer weather to show up so I can get back out there and get active outside. Start sweating more, as I can see my goal in sight and want to reach it this year.
I know this will be the year I get to goal and that is super exciting to me. It's been a fun past year, and this next year will see me to goal and I'm very ready for it. Then, maintenance. I'm ready for the challenge of that! I've got this!
Thursday, March 14, 2013
When I first started the 17 Day Diet last March, I felt pretty good at the initial weight loss. After the first week or two, I thought... "This is it, I feel this is finally my time to lose this weight"... and when the weight started falling off and the sizes started dropping, I threw clothes away. I didn't do what I had in the past... put them aside for a "just in case" scenario. I just tossed them! I didn't even donate the first lot or two. THEN, I thought... "Wait! I want a pair of pants for a pic!"
These are those pants. They aren't even the right size! LOL These pants are a 30W. When I started, I didn't fit into a 32W. So, forgive me for not wanting to regain the weight for a photo op... but hmmm, nope, not going to happen. I'll demonstrate the oooh, ahhhh, moment with these 30W jeans! I still think it's a pretty remarkable moment, don't you? They've been sitting on a counter upstairs for months... just sitting there.
My 1 yr anniversary is coming up on Tuesday. I've lost 138 lbs as of today... I was hoping for 150... it's not Tuesday yet... but reality is approaching... fast and well, maybe I'll get 140... but still... the pull of the pants photo was drawing me in... so the other night, I grabbed them and put them up to me and stood in front of my husband and we just were stunned! It's one thing to see a big number on the scale... it's entirely another to see it in a pair of pants. This just really puts it into perspective at just how big I was! Let me just say... when you look at the butt of these things... that's NOT a pretty site! LOL But, yes, I do remember filling in many a chair in a theatre, or even my car. I remember the seatbelt cutting into my side. I remember the arms of a chair keeping me prisoner and me even wondering if I could "bend" them or "break" them as I got up. So, yes, I must have filled in that pair of pants pretty darn well, because I remember those days vividly.
I took these pants into work today to show my co-workers. Jaws dropped. I was very proud of my accomplishment and know that so many of my friends there were very proud of me, too. The pic is posted on my facebook wall and support is pouring in and I know I've touched so many and inspired so many. It's humbling and I'm honored to be that inspiration in their lives. What's more, is that I just look at the pants and they truly are a symbol that it's never too late in life to attain a goal! To get healthy. My son is 16. A sophomore in high school. Probably the most influential time for him to see this change in me. Next year, he's looking at colleges and reaching for his own dreams. I could be sad that I didn't do this sooner, but then again... it's never too late!
Sunday, March 03, 2013
Whew! I'm relaxing a bit. Trying to find what works for my body. I actually went back to Cycle 1 this past week and decided to LISTEN to what it said about the 17 minutes of exercise (sort of). What I was doing was exercising ALOT... thinking, burn it off, I'll lose more... and well, maybe I was, but it wasn't showing up on the scale for me. I know, I know, stop looking at that darn scale! I know I'll have alot of you thinking that. Especially when I was fitting into new clothes up top (only up top, really) and getting compliments daily... still. BUT, for a daily weigher, it was driving me crazy. So, ever since I heard about that magazine article, I had to do something, because now I have a deadline and I seriously WANT that article!
So, at my place of employment, we have an indoor walking path (mostly due to living in the Northeast and the BITTER cold outdoors necessitating one)... anyway, it involved two floors and two sets of stairs... so even though the idea of walking at work and SWEATING, which isn't something I ever really wanted to do THERE... I decided, I was going to do it, to ramp up my exercise for this article... and I started up with it. Well, for two days, I was doing that AND then going home and doing my Leslie Sansone walking videos (3 miles) and after 2 days, I really couldn't walk! So, I re-thought my strategy, and decided, nope... two 15 minute breaks was really enough, especially if I FELT the workout... and an evening off was probably going to be really healthy for my body to recharge itself... and that's what I've been doing this week. I've been getting to bed earlier, as well... Drinking lots of water, staying on track with my food, not straying and being consistent. I even took a rest day yesterday and today, I'll grab a Leslie tape and do a 4 mile workout, just to get a good cardio in, but not do it too late in the day, so I can rest my body. My plan is to do this for the rest of the cycle, then when I add carbs in Cycle 2, ramp up my exercise with my Leslie tapes... but only maybe add in 1 or 2 miles in the afternoons, not much more... and see what that does... and stay consistent... and REST and get that sleep in.
I am going to see what happens.
I'm also going to stretch and use weights in the morning just to get some toning in... although I feel the toning in my legs BIG TIME!
On another note, I was asked to do a fashion show on the 16th of March for a retail store. Just a simple thing, nothing big... but new to me and thought it'd be fun. I went in yesterday and picked out my two outfits to model! How cool is that? If I can take any photos, I'm going to and I'll post them here. I'm one of 40, so seriously, it's not a big deal... just something for fun... but it's a fundraiser for a local place for women and their babies... so it's a good cause, which is great!
I also went to Goodwill yesterday to find new pants, as mine were getting pretty loose on me and found 2 pair for only 3.99 each! How cool is that? Nice ones for work! And several tops, too. I'm getting quite the stylish wardrobe! I hate pant shopping, but I really took the time to be patient and it paid off... if I pick a day where my patience is not worn thin, I can actually find some pretty good deals there! Perfect for when you are slimming down and don't want to spend alot of money on the clothes you won't be wearing too long!
End results were that I started at 249 this past Monday and am at 243 today. Loss of 6 lbs!
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